Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 24/08/2026soimetimes i ask for clarification of a thing i think i already know but want to be sure of and maybe just involve someone else. the response is always something that makes me feel like a fucking idiot and has me feeling terrible for hours if not days. i dont know why i bother. 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 17/08/2026i really hate how these therapy questionnaires are worded. i don't think i'd be better off dead. that makes no sense. but if there was a button i could press that meant i never existed i would do it in a heartbeat 000
Reposted by Sankis✯ A Pained Inkwell ✯ @aorticinkwell.bsky.social · 15/08/2026I need this energy going forward because it’s so hard for me to stay positive about anything art related at my current age.🥲 46123113273
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 09/07/2026if it was one sided it'd be one thing but she seems really fond of me for some reason 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 09/07/2026i want to quit my job and go away but i love my dog too much to leave her 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 08/07/2026the absolute best case is that I start being a person in my 40s with no real foundation to build on, no real job prospects, and everything else. it just doesn't feel worth it now. 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 08/07/2026i don't have anything to look forward to. there's small islands of mild interest but nothing feels worth this 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 06/07/2026the older i get the harder it becomes for me to go out and do anything 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 06/07/2026im so bored of everything i do. its the same things over and over. i dont really even enjoy any of it. its simpl;y what kills time. i want to do new things so bad but i dont know what or how to even do that. i try to explain this but i dont think i get it across. its gonna be too late soon anyway 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 29/06/2026i think i might need a new therapist. shes nice and i like her but it feels like ill say something sometimes and she'll focus on the wrong part of it. when i try toi clarify i feel like the same thing can happen. it probably doesnt help that i can barely articulate what ium feeling 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 26/06/2026ive missed so many things. some can still be but most are long gone and can never return 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 26/06/2026i dont like who i am or where i am or any other aspect of my life. the meds arnt helping and therapy feels pointless. i feel like ive run out o ftime 100
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 17/05/2026I rather feel like the "have wanted to die every day of my life since elementary school" part of me has been glossed over by therapist and others since it's not often an active thing 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 29/04/2026i waited too long. its too late now. I think it probably has been for awhile. therapy hasnt really helped and i dont think I have it in me to try again 000
Reposted by Sankisrowan kaiser @rowan.monster · 13/01/2026Um I'm pretty sure they'll follow what I say if my posts get retweeted enough 1143
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 07/09/2025urge to leave work and walk into traffic is really strong right now 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 06/09/2025every weekend in the 90s there was some hip 45 year old lady on your local news channel explaining to the hosts how using all caps online was like shouting 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 01/09/2025adult girl by marina is maybe the most I've related to a song 000
Reposted by SankisBlue Wave @votebiue.bsky.social · 26/08/2025For all the dog lovers. This is a classic. Worth seeing again. 584148493158
Reposted by Sankiscait (and adonis) @cait.bsky.social · 26/08/2025short answer: no long answer: no, you fucking idiot 2775079
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 26/08/2025the liberals are really out in force today. did trump try to ban The Office 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 26/08/2025why do i have to be here. i just want to leave. none of this was made for me. 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 26/08/2025my brain has been very very bad lately and i just need it v to stop 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 25/07/2025@austinwalker.bsky.social Loved hearing you talk Dragon Age 2 on the latest amca. I've long been a fan of the way that game handled the companions and made it seem like they still existed and were doing their own things when you weren't around. 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 23/07/2025the dems still clinging to tradition and civility genuinely makes me feel insane. 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 10/07/2025im not getting any better and im still always alone and lonely 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 10/07/2025im so bored of everything. im so annoyed by everything. i want to stop thinking and disappear 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 07/07/2025i missed out on pretty much every big milestone or major event people experience in their 20s and 30s. im only just getting to some of them now, at least the ones im still able to. i feel like i have a hard time relating to many other people my age as a result. 100
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 02/07/2025ive decided that when i lose my insurance from the medicaid cuts im not going to bother trying to replace them. my family voted for this so they can watch me die 000
Reposted by SankisStellbound: Stellraiser II @antlervel.vet · 25/06/2025"Andrew Cuomo is visibly upset and people are crying" 581127391262
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 16/05/2025When you don't get many likes, those "people are checking you out! :)" notifications on dating apps really just feel taunting and hurtful 010
Reposted by Sankiswint @dril.bsky.social · 11/05/2025im not a ho and if i was being a ho my boys would tell me to stop being a ho and i would stop doing it 453066339
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Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 09/05/2025I think I have this en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidan.... Or at least something very similar to it. I really wish I could eat food like a normal person. I'm so envious of how people can just try new food like it's nothing. I've never experienced anything like that.en.m.wikipedia.orgAvoidant/restrictive food intake disorder - Wikipedia 000
Sankis @sankis.bsky.social · 06/05/2025@robzacny.bsky.social Im a couple weeks behind but i gotta say I LOVED you talking about Myth on Remap a week or two ago!! Absolutely one of my favorite game series ever. From the story to the multiplayer it was my absolute obsession from 97-99 when I was a preteen/early teen. 100
