Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 27/07/2026so so thankful for my life with you. I love you deeply. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 18/02/2026I hadn’t talked to my best friend in like 3 weeks and I called her just to ask her where I’d find mini marshmallows in market basket and she said they didn’t have any/were sold out & she had looked for them the same day and that’s how I know she’ll be my best friend even when we’re dead 020 2
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 19/01/2026My new favorite way to make people uncomfy is by saying “this is going in my eulogy!” Whenever I do something fun or am enjoying something 010 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 02/01/2026Everyone likes to poke fun at my giant mary poppins bag til I have exactly what they need. Nail glue, zofran, hair elastics, nail file, hair clip, lotion, protection stones (a brick), snacks, electrolyte powder, stimulants, screwdriver, bubbles, chalk, toothbrush, sanitizer, blanket. You name it! 010 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 30/12/2025I had gained an obscene amount of weight during cancer treatment and after due to long term super high dose prednisone. Between cancer & weight gain, I was miserable. I am now down 150 pounds (120 of that since mid June) and I am so happy. I am working, I go on little adventures. I love life. 210 2
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 14/12/2025nyc might actually be the worst place ever why do I keep coming here 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 09/12/2025Market basket cashiers look me dead in the eye and smile and the whole time they already decided to absolutely destroy every single one of my apples 000 0
Reposted by NicoleNicole Filippone, Autistic Advocate & Author @nicolefilippone.bsky.social · 07/12/2025I don't know who needs to see this but prioritizing another person's needs over yours won't mean they'll notice and certainly won't mean they'll prioritize yours once theirs are met. It'll just mean their needs were prioritized twice and yours were prioritized never. 711420 114
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 04/12/2025One of my favorite parts of infant sass is when the four month old I watch will pee all over himself during a diaper change no matter what safeguards I use and then he’ll glare at me the entire time that I’m cleaning him up. Like, WHO PEED ON WHO HERE BUD? WHO PEED ON WHO!! 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 01/12/2025Sometimes I wanna just walk into their house and be like “gimme the baby”media.tenor.coma woman in a green dress and black cardigan stands in front of a snl signALT: a woman in a green dress and black cardigan stands in front of a snl sign 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 01/12/2025I miss the kiddos/families I nanny for so much, this holiday week has been foreeever. I can’t wait for Tuesday and Wednesday to finally get to see those perfect little faces 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 17/11/2025I do not like the nanny family’s cat. It’s her house and not mine but wow she’s scary 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 13/11/2025I went through my coat closet yesterday and found soooo many old coats that fit now because I’ve lost weight and it’s so exciting to have so many options now and to be able to stay waaarm because things fit. I feel like I’m FINALLY leaving cancer behind me. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 13/11/2025I fiiinally got to see the baby I nanny today, he’s had Covid so I haven’t seen him in two whole weeks & he’s been so brave and strong and I’m so proud of him. I was so happy to cuddle with him all day. Ugh such a sweetie pie I am so lucky 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 13/11/2025Whenever someone asks me if I go by Nicky I’m like idk only if that’s the vibe your feelin 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 12/11/2025The emotional ricochet/volleying that happens when scrolling TikTok absolutely has to be unhealthy. I go from laughing at pure comedy to absolute despair witnessing people’s worst moments to a fucking tahini brownie recipe in like 75 seconds. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 03/11/2025Me, knowing very well that it’s my best friends absolute busiest day at work where she doesn’t ever get a second to herself and is thrown from thing to thing: wanna see a picture of my armpit? 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 02/11/2025I left my friends apartment the other night and got to the car and realized I left my entire bra and breast prosthetics on her living room floor and I had to call her and tell her I left literally my entire boobs in her house. Breast cancer survivorship is somethin else. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 25/10/2025I KNOW this isn’t a flashy job. I wish I could sit at a computer and make 10x the amount I’m making. I wish I could have better health insurance and benefits and PTO. But I’m trapped in this life because my health is fucking atrocious. It feels so lousy. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 25/10/2025My boss and I were talking about scheduling for the upcoming months and he was like, “okay but what if you leave us to go get a job” and I was so dumbfounded, standing there holding his infant. Just because this isn’t a job you respect doesn’t mean it’s not a job 100 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 20/10/2025Just got tickets to go to a play and see the Christmas tree in December with my friend and I’m so excited 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 17/10/2025I get so annoyed on a regular basis that I can’t absorb information while sleeping. I just want to watch documentaries and read books in my sleep. I get irked to my absolute core 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 15/10/2025I sing the 3 month old I nanny the songs my mom sang me because they made me feel sooo loved and sometimes my heart aches because I won’t be a mom and tonight my voice catched singing eidelweiss and he just ☹️☹️☹️ and I keep singing and he ☺️ and then ☹️☹️ he’s so cute and smart and emotional 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 12/10/2025Is there absolutely anything better than taking a full body shower, moisturizing and climbing into a bed of clean sheets and clean comforters? Wow, I absolutely love being alive. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 12/10/2025Some guy kept taking videos of people working out at the gym and he took a few that I know I was absolutely in and I can’t stop thinking about it. It just isn’t fair. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 12/10/2025Fanny packs are so convenient I can’t believe everyone doesn’t wear them all the time 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 10/10/2025I’ve lost 120 pounds so far since cancer treatment and long term steroids. 85 of it has been since July. I already feel so much better. So much more to go, but so glad to see and feel results already. 020 2
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 09/10/2025My playlists are all so wild because I put on my “chill” playlist and went to do the leg press and the ballad of Davey Crockett started playing 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 09/10/2025This new IOS update is actually going to be the death of me because how am I supposed to survive the gym tonight if every time I click out of fb it stops playing my music? Leave my fucking Baha men playlist alone Jesus Christ 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 02/10/2025I had dinner with the family I work for and they were so welcoming & kind. I watched their baby while they went to temple. When they came home they didn’t take the baby out of my hands but instead they sat with me and chatted a bit while their oldest son did some legos next to us. 100 1
Reposted by NicoleJeanine 💙 @madammaleficent.bsky.social · 01/10/2025Some people should use glue instead of chapstick. 1309 30
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 29/09/2025Phantom nipple pain after breast cancer & bilateral mastectomy is so wild. I feel like I have needles being shoved in my nipples. I do not have nipples. I do not have breasts. It hurts so much. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 28/09/2025I have always wanted to be a mom and due to endometriosis, adenomyosis, brca1+ and having breast cancer & extensive chemo, I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to have kiddos. I can’t afford egg retrieval or egg testing. 100 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 25/09/2025I got a (1750 dollar) gum graft on Monday. They handed me a bag. I opened it at home and it was an rx mouth wash. I got an invoice today that I owe them for the mouthwash. If they sent it to my pharmacy it would have been 0 dollars. Am I wrong for being annoyed about the mouthwash? 100 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 25/09/2025Making new friends as an adult is sort of a wild experience because you just start chatting w someone in a random place & you end up awkwardly giving them your number or social media and then all of a sudden your planning a vacation together or making homemade bagels with them for their brunch 010 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 24/09/2025I love southern sayings so much cuz “he’s as sharp as a bowling ball” might be the absolute funniest insult ever 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 24/09/2025Crime documentaries these days are so wild & done so well that if you stop paying attention for two seconds it goes from talking about a small Christian town to talking about a secret multi million dollar marijuana business in like 20 seconds like hold the fuck on lemme back it up 010 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 23/09/2025Gum graft was easy cheesy. Sore, makes my sinus & nose hurt but it’s totally manageable with Advil. Went on a lil walk, had a lil warm soup & I’m hopeful it’ll be a-ok. Glad to check off the first off four grafts off my list. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 22/09/2025My friend bought us fancy mushrooms (lobster mushrooms) at a festival we went to and she made us scampi & sides & a protein packed dessert in her absolutely 10/10 decorated apartment yesterday and I am so thankful to have a friend as thoughtful and fun as her 010 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 22/09/2025I have a gum graft in an hour and i don’t waaaaanna goooooo 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 19/09/2025I have my first day at my new job tomorrow and I am so very excited 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 19/09/2025Being disabled and chronically ill but surviving aggressive cancer & absolutely adoring life is so crazy cuz this week I got a job, joined a gym, went to a concert, planned a Disney vacation & also got an infusion, scheduled a port revision, had 6 doctors appointments & Monday I have a gum graft 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 16/09/2025I just got tickets to see Hans Zimmer Wednesday and I am so excited my teeth have been shattering and I’ve been shivering for a solid hour. I am so excited i am a stressed out antelope 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 11/09/2025I’ve lost 100 pounds in the last 12 months, 68 of it since the last week of June. I refuse to let steroids & cancer dictate my quality of life anymore. I am praying and I am so determined that I will lose another 60 before my trip in March. I deserve so much more than this weight. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 07/09/2025I’m by no means a prude but showing up to weddings, baby showers, bridal parties or any formal gathering with your boobs out is actually mind boggling. I had g cup boobs, I get finding sizing is hard but there shouldn’t be more boob than face showing 010 1
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 03/09/2025I can say many crazy things I’ve been through and amazing things I’ve accomplished including beating super aggressive cancer, doing cpr and a water rescue as a kid etc etc but to this day the only thing I’ve ever said that’s given people a visceral reaction is when I say I don’t like potatoes 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 30/08/2025One of my nails fell off so I glued an extra I had and it was the wrong size so I filed it to fit and now I feel like I’m wearing a giant foam finger on my middle finger 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 13/08/2025I am very certain that my diet has become disordered eating at best. I can’t help it. I have ocd and somehow this diet has become really big and really important. I am fairly certain this will end extremely poorly. 000 0
Nicole @saintsnacky.bsky.social · 13/08/2025People aging like leather need to stop doing that aging trend on TikTok it’s so nuts. As an autistic person who thinks very literally I will never understand the goal of this. You look older than you are. It’s ok. Aging is a privilege. 100 1
