iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

#hsr #phainon #twink #phydei made in like, an hour and a bit for day 1 of kitchentober. prompt: twink

Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I was on twitter for a couple months again (shock and horror or something, try finding the zenless community on bluesky) and they've just started another wave of boosting the far right and the recent discourses on there have been horrific

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Back to bluesky maybe for a bit

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

i initially thought she was voiced by a trans woman, i was not expecting anything like it in a hoyo game

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Great way to finally get me off the internet. Im gonna be so much more productive now that itll be impossible to scroll anywhere without an ID

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

you're a twat and everyone decent despises you and thinks you should leave public life immediately

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

i keep forgetting that this account is yours lol

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PoppyChan @poppychannel.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

I'm doing commissions in a cute crayon like style that resembles that of the Swapnote style! I have a few options available currently to choose from. I'm still quite new to the commission scene and hoping I can make some cool stuff for people! #commission #commissions #digitalartist #art

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

In my view, its very clearly "wider social phenomena that needs more discussion has been collapsed down into one teenager we all talk past each other about". As is the pattern for basically all modern discourse

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

You know the trans discourse is especially bad when it jumps from twitter to bluesky. Yay, more trans comic discussion. Tbf the only new and interesting point ive seen outside of "TME made it" vs "It resonates with my experience" was on this site. Still.

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👁️🍄🪸 @bloomfilters.plus · 12/05/2026

1. using "girlfriend" as a gay woman to refer to your girlfriend 2. using "girlfriend" as a straight woman to refer to your friends who are girls (or sometimes guys) but you are purely platonic with 3. using "girlfriend" as a gay woman as something like "comrade" but with a sense of homoeroticism

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Without History @withouthistoryband.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Reckoning with trauma being the primary social technology of white supremacist capitalist patriarchy and with children being the primary target is the only path to actual change. People don't want to take it.

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Having opinions and of also being horribly traumatised in such life defining ways. Mix that belief with being trans and existing as a trans woman and just, there's not really any way in my view to justify any sort of non liberation-y autonomy-y politics

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

It can be. It fucking sucks. It's why I'm an anarchist I suppose. "You're an anarchist because your parents told you to eat your tea and go to bed on time" feels like a joke but it is just true in part. Kids shouldn't be beholden to such power imbalance when they are human beings capable of

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Is just weird i suppose to see core aspects of myself and foundational parts of my personality born from hiding and binning my lunches as a kid. I hate that something so mundane on a surface level can be so defining and that we live in a society that expects and forces it still despite how traumatic

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Memory/trauma with them. Can't do sauces, cant do certain kinds of cheap bread, cant do basically all seafood, I couldn't do burgers until very recently. I cant do steak bakes, I cant do this kind of cheap sausage. I hate it all, and I try not to have these aversions but just :(

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

I've managed to get through a lot of aversions to food because I suppose I gave myself more of an ability to be free to make what I want, and when things aren't forced upon me im more likely to do those things, but there are still items I just cannot eat whether for some base aversion or some horrid

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

fucked up during the lockdowns, christ. Worst thing to ever happen to me (and this whole generation (and of course medically vulnerable populations in a more obvious manner)) I think.

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Its just so incredibly weird to feel like half my life is fucked up and incorrect because I just happened to be the first born and thus the one more major mistakes were made with. And I cant really blame them because they have improved but god its still their fault and bleh. I got so incredibly

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Own and not inform them than risk telling them really anything and that really fucked me up through later high-school and college and with my transition and the stupid shit I got up to when I turned 18. I'm glad my sisters have a better - in this aspect - relationship with food and my parents but

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

And my parents impacted my whole life. Compared to my younger, less picky for one and more well accommodated for the other, I am just so much more closed off and I keep far more secrets from my parents. I suppose because of things like the sandwiches I just learnt that its better to do things on my

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

And I remember being very scared when my parents would mention me not eating enough could lead to being taken away and fed through a tube and that became a massive fear - but of course it didnt make me start eating those inedible sandwiches. It's weird seeing the ways this relationship with my food

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

sandwiches after school. I remember this went on for so long that I'd have to change strategies every year when my home time route went or didnt go past a bin in a certain way. So for the "eat or starve" I chose "starve" but in a way where my parents thought i was eating. Sometimes they'd find out

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

In primary school id have a ham sandwich in my packed lunch, except leaving a sandwich in a box for four hours would transform it into this completely inedible thing for me. I had a back and forth with my parents for ages about it and since they weren't gonna budge I began to secretly despise of my

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

This picky eating discussion is great, its making me think about so much past trauma in a different light. If you wanna read me dump im gonna muse a bit;

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atelier @arainydancer.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Unreasonably dexterous with her fingers

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

ohhh how i hope some evil people have been exacted upon

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

sometimes tankies really crack me up. funny post i saw of people sincerely looking at organised crime and going "ah, le based lumpenprole. sadly they are but adventurists but they would be such good soldiers under maoist doctrine"

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

The thing i have which is closest to an OC, which most people would point to and assume is my "OC", is not even my own character. I stole them. (See pfp)

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

I dont want OCs i want characters, but characters require stories and stories require themselves to exist in the first place.

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

i hadnt heard of the guy until now and i check his wikipedia page and theres a big section on his purported domestic violence and just, :( . of all guys. at least orbán *is* gone i suppose

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

The whitest and most middle class among the amerikan empire will never amount to anything and the rest of the country's sickening fascination with emulating them will leave your dead friends with nothing

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

Something something american exceptionalism something something inherently middle class country something something treatlerism Im too tired to explain further than that but I cant help but laugh at people like this

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👻 🎃 🦇 Boola Lughosti's Dad 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @belalugosisdad.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

We off the richest person in Britain and take all their stuff and give it to everyone else and then we work our way down the list of the next richest people doing the same until everyone else can afford food, warmth and housing. If we can't afford poor people, we can't afford rich people.

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

who would win: 12 years of trying and failing with traditional art vs "oh my god i would rather [ ] myself than rig this model"

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

the greatest dilemma i have with beginning to make more art is whether i should learn how to draw, or if i should learn how to rig

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

Lainsaw Woman and Serial Experiments Chain

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

i think a very interesting part of it is the focus on a male and female character in each, and how that positions them in relation to the world and their trauma and how they deal with it all

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

chainsaw man part 2 ending is great obviously, but maybe its greatest consequence will be allowing for a million new interpretations and thinkings about Lain

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

inspired by a post comparing the endings of some evangelion version, lain, csm and jojo stone ocean

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

over this past couple months ive started cooking up a reading of lain that doesn't presuppose her as some god at the start, but sees it more as her becoming a god throughout the story and the world changing because of it, which yeah ends up being quite close to chainsaw man lol

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

spoilers for both ig: traumatised lonely teenager is suddenly gifted with Wish Fulfillment, it initially seems to go well for them, but through further traumatising, exploitation by other parties, and reliance on this fulfillment ends with realising the only solution is to have never existed at all

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Jaiden @sailorschwartz.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

if you think about it, chainsaw man is just a retelling of serial experiments lain

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Mapo Queen (#1 Miyagi Fan) @nyaatorou.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

I cant stop saying Power's Wacky and Wild Lesbian Dating Adventure: Featuring My Dog Who Needs Estrogen Chapter titles include My Boss is Six!? The Kobeni Chapter Wowzerz! I Want A Lesbian Harem Too! and God My Dog NEEDS Estrogen

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👁️🍄🪸 @bloomfilters.plus · 24/03/2026

the anglosphere must be abolished for humankind to progress etc.

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lettuce @lettuce.blue · 28/02/2026

You don’t really need a budget to do indie animation, the problem is “indie animation” has been reduced to bigger budget/studio works with insane frame-by-frame animation, a big crew/voice cast and a merch line instead of scrappy shit you make in a week by yourself or with some friends in Flash.

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