sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026i dont think i can do it yet we might finally see stability. i met someone who seems to actually care. but i still dread being awake and aware that the damage is irreversible, that i will never be normal or coherent or functional ever again 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026pacing in circles clawing at the walls and my face and screaming where nobody can hear me 120
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 04/10/2026freyda called me "angel" when i broke down a few hours ago and oh my god :'''o0 -💜 110
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026somehow automatically set every post to 0 interactions.. sorry to the 3 people who are able to read these 120
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026i love you so much bri. maybe youll log back in here tomorrow morning and see this, maybe you wont. but oh my god. i could cry i wish i was tangible. i want to hear *your* voice, i want to be *with you.* maybe one day, we can invent a machine to split headmates into separate bodies. hahahaha. 120
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026i want to draw something meaningful and intense. but i feel bad about it. clover fell so deeply in love with our body / previous host but its health has declined so far that piloting this thing has become limiting and.. i feel trapped. i want to be able to hold her hands, to play fight, to hold her 130
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 01/10/2026finally feeling loved and wanted, but i worry that i'll cling too hard and rip everything apart like usual 110
