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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

This account is no longer going to be my main. Sorry OTL I should have put a no minors on this one when I made it, but had no intention of sticking around. Oopsie. My new account isn't hard to find, but is 🔞 not meant for minors so please DNI if you're a minor, thanks. 🫡

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

The little fang 🥹 Love all the silver accents, especially the horns (One of them is broken right?) and the crown! This is coming out very cuteee!

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 05/09/2026

Chapter 11 of BirdHaven is now live over on www.birdhavencomic.com! This marks the beginning of Volume 2 which makes me incedibly proud of how far I've gotten with the story already. Please enjoy reading it and let me know what you think!

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

My GW2 Wayfinder; Daghrite with his newly tamed beast, Orrax. I just wanted to commemorate how difficult this legendary was for me to complete. I'm a pretty casual player and while I've made a good handful of legendaries at this point, this one really tried my patience. Glad it's over. LOL

My Guild Wars 2 character, Wayfinder Daghrite. He's a human necromancer with possessed looking eyes and a scar down his face. He's got on regal looking armor with an emblem on his chest that looks like an eye. He's holding Orrax, the demon from the legendary Orrax Manifested. They appear to be similar, if not the same.
Even the most horrific beasts need time for love and care too.
The rift essence was hell to gather, but the real road block for me was Bava Nisos. I genuinely hate that map :') I will never return. Also I did get the infusion while doing that map and sold it to help fund Orrax, so that was fun! lmao.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Another rough one. This summer has been destroying me. I only managed to get 7 pieces done. I did some writing as well, but... Kind of disappointed overall. lol. Hopefully September decides to be kinder. I need it. I'm so tired. haha.

A digital art compilation of what I did in August 2026!
We can see my main focus is my sweetest, babiest boy Ezra, since most of the work I did is of him. I've also got a sketch of my Wayfinder Daghrite, as well as some works of Malakai, Logan, and Gideon! The last piece shown is a piece or fanart I did for TheCleric. :)
I technically only did 7 pieces of art this month, but I'm showing off 14 so you can see more of the details of what I worked on this time since I had so few. u//u

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

"Just a warm up sketch". I said to myself, before then spending two hours working on something that I don't even know jack shit about. Anyway, @theclericyt.bsky.social I attempted your WOL. I know literally nothing about FF except... Kefka 😩 Lmao. I DID MY BEST ROFL. (Full res in comments haha)

Cleric's WOL! I don't know anything about Final Fantasy, so rather than butcher a bunch of terms I'm completely ignorant about I will instead just tell you; this is a hansome character :') hehe. Cleric did a great job designing them. I am loving their colors and needed to draw something to share how much I enjoy their colors. I went overboard with the red glow, but you can't actually stop me so... :') just accept fate I love glow.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Also shit, please forgive me for barely posting anything here literally all month. I've been struggling mentally (because why not, as a treat /sarcasm) and I also made an 🔞 alt and I've been feeling more comfortable posting there, even when what I'm posting isn't spicy. :S oops.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I'm posting this on main too. T_T I did it. I finished this POS. What an undertaking. lol. Now I take a short break before the next part of the expansion comes out before I work on Kraitkin and Eternal Summer. (I love suffering, especially as a casual player.)

An in game screenshot of the game Guild Wars 2. I have just completed the legendary back piece Orrax Manifested. This was probably the most difficult legendary I've made so far, if only because of the rift essences and having to grind out currency in Bava Nisos (which made me want to quit because I cannot stand that map meta! UGHHHH). But I did it. It is done. Now all my characters can have legendary back pieces and I can cry eternally because that is a lot of ascended back pieces I now need to salvage. RIP.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

S'all good. I think at this point I'm too old to be too hurt by it anymore. I'm sure you understand just as much how much easier it is to just close yourself off to avoid getting hurt by two-faced people. Sucks, but it is what it is. 🤷

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

NGL being an artist has made me so incredibly skeptical of all people trying too hard to communicate with me. I can't even count how many 'friends' were just friends with me because they wanted something. OTL I'm so fucking closed off now 🫠

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 11/08/2026

Hello friends!!! It is my annual "Give Money To Artist" extravaganza. If you, or someone you know or like is taking commissions, I have some money I wish to throw in exchange to draw one of my four children! Please respond to this post with portfolios of yourself or the given person!

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Hope you get some wonderful arts >o<!!!! If I still took commissions, I'd offer since your babies are so fun to draw. :) GL to everyone offering!!!

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

July is over!! I wish I'd had more time for more AF pieces, but I got became really, really unwell again. This summer has decided I shall just be suffering LOL. At least I did some higher quality pieces this month!! 💪

A compilation of all the art I've done this month! A couple pieces are hidden because they contain spoilers for the personal story I'm writing, so I've blocked them out so friends don't see them =P The last 7 pieces were ones I did for other users over on Art Fight! :)

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

@shenpai.gay Hope you're having a wonderful birthday full of love and happiness >o<!!!! Here is my first time drawing Voxer properly and not chibi :') I hope I captured his attitude well enough! (Full res/transparent on Art Fight lol!)

Shenpai's OC named Voxer. He is an Aero (a winged human). He's got pale skin and golden blonde hair that matches the color of his wings. His eyes are vibrant green and he's got a bunch of piercings in his ears. Voxer is wearing a pinstripe button up shirt, some brownish gray shorts, and suspenders. He looks arrogant and smug about something!!!
If you're reading my alt text, just know that I hope you're having a wonderful day no matter who you are and I wish you all the happiness in the world!!!! Let Voxer bring you joy!! :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

This is semi-adjacent, but since you've mentioned ADHD and being neurodivergent, if you haven't already, you might want to glance at information about interoception and see if you have any aligning difficulties there. :) GL on your journey, you can do it!!!!

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

Nothing makes you want to double down and make the most insane ref sheet of your characters possible like finally commissioning someone seriously and realizing all your current references are embarrassing and chibi. 🥲 Please hold out hope for my sanity as I spend the next 20+ hours drawing Ezra. LOL

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

Fffsss. I don't know what it is, but I always end up going over the top with Ezra when I draw him VS everyone else. Fully shaded this one because he deserves it rofl.

This is my character Ezra! He's looking into the camera and looks happy and perhaps a little bashful about whatever he's looking at (it's his partner lmao). He's got silvery blue hair that's quite long with two braids in it. He's also got moles on his face, as well as a massive scar that runs down the side of his face. He's my precious baby boy and I love him and drawing this piece made me tear up because this man has suffered so much in the story he's in and he deserves a moment of peace like this.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

More Shaye. :') But this time for once it's not a chibi or a shitpost lmao. Just him being precious. As it should be haha.

My character Shaye. He's smiling and looking quite happy. He's got black hair with the ends dyed blue. The ends of his hair hang over his shoulders and onto a teal hoodie.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I feel like dogshit today but I'm doing my best to draw >o< WoooOOO.

My character Jasi, with the angry crusty eyebrows he deserves. Jasi is a humanoid character with freckles on his face and a banded marking on his neck. He has blonde hair and red eyes. He's a bit older and looks a bit cranky tbh.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

My monitor died two days ago. Got a replacement yesterday, and it was super messed up and made all images ultra blurry. Had to wait a day to return it and get a new one FML. Hopefully I'll be back to AF tomorrow T__T what a mess.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

I have literally hundreds of OCs to pick from to draw. So why do I keep picking the same OC just so I can draw fan service FOR NOT OF my favorite OC. Lmao. Ezra needs more pretty art of Shaye, even if he cannot actually see it because he doesn't actually exist :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

It's not time yet, so I had to draw myself something while I wait >o< AHHH.

My character Theo, looking a bit shy with part of their shoulder exposed. They have strawberry blonde hair, soft pink eyes, and big round glasses. Their face is a bit flush. :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Art Fight starts shortly. :') Hope everyone has fun! I am going to be trying to participate as much as possible! I cannot guarantee I'll attack back, but I'll be doing my best :') artfight.net/~Mels

I'm on Team Tragedy.
My username on AF is Mels.
I will attack mostly humans and humanoids. But I might also attack anthros and monsters!
I am willing to attack anyone, whether you're my opponent or not. I just want to draw cool OCs!
My features characters are Adryn, Finn, Ezra, Shaye, and Ace.
Ezra is my absolute favorite character so I've given him some extra shine to point that out haha.
All of the characters I currently have up on Art Fight are either humans or demons :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

This month was a slow one!! Had a lot of physical and mental health problems creep up, but I did my best. :') I did manage to write 44k words as well, so even if I didn't do art, I did do something creative! :)

A compilation of all of the art I did in June! Happy Pride! :')
Enjoy a few pieces of the boys being cute together lmao. hehehe

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Pouty!!! One more for the end of the month. It was a slow month for art since I was unwell LMAO.

My character Emerlee, giving a bit of the stink eye and being grumpy. He's really protective of nature and gets angry really fast if he sees people damaging it. Emerlee has brown shoulder length hair that's a bit shaggy and golden eyes. He looks a bit young, but don't let that fool you, he's not a kid lmao.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

This is mostly just for me but... I am at 182,528 words with the story I'm writing. I'm 24 chapters in. I wrote over 44k of those words this month. I have never in my entire life considered myself a writer. I have no idea why this is happening but I'm... so happy. :') I love my dumb boys so much.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

I went crazy and really updated everything the best I can. I'm going to spend the rest of June working on extra refs and stuff to see if I can add anything else :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Given that my health continues to hold, I really, really want to participate in AF this year. :') artfight.net/~Mels

This year I'm trying to participate in Art Fight in July!
I'm on Team Tragedy.
My username on AF is Mels.
I will attack mostly humans and humanoids. But I might also attack anthros and monsters!
I am willing to attack anyone, whether you're my opponent or not. I just want to draw cool OCs!
My features characters are Adryn, Finn, Ezra, Shaye, and Ace.
Ezra is my absolute favorite character so I've given him some extra shine to point that out haha.
All of the characters I currently have up on Art Fight are either humans or demons :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Yeah, sure. I'll spend time today drawing floor plans for the locations in my story. Why not. 🫠

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

Falling asleep to the sound of a heartbeat that had once been lost completely.

My character Ezra, his face rested on his partner's chest so he can listen to his heartbeat. It's a sound he never thought he'd ever get to listen to, and now it is the sound that chases away his nightmares.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

It has been over 15 years since it happened, and I still remember the person who got mad when I put my foot down with them and told me I was only 'worth anything' because they had 'made me' by commissioning me more than once and were giving me 'exposure' to the community I was in by doing so. 🫠🫠

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

I am the same way 😩 Getting comments like these, even though few and far between made me hate my job so much. Ughh I know it doesn't help, but I found you THROUGH watching someone else's content. I thought you were genuinely so funny I had to follow your content as well. *sending hugs*

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

As an artist... I uhm. *avoids eye contact with everyone* I uh... obviously I only draw things I think ... you know... benefit society as a whole. *cough* I would never use my... 'skills'... to draw anything dumb, or stupid, or ridiculous even. I am trustworthy. I swear. Please believe me. T_T

A complete shitpost of my character's Finn (left) and Adryn (right). Adryn is biting Finn's shoulder and both of them seem to be enjoying it, maybe Finn a little more than Adryn. :')
I uh. I wouldn't uh... I wouldn't worry about it.
Again, I'm a very normal person just like.
Don't worry about it. :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Days like this suck. I hope you always have the strength to push through and get to the other side. You really do matter. You really are worthy. And you really are amazing and awesome. These bad days will never change that, no matter how loud your head says that it will. Sending love your way.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Me: I have so many plans for June yay! My back: It is time again where I hurt for several days unbearably :') OTL I just wanted to work on projects. Ahhh.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

The ironic part is that I only got good at art in SPITE of her, not because of her. I was mad because she never wanted me around when I wanted to show her how much I enjoyed the art she was making. So I practiced drawing so I could hide my work from her. And now she's gone, so no reason to hide. lol

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Parents can really suck ass. I'm sorry. My mom, who was also an artist used to tell people I was only good at art because I got it from her. The first time I thought she was actually proud of ME I gave her the piece. She listed my art on ebay by the end of the night, without even asking me. 🫠

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

IDK maybe for pride I could actually talk about myself. My name is Mels (she/they!) I'm non-binary, pan & demisexual! I've been married for 14 years. My partner is the first person in my entire life to support me in everything I do. Even if it's spending 100% of my day thinking about my boys. 🫠🫠🫠

A self portrait! I've got brown hair and thick ass eyebrows. My eyes are hazel and I've got to wear glasses so I can see more than 5 feet in front of my big dumb face. I like to wear mustard yellow shirts, I have four of them. :') And I'm thinking about my most favoritest boy in the world. Ezra. >o< He has been drawn as the standing man emoji because bro cannot figure out how to emote to save his life.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Today is for Adryn. 🥵 He's the main character in the story I'm writing. The story starts with him having the worst day of his life (so far) and he ends up tangled up in a world he didn't know even existed after turning into a demon. Luckily for him, his destiny drags him exactly where he need to be.

Close up of a character partially shielding their face with one hand. He's got black hair with a dyed layer of yellow that is starting to grow out from the roots. His eyes are dark blue and he has very wonderful bushy eyebrows (I love eyebrows if no one has noticed yet lmao). He's staring into the camera, his expression a bit neutral, but because of his eyebrows he looks vaguely intimidating. :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

It's June and I'm celebrating Pride by talking about my LGBT+ OCs. This is Finn. He's a scientist. He doesn't do his job very often because he prefers to piss his boss off. Instead he'd rather be thinking about the one guy he's not allowed to be thinking about. :')

Close up of a character wearing half moon glasses. He has brown and platinum blonde hair. The streaks in his hair are actually genetic :') He's got green eyes and is wearing a choker with a lead pendant on it. He's supporting his head on one hand and staring toward the camera, lost in thought and looking pleased by whatever he's thinking about. ((It's Adryn, he's thinking about Adryn. Literally the one person he's not supposed to be thinking about.))

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Close up of my baby Lysidias. Finally cooperated and let me draw him today 🥲

Close up of a masculine character that is smiling. He's got dreads with shining jade beads in his hair and a choker with a square brooch. Overall he's just super cute and I love him ah. Look at how precious his eye is. T___T And I'm back at it again biting my lip over the chunkiest eyebrows. UHhnNNfff.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

I've completed 203 pieces of art this year so far... 🫠 I love my stupid characters so much wtf.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

May is over >o< I got 44 pieces finished! I mostly spent the month working on refs for some characters so they were easier to work on in the future, but I also did some of the longest projects I've done all year. (20 hours on a single piece? who am I anymore lol) ((Also wrote almost 30k lol))

Image depicts a compilation of 44 different thumbnails of all the art I did this month >o<

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

Moles and scars 😩 Bruhh are you okay with fanart!?

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

So drained from being social the last two days. ToT My friend was kind enough to let me draw one of her cutie pies. >o< Character belongs to Anarnee on TH!

A close up of super cute character with pastel hair and accessories and dark skin :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

If no one has any input, I'll pick myself, but I figure I should give people who might have missed this another chance :')

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

27k words total for all three parts to this backstory. (8k written today lol) I cried for like 6 hours today. But it's done. JFC.

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Shmurfles (not active on this acc!) @shmurfles.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

Enough cowardice. Time to work on this. *rolls up sleeves while already crying*

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