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"AND VERY SOON YOU'LL DISAPPEAR SOON YOU'LL DISAPPEAR YOU'LL BE FINE JUST RELAX SOON YOU'LL DISAPPEAR THAT'S THE ONLY FACT"

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

One of the hardest things to understand in the years is that sometimes things or people hurt you and it didn't mean anything and it was for no reason. You can't try to give it a reason because one way or another you'll just hurt yourself in the process As much as I want to live by it it's not easy

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still mambo @strangeauthor.blacksky.app · 04/10/2026

you dont need to post a screenshot of a twitter user saying something bigoted its ok. its ok.

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jenny >:) @miinipah.net · 04/10/2026

learning that Muchimaro the mangaka for Seitokai ni mo Ana wa Aru got suspended on Twitter and on her new account she acts as if she isnt actually Muchimaro to the point of adding "I think"s and "seemingly"s to her sentences when talking about her own damn manga

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I love you so much marcus i'm sorry for underestimating you you are the best investigator in history

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Lactose The Intolerant (SPOOKTACULAR) @lactose87.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

When you think about bsky is the potential man of social media sites

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Ok sì ma sicuramente dress up nikki non ha questo fuoco quindi vinco io

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

no no no io son ben diversa tu scommetti sui cavalli per reverse io ho speso soldi solo per una skin che è ben diverso dal gioco d'azzardo è più triste possibilmente

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I just love Reverse: 1999 so much,,,, I often say it with a little embarassment or like i'm trying to defend myself because it's a gacha game and whatnot but I just love it so much It is one of my favourite games of all time

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Always some variation of this shit nowadays do people really look up tutorials on how to be a good person or something

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Not the world nor all of its atoms are your responsibility. There's ways to be worse and ways to be better but the one thing required of you is to be honest. There are NO RULES in an APOLOGY. Fucking hell

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

"A good apology has a set of rules" What in your life gets you to say something stupid like this?

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

When I found out this was made by Yuasa a lot of things about this series made suddently a lot more sense

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Chiitan🌈ちぃたん☆ @chiitan.love · 19/02/2026

I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan I'm chiitan

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Everything kind of comes around to the ultimate question "how do i do things" and ive been asking that for years look where that got me

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🦇 Hallow-Ina! 🎃 @ina-strangeworld.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

another ancient find: jay eazy visual novel

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Like i cant text someone "FUCK i just thought of evangelion again" and hope for a meaningful conversation at all like what am i uhm supposed to do

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I dont know sometimes i feel very boring because most of what i think about in the day is just stuff like "Fuck shit I watched that. FUCK i watched THAT. You remember that??" and I'm talking to myself and i obviously remember that I dont think any of this can translate into a discussion with someone

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Season Two of one of my favourite anime series dropped like two months ago and I didnt know I started watching it today and I fear it's back JUST AS GOOD AS I REMEMBER IT GOD DAMN!!!! Yall do NOT understand this shit got me jumping from my seat half of the time good god!!!

Poster for Saga of Tanya the Evil season 2

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I have always liked the idea of sharing music i like and it being appreciated But i notice even when it happens i feel unsatisfied an fake

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Getting better is my responsibility and I hope I'll find a way whenever I can, but i will not let anyone convince me I know better.

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

As much as I hate myself and everything that defines me I need to stop saying I don't try or that it's my fault. I've been doing what little I know I can all my life and it's brought me to ruin but I couldn't have done better if I cared to.

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Every wasted day is actually twenty years of doing things without purpose weighing on my shoulders at the same time. Every time i whine and cry and lament and commiserate I am trying to feel like any of this is real to someone else. And it isn't. It just isn't. You won't see it even if you wanted.

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

But honestly I started feeling like shit when i say i don't try I've been trying. I've been trying for years, for my whole life. For you all it's a blue tuesday where i sat on my ass all day, for me it's round one million of the losing war of the everything sucks now disease

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I don't really know what to think. Honestly I have the feeling that in reality it's all my fault, that I'm lazy or stupid or wrong in some way that fundamentally ruins everything for me, I genuinely often believe that if I was born right i could put effort and be anything i'd want

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I have been terribly hateful these days Things have been stressing me out and whatever used to annoy me a little now makes me insanely upset for no reason I've been uselessly angry to people trying to understand I've been very distant from people who probably needed closeness I am very sorry

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Per esempio, Mind game è un'opera esistenziale che vale la pena vedere per un mucchio di motivi e alla fine c'è pure uno gay perché alle volte la vita è così, incontri dio e incontri un pesce e incontri un omosessuale via avanti

Poster di Mind Game film molto tufo di Masaaki Yuasa

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Se c'è una cosa che ho imparato è che se cerchi roba che dice di essere gay troverai poco di effettiva qualità mentre se cerchi roba ganza troverai un sacco di roba gay a caso perché tanto più o meno la trovi

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

A parte chi disegna le signorine ho visto fanart tanto carine,,,

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Forse il numero di canzoni...

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Many of the problems of a "queer community" online is treating it as a political organised group and not like people who are similar in something Like you dont see a glasses community but you will see people share similar experiences with wearing glasses

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Michael Whelan @michaelwhelan.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

BUFFO (1982)  Acrylic on Watercolor Board - 32" X 22"   Reading a novel by M. John Harrison always leaves me with the feeling that I've experienced some vivid, chaotic dream full of important but indecipherable symbols and images. 1/3

A man wearing the skull of a horse with antlers clasps the long tube of a telescope tightly to him. One sleeve of his tattered white garments is rolled up past the elbow. Ridges of veins are raised in the tense grips of his hands. Red orbs fill the sockets of the skull while green ribbon twists around the bone until loosely draping over antlers. Filaments sprout, oddly feathery, from the curling rack. On the dingy shelves behind, a small assortment of hardbound books lean with more stacked haphazardly on the long shelf below. Charts tacked to the wall curl with age. Points of light, more like street lamps than stars, gleam in the cracked glass of a many-paned window.

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I dont really think there is any way to unlearn this. Ive been trying to be more honest about my tastes but all it has become is just attempts to confirm my suspicion that everyone thinks i'm embarassing I dont know i wasted 5 years of my life just to be worse in every single way

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

And now I'm 21 and I have to be like this. I have to keep being a stupid idiot who doesnt know how the world works but i can't be a kid. I can't be learning I can't like stupid shit i can't like internet shit i can't like anime i can't be an artist i can only rot and be terrible to my friends

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

But i can't. I can't. Something blocks me, i'm so stupid i really dont feel like anything i would actually like is worth the effort I'll never be good at it. I'll never be good at art and I'll never be good at reading stories and I'll never have anything worthwhile to say Thats what i hear at least.

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I'm still that chud who binged 5 jojo parts in two months, i'm still that idiot that watched hundreds of hours of dark souls gameplays losing sleep ruining my life, i'm still that little kid that likes undertale and wants to make stupid comics about my ocs, i still want to do that shit all the time

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I dont I dont really care about movies. I dont care much about superheroes truly. Dont get me wrong i like a lot of movies, and comics are something i love a lot but lately i have been watching some anime and i realise i'm still there, five years ago, trying to catch along

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

And my movie friends also got me into comics. Adult comics, like Watchmen and the Killing Joke. I get into superheroes, i read a bunch of stuff, I tell myself I like Superman the most or something I assume you get where I'm going with this.

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sheze @sheze.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I've kind of come to terms with something I am a kid who likes anime, who stopped watching anime because their friends told them anime are lame and stupid. And so for like years i had nothing At some point i started watching movies. You know, like an adult.

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Sean @casualvillain1.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

telephone game [ #parker ]

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barleybap but she's dressed as a spooky skeleton @barleybap.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I disagree and think if anything, more developers should be making up their own weird, inscrutable, hyper-specific genres like Lovely Pop Action RPG, Robot Animation Simulator, and RPG of Learning Why One Exists.

The characteristic genre of Tales of the Abyss, RPG of Learning Why One Exists

A preview of Napple Tale referring to it as a lovely pop action RPG, with clarification that that's the actual genre.

The back of the Japanese box for Zone of the Enders, which calls its genre Robot Animation Simulator.

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jenny tightpants @jtp.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

it's lost media now

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Big Joel @bigjoel.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

my main piece of advice to aspiring video essay type youtubers is: Make less ambitious claims. You don't NEED to tell me about the direction of society as a whole. You don't even need to tell me a big story about how some person or text is all one way or all another way. just tell me what u see

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🐾Skitty🔥 @sugrrnspice.art · 28/08/2026

friendslop.....💙

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