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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️

@ryudar.bsky.social
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Lv. 41 🇩🇪 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ | She/Her | HRT Jan 26| Wolf or Tigon (Tiger-Lion)| Offenburg (GER), married to Ponchtiger❤| WH40k| VRChat | WoW 18+ -- No minors! --

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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Out of the closet at work now and in girl mode. Name and gender change is waiting for approval at my birth town. Looks like I'm almost done :3
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nifela @nifela.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I'm selling my Bigscreen Beyond 2e that I haven't used much. Comes with a Studioform Creative X1-B facial interface with 2 choices of cushions - and extra padding for the audio strap (audio strap not included). AT/DE region preferred. Has been packaged for months due to life stuff.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
(Okami Spoilers) I absolutely love the ending... You loose all your powers and have to fight the darkness alone. When all is lost, people start having hope and believe in you. You are now the light in the darkness, the boss music changes to YOUR Theme, Rising Sun..."who's the endboss now, bitch?"
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
"The Sun is rising" is of course als a hint to one of my most favorite video game themes from my favorite game Okami :3 youtu.be/FaPJkqs3T0A?...
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[Okami] - Rising Sun (HD)
YouTube video by Ammy
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Love you so much <3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Also... I cry every day now xD I'm happy that estrogen is opening my emotions, bit it is sooo exhausting to control.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Patience is not my strongest trait... but I'm confident that everything is on the right track. I'm surrounded by people who wo love me and keep my head above the water. The road is long, emotional and full of stones, but the sun is rising.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
New glasses :3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Thanks for the kind words <3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Wish I could see that myself x3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
8 months HRT Self doubt about how I look is still high, but...maybe someday I'll truely be happy about that.
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BluePackWolf @bluepackwolf.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
More photos from the EF30 fursuit parade. @adawolf.bsky.social and @dragonvannin.bsky.social @ryudar.bsky.social and Ponch @talos99.bsky.social #furry #fursuit #eurofurence
A wolf fursuiter (Ada) and a snow leopard fursuiter (Eiyra) walking together in the parade.A colourful jackalope (?) fursuiter walking in the parade.A white tiger fursuiter (Ponch) and a wolf fursuiter (Ryudar) walking hand in hand.An avali fursuiter (Talos) walking in the parade.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
EF30 was a blast <3 Had a depressive phase (as always), but overall great experience. Aaaand it was my first time in girl mode outside of my home walls. I got more confidence in myself and I'm sure I'll think less about what other people see when they look at me from now on.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
It's the legendary black beast of...AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Almost 7 months of HRT and looking in the mirror is confusing asf. Front: Girl! Slightly Left: Awww....don't like it Tilt the head: Yay! Turn it right: Meh...
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Riggedy 🐾 @riggedy.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
It is time! The harness is done! ✨ 👕 Fits most Blendshapes and (standard) clothes 🫳 Interactable front and backstraps 🎶 Audio Link and 2 AL Spectrum variants ⚙️ Highly customizable through in-game menu 🏳️‍🌈 Comes with a selection of pride flag textures 🛒 jinxxy.com/Riggedy/Harn...
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Tufts 🔜 MFF 2026 @tuftslynx.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
Regarding Megaplex Misinformation
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
And it was a hard battle with this one
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
Without saying your age, what's your favorite movie that came out when you were 18?
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
6 month HRT Update :3 - Skin is reaaally soft now - Boobies keep growing (very slowly), yay! - Depression rollercoaster continues ( one day I'm ugly, the other I really like the progress) - Finding female clothes for my body feels like fighting a Dark Souls Boss you've tried for the 30th time
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Mikoyote @mikoyote.bsky.social · 19/05/2026
The furry fandom is supposed to be a safe space for people of all genders, races, and sexualities. If you are someone who has a problem with that, fix your heart or GTFO
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Nievaris Art - Commissions open @nievarisart.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Thinking about that I might finally make this as stickers :> TERFs can just fuck off 😌👌 #TransRightsAreHumanRights
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
I hope that'll happen to me too ._.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
Reaching 6 Months of HRT soon, but I'm stuck in a heavy frustration. I'm not satisfied with myself... at all.
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BerkWolf 🇩🇪 🇳🇱 🔜 Furry Disco 🇨🇭 @berkwolf.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
Happy #FursuitFriday in my 🦊 #Kitavos suit ✂️ #yurei_kitsune - x.com/yurei_kitsune 🐺 @ryudar.bsky.social ✂️ #DrakonicKnight 📸 @skippwolf.bsky.social 📅 06.09.2023 🏢 #CCH 🌆 #Hamburg 🇩🇪 🎉 27. #Eurofurence 🎩 @eurofurence.org #EF #EF2023 #EF27 #Fursuit #Furry #Berk Follow my Berk-News (TG) t.me/Berk_News
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
Awww I love that photo :D! <3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
Thaaanks <3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
It will feel sooo cool to have the name everyone of my friends used for so many years on my official papers :D
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
Looks like the city approved my two chosen names <3. I can legally change my name and gender entry in October. I was worried that my 2nd Name (yeah in Germany when you have two names, you also need to change both and choose a 2nd) would cause problems, bit I guess "Ryu" is okay for them :D
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
My weekend project :3 #Warhammer40k #SpaceWolves
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wemeze @wemeze.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
#wemezeclassics
Schwul zu sein ist wie linkshändig zu sein: Manche Menschen sind es, die meisten nicht, und niemand weiß so genau, warum. Es ist weder richtig noch falsch – es ist einfach nur eine von vielen natürlichen Arten, zu sein. Die Welt funktioniert am besten, wenn jeder so leben darf, wie er wirklich ist. Wenn du dich also jemals fehl am Platz fühlst, denk daran: Du bist nicht kaputt, du bist einfach nur wunderschön anders – und genau das ist etwas, das die Welt braucht. - (wird Jodie Foster im Internet fälschlich zugeschrieben)
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Riggedy 🐾 @riggedy.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
I put up some ✨shnazzy✨ glasses on Jinxxy to buy for the Winterpaw Feline base avatar! 🏞️ Refractive and Reflective (Wow!) ⚙️ Optimized for PC and Quest users 🫳 Very much grabbable 🎵 Audio Link and LTCGI Support 🎨 Comes with an in-game adjustable colorized lens version 🛒 jinxxy.com/Riggedy/Glas...
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
X_X I managed to find one piece after trying out 5 different sizes...
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
This is an absolutely beautiful picture of you! I really wish I can get to this level myself <3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I'm getting the hang of using my airbrush. I used mostly contrast paints with it, really wanted to give that murder chicken some really bright colors. :) #Warhammer40k #daemonprinceoftzeentch
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
Ich war erst 3x, aber bisher hab ich anschließend so gut wie keine Probleme gehabt... Warst du vlt. an der Sonne?
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
Tank Commander Blu
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
I hope so :) Right now there's a lot of negativity/disappointment on my mind. I know it'll get better, but until then it's a long and tiresome fight.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
The more clothes I try, the more I realize that transitioning takes time and that my impatience is making my life harder. I'm only 4,5 months in and I'm expecting waaaay too much. I should be happy about how far I've come, but that's not going to happen until I look in the mirror and say "That's me"
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
I'm "a little overwhelmed" with how much more difficult it is to find women's clothes that fit me. The size charts are so confusing...
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
I'm sad that I can't watch another episode of Dorohedoro today :( I love this show soooo much!
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
4 months HRT progress: - more direct dysphoria than ever before ...I'm impatient :( - Estradiol was too low (47...pf 100-200), I'm now getting 3x Gel pumps a day and in a few weeks 4. - Boobies are forming nicely (much quicker than expected) Impatience's my biggest enemy.
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
My excitement is over the moon 8D Pleeeease give us a Cadian Guard Armor and a Lasgun! #Helldivers I'm pretty sure there'll be an Astartes themed heavy armor and a Bolter :3
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
I get gender euphoria from people staring at me:3
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Veronica O'Neill @zookie-art.bsky.social · 18/05/2026
For those who come after 🌹
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 27/04/2026
Hab ich nicht vor x3, und ja, tut es! :D
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 27/04/2026
- 5? Months vs 3 Months HRT
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Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️ @ryudar.bsky.social · 23/04/2026
I'm on month 3 of HRT and for the past 15 years I've never felt more happy with myself and mentally stable.
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