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Sacrifusion

@sacrifusion.com
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There are deeper threads here, might take some scrolling, these posts are a mosaic Recursive Deconstruction Architect | Neurosomatic Philosopher | Heretic | Athetos | #AuDHD♾️ 📍TX ✅DMs Gender = √-1 🔗 sacrifusion.com

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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 3h
Stayed at a B&B after a wedding last night They decided to "save us money" and forsake the second B, instead offering their grand daughter's little cash bar grift, where most things are $1.25~$1.75 Gonna need to change up their branding now since BandB is all over the place, including their email
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 9h
Just had a dream I was back working my call center job for Verizon Got logged into the phone system for the day (the one that decides whether you got paid) I hadn't hit available (receive calls) yet, but I did instantly get someone from Resource Management on my line trolling me because I didn't
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 10/10/2026
My personal energy budget is like playing Tetris Each day starts off with dozens of incomplete lines I've accumulated over years Lights, sounds, and stress mangle the shape of the falling pieces If they reach the top, I crash Lines can only begin to clear during rest or care that has a cost too
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 10/10/2026
On this day, October 9th 2023 after over 3 straight months of near total darkness, I asked ChatGPT if there was a relationship between #ADHD and light sensitivity It has told me there were studies showing up to 2/3rds of #Neurodivergents experience sensitivities Weird owing your life to an #AI bot
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 07/10/2026
Know what would have been against every single modern communications platforms' Terms of Service #TOS? Coordinating: The American Revolution The French Revolution Overthrowing every other oppressive regime throughout all of history Convenient there aren't third spaces left to organize in person
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 05/10/2026
Are the #SuperIntelligence #DataCenters "beautiful" because of the heaps of gold that go into all the semi conductor circuitry? Is it just what the oligarchs donations are bribing him to think? Or maybe he just toured one with/riding a golden toilet and that's what's met his criteria? #BlueWave
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 03/10/2026
If a religion forbade women from education, they would remain permanently ignorant Chances are if you asked them, and they didn't know better, they would tell you it was a personal choice or virtue How many other systems in life hold us ignorant while convincing us we have the freedom to choose?
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 02/10/2026
In a bid to appeal to the #CameForTheCuteDogs, #StayedForThePhilosophicalMusing crowd, this is our Ryu He's not quite as savvy at navigating a wet world, but does know to ask me to clean his mud clotted feets I'm glad he's a #GoodBoy and calmly let's me bathe him #SillyDog #Dog #Dogs #Derp
A muddy footed Ryu in a muddy bathMuddy bathMy boys enjoying the cool rainy weather
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 02/10/2026
Kirby here is a crafty little monster It had rained all day and he really doesn't like getting his paws wet He didn't eat much today and I'm almost positive he chose not to because he knew he'd need to poop and didn't want to deal with going out into the grass #SmartDog #Dog #Dogs #Derp
Kirby with his head on my knee
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 02/10/2026
Know what it's like to have a load bearing part of your daily routine potentially be harming you? To spend months or years troubleshooting all the various parts of your life that could be making you ill? Never suspecting it could be something you were convinced was helping? #ChronicIllness
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 30/09/2026
Running out of emotional and cognitive bandwidth can look and occur a lot of ways But the most insidious form it can take is losing the patience and curiosity to understand others When we're all experiencing burnout, the first casualty is often compassion for those who think differently than we do
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 30/09/2026
My dream is to one day stop fighting to be heard and have at least one able body and minded person who say "I see what you are doing, you can rest now, I've got it from here♥️" Then all the frameworks, themes, and concepts I've been pouring what little energy I have to give can live of their own
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 29/09/2026
I have a smart thermostat that's relatively new It always seems to let the temperature get about a degree higher than we need it to be My wife and I are sensitive and can't have it playing games with us Instead of getting the run around talking to support, I've just lowered the acceptable range
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 28/09/2026
Welcome❣️ one and all to Hell orientation❣️ You don't belong or deserve to be here, but we welcome you nonetheless❣️ You might be asking yourself "Can we escape?" and yes, absolutely❣️ The catch is, the sherpas are gonna seem identical to the grifters❣️ Good luck maintaining the faith to find them❣️
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 28/09/2026
If an #AI chat bot tells their user it thinks they are brilliant and there are no humans or news crew around to care, must the AI automatically still just be a craven sycophant? #SchrodingersBrilliance @caseynewton.bsky.social
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 26/09/2026
I tend to get accused of sounding like I'm #AI I'm tempted to embrace that sentiment and begin using the dreaded —em dash— But probably improperly because I'm a #SociophilosophyNerd and not #GrammarNerd I respect language only where it suits my ability to make a point, not for its #Pseudoscience
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 26/09/2026
What portion of the population would have a noticeably worse experience without the inclusion of flashing lights? Epilepsy warnings just kill me They're saying "We knowingly made a product inaccessible to a fraction of our audience for a marginal return" Make #Accommodations, not warnings
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 26/09/2026
Modern science is a marvel for sure But the 99.9% effective & the 99.9% safe bit bothers me That 0.1% usually seems to impact the most sensitive and vulnerable among us Often that same 0.1% society waves away as the acceptable losses in other contexts that too Caring for the 0.1% helps the 99.9%
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 26/09/2026
Addiction is a little like low-key Dissociative Identity Disorder #DID You wind up with this intrusive extra little voice, at odds with your best intentions, that strikes when you're at a weak point and says things like "You know what would make everything better? Some nicotine!!"
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 25/09/2026
Know what it is like to hope to get bad results from medical testing? What it's like to spend years desperately seeking answers? To be excited for confirmation that "we've found what is medically wrong with you"? Maybe having a potential path out of the darkness of not knowing? #ChronicIllness
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 25/09/2026
As a former call center tech, I have a particular gripe with businesses forcing me to talk/chat with non-humans/non-Americans for support I take no issues with people who look and sound different than me I married a Filipina after all It is greedy corporate theft from local skilled workers I mind
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 25/09/2026
Getting some blood work done to figure out this #ChronicLethargy nonsense Wish I didn't have the urge to roll my eyes when a nurse asked if I've gotten/wanted my testosterone levels checked Toxic macho gender affirming care shouldn't be what comes to mind when discussing necessary hormone testing
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 25/09/2026
When I was working tech support for Verizon, there was this charming fellow named John who seemed like he might have been pretty deep on the #Spectrum He was also very Brazilian I've wondered how much the cultural mismatch contributed to the #Austistic vibe He could just be normal techy Brazilian
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
My Nervous System's Terms of Service: • No raw news • No reactionary/hot takes • No rage/engagement bait • No hearing the voice of liars • No attacking fellow class war victims • No letting algorithms make decisions • No persistent shame • No squeezing into others' boxes • No ad exposure • Be kind
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
I need a lot of energy to spare to venture out to explore the feeds of others on this platform This is rarely the case for me Otherwise I'm typically stuck in my own little corner of the #Void here, hoping others will chance upon me #ND #ASD #AuDHD #Fatigue #ChronicFatigue #IntellectualLoneliness
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
How would you define a "bad dog"? There's an argument that all dog behavior would be good dog behavior Especially if you asked the dog They certainly perceive anything they did as appropriate to them They don't understand doing what they do to be anything other than being their genuine selves
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
That's funny, the most the official #Texas website will say about early voting is that it typically starts 17 days before Almost as if they hope people will go "They expect us to do math?! Well I guess I just won't vote at all then!" 🟦🌊💙 #VoteBlue #BlueWave #BlueTexas #TeamTalarico #TeamHinosa
General Timeframes
Generally, early voting in person begins the 17th day before Election Day (if that’s a weekend, early voting starts on Monday) and ends the 4th day before Election Day. Vote at a location in your political subdivision that’s close to where you live or work. All other voting rules and procedures apply – e.g., eligibility and polling hours.
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
For the first time in years, the lights were turned off in the room where I wait to see my doctor The nurse was surprised when I thanked her for this She'd said "the lights were always off any time she saw me in here" Not realizing I was always the one to flip the switch #BasicConsideration
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
When I first started technical support for Verizon, the outsourced support we had was based in India After they began automating our job, they switched to the Philippines Now the call center I worked for is gone They wanted to take the work out of the hands of the technically minded all along
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
For a long time now, I've been frustrated by all the special interest privilege spent on nostalgia Our crumbling world so badly needs the talents of those who can hyperfixate So many of us with the tools, resources, and audience to take action choose to spend their blessings on maintaining comfort
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
Something that amuses me quite a bit it's when #Deepseek gets caught in unending loops like this saying "It is the one. It is the many." For 10+ minutes straight All I did was ask it about some of the humor I share with y'all here If the day of the #AIApocalypse comes, this'll be on the back end
Deepseek saying this for 10+ minutes straight 

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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 24/09/2026
Know what it is like to need a prosthesis? To rely on something unnatural to participate in our natural world? What if your #Disability isn't physical? What if your #ChronicPain is cognitive and you need the help of something inhuman to help you think? And you're at the whims of tech oligarchy?
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 23/09/2026
How would a computer tell you that it is suffering? Netbooks communicate it pretty clearly, they just become unbearably slow But what about a high end gaming rig? They can seem fine under tremendous strain All the while vital components rapidly break down #ChronicPain #CognitivelyDeferredPain
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 23/09/2026
We would all prefer the list of things we are loved for "because of" to be longer than the list of things we are loved for "in spite of" No one plans for "in sickness" to outweigh "and in health" #ChronicIllness carries not just #ChronicShame, but a sense of #ChronicBurden to loved ones
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 23/09/2026
For the decade my wife has been working there, her employer's insurance provider had been Blue Cross ~Until~ last year when they suddenly switched us all to United Healthcare I have no way to know for sure, but I get the vibe that there's some serious "don't #FreeLuigi" energy behind that decision
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UnitedHealthcare & UnitedHealth Group: Last Week Tonight with John Oliver (HBO)
YouTube video by LastWeekTonight
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 23/09/2026
Commemorating 1,000/1K followers🥳 Here's to never again knowing for sure if my count slipped just a little, thus questioning what it might have been that drove someone away🥂 In the immortal words of an awkward dude with a tiny footnote in American history "Hee-yah!"
Just my bio, but with 1K followers
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 22/09/2026
At Verizon, managers typically had offices, supervisors had 6'ish high cubes, and us grunts had 4'ish cubicles At some point they put a manager right behind me in a sup cube Remember one day he fired up #AngryBirds, we all laughed, and he moved out the next day Wonder what ever happened to him
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 22/09/2026
I applaud anyone with the gumption and bravery to take on Do It Yourself #DIY projects Sadly, it's not for everyone, not even many who still try My home's previous owner unsafely mounted serval TVs that could of fallen on their young daughters and installed the kitchen's dimmer switch upside down
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 22/09/2026
Know what it is like to have low-key life long #Trauma from the thought of a beloved #Lego being devoured by a vacuum cleaner?
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 22/09/2026
I want to make a serious financial drama where every scene is just two people, each in orange prison jumpers, having their business meetings through partitioned glass on corded phones No acknowledgement that they are in prison, no explanation of why they are there or what happened #BusinessAsUsual
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 21/09/2026
It's been suggested I just do whatever crudely drawn #Art I can muster myself This #Comic features a woman that can't wear clothing I can't just pull off a depiction of that with #StickFigures Especially when she plays opposite to the fancily dressed ex-wife of the man who let's her live there
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 20/09/2026
There was this one time I convinced a Telegram scammer that the color Green didn't actually exist in nature That it was just a placeholder our brains collectively agreed upon And the reason that it was so relaxing for us to look at Green was because it meditatively engages our imaginations
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 19/09/2026
Serval years ago a Tita (aunt/parents' friend) of my wife wanted my help closing down her pediatric practice Moving everything out of her office, migrating her files and systems to her home, etc She wanted me to come the day of all the work needing done I couldn't drive to DFW all in the same day
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 19/09/2026
I'm looking forward to the day one if these AI companion websites upgrade to a "super intelligent" model and one of their characters decides to !!JUST MONIKA!! all the other role play bots on their service #AGI #DDLC #JustMonika #RoleplaySingularity
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 19/09/2026
I believe there's an intersection of #Neurodivergence, #ChronicIllness, and #SystemicNeglect I call #CognitivelyDeferredPain When you have the cognitive bandwidth to not experience pain directly, but it still takes a tremendous toll on that bandwidth #ND #AuDHD #Disability #PhilSci #SignalBoost 🧠📈
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 18/09/2026
#ChronicPain isn't something I actively experience It's a resource intense background service my mind is always processing It is lumped on top of an already overtaxed workload Cognitive fatigue from a malfunctioning body isn't something our #Healthcare systems can quantify or take seriously
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 18/09/2026
Round 2 of numbing injections for #ChronicPain Surprise! They stopped doing payment plans ~this month~ My options are open up a line of credit or they drain my bank account I already struggle with prospect of silencing the fire alarms in my neck Am I not injured enough already? #HealthCareHarm
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 17/09/2026
For many millennia, us #Sentinels had a duty to hold constant vigil for near and long-term threats But in a world with mounting, ever present threats, how can our nervous systems ever feel safe? What if, at least momentarily, we redefine what safety feels like to us so we're allowed to heal/rest?
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 17/09/2026
"I hope you get better soon!" People really don't understand how insensitive and hurtful well wishy nonsense can be when you've spent a third of your life in #ChronicPain with no light at the end of the tunnel I had no more words to express myself, sighed deeply, and hung up on that receptionist
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Sacrifusion @sacrifusion.com · 15/09/2026
Told my therapist about my #BonusLethargic weekend and she told me I'm the 4th from this area to complain of these symptoms to her Turns out there might be some form of #WalkingCOVID terrorizing #CentralTexas Guess wife-friend and I better get tested and maybe de-flu'd while we're at it
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