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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 8h
Despite the disgusting actions from the government and right-wing happening every day in this country’s wretched political climate, I’m happy to see that there exist decent, supportive left-leaning Japanese people who stand against this bullshit. It gives me hope :’)
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 15h
I genuinely never thought I’d ever be interested in geology, but I always liked gems and semi-precious stones, and recently got pretty into them. Now I’m finding the way various rocks and minerals form way more interesting, even stuff like columnar basalt.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I’ll add that I think it’s revolting a company tries to profit off of exploiting people’s suffering like this.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
What the fuck is this??????? “I’m gay but I wanna have a normal household.” “Even if you’re called ‘gay,’ there are many types.” “At Friendship Marriage Counseling Services Colors, you’re sure to find someone who understands your sexuality.”
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Maybe I’ll get it when I go back to America. This looks so insanely cute
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
WHAT?????
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
I don’t think I’ve longed for shovelware more in my entire life.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
I noticed I couldn’t find many remixes of Yume Nikki’s music. I think it’s because Yume Nikki is a kind of media that’s impossible to recreate. Its unique feeling can’t really be re-captured by someone else. Even its fan games can’t do it perfectly. I think that’s why it’s so beloved even today.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
I can’t wait till the day I hold by the hands and look into the eyes of the man I’ll call “my husband.”
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
I love Tokyo so much. Despite all the difficulties, I’m so happy I moved here. I really hope I can stay here long-term.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Once I make my neocities website, I’m moving all my depression writings onto there. I don’t want this to be my depression diary.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
This is why you have to learn to let things go, even slights against you. Even if you feel like you’re letting shitty people win, you have to do it. It’s about preserving yourself. Hateful emotions will eat you alive. You will lose everything that made you who you are by letting them fester.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
That’s the truth about people like this: Everything you are is just a negative response to something else. Without some other to oppose, you don’t have a concrete self. There is no core you. You’ve allowed hatred to hollow you out, and now you’re empty.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
The people you supported finally won and have implemented the terrible policies you supported just to hurt others. You should be happy, but you’re not. You must keep acting like you’re still fighting a war, a war you don’t actually want to win because you don’t really want your enemies to go away.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
You can’t even love something for itself. You love things only because they counter something you hate. You’ll say a game is bad because there’s no 🍇, but will say minorities are bad because they supposedly 🍇. You’ll also cheer when it happens to women you don’t like despite saying it’s bad.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Imagine forming your entire life around being this hateful. Beyond a close-minded person’s typical bigotry, you actively search for reasons to be unhappy about everything you come across, and this negativity is how you make a name for yourself online. It’s how you validate yourself to others.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Seeing this, I came to a realization: I have friends who care about me. People who genuinely like me for who I am. I’ve been loved, and can be loved again. I’ve achieved a lot, I have my health. I have things that give me joy and satisfaction. …I will never be this miserable.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
I am horribly depressed. I constantly feel like a complete social reject and failure, and that the circumstances of my life means that I’ll never be seriously happy. I’ve had multiple days where I’ve woken up and contemplated sliding down the sewer. But today I saw this tweet.
I am so sorry for subjecting you to this.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
Eating warm tempura. It’s yummy. Life is good. 🍤
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
My favorite artist of all time is on bluesky but doesn’t post their amazing art here…
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
In communist countries, if you saw a kid eating rare fruit like oranges in class, you knew his parents were secret police. The same idea applies to Japanese people who come to live in America and say how “easy it is to live here” and how “free they feel.” 100% the rich nepo baby of some CEO.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Reddit remains unironically one of the fucking worst websites imaginable. Literally impossible to post fucking anything. Apparently you can’t post anything, even genuine inquiries, if your account is too new? Fuck this site.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Also these dramas tend to have terrible writing.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
I can’t really get into BL dramas. The knowledge that most of them are two guys pretending to be gay for a largely warped perception of gay relationships puts a bad taste to them for me.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
My fear of snakes comes from knowing how dangerous they are in real life, hence why I’m not scared of little non-poisonous snakes and pythons. Media with snakes really undersell their scariness by making giving them a little maraca rattle hiss and a 2mph slither.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
I have a phobia I’m unhappy about: snakes, specifically poisonous striking snakes. I fucking love reptiles, but when a snake with pitch-black eyes leaps up in the blink of an eye, hisses loud as fuck, and then lunges at you, that shit is terrifying.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
As I get older, I unironically love stable boredom. Yes please, give me a system/situation that’s so stable and works so well that I don’t have to worry constantly about mitigating disasters. In work, in living, in relationships, in everything in life.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Anti-ai policies need to be implemented from the top to be effective, because the average person will find the temptation of the slop generator way too strong to resist. Unfortunately, the people in power don’t feel like doing anything to stop it (probably because it benefits them).
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
People talk about Japan as this strong-knit community where everyone trusts and supports each other, but they don’t realize where this comes from. Japan’s strong public services and low crime are all top-down implementations that were done early on and are thus entrenched in society.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Most people think mainly about their immediate needs. In order to act for the greater good, they need social guidelines to do so. That’s why environmental and social welfare programs need top-down enforcement to get people to comply with them, because frankly the community won’t “police itself.”
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Anti-AI people need to realize just how strong of a grip it has on the minds of average people who don’t think too deeply about the consequences of the things they do. To most normal people, it’s just a magic make-anything tool, and they don’t see a lot of the info as to why it’s bad.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Man I really betrayed this didn’t I lmao. I should just change my url to Ryoindepression
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Feeling really good today, idk why. Suddenly feeling very content and happy when earlier this morning I was miserable. Manic depression, maybe?
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
The only thing I want to pursue now is my own well-being, the companionship of the friends I have, and the companionship of someone who will love me for who I am. Maybe then I’ll find some inner happiness and acceptance for who I am. That and start taking pills to quiet down the unhappy thoughts.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
One of my exes told me that all of us ultimately feel alone and are looking for the person who we can help fill in that loneliness. I’ll never be happy chasing society’s expectations because I’ll never be enough for it and it won’t help me when I need help.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
If only I had just set aside my desire for something I’ll never achieve, I would have been far happier and content with someone who genuinely loved me for who I was, but I let others’ expectations unsatisfiable dictate my life, and that basically ruined everything.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I think the reason my past relationships have failed is because I kept trying to satisfy my desire for social acceptance through them. Even though I genuinely loved and cared about the people and didn’t want to hurt them, my insecurities led to me doing so, and I’m unhappy with myself even more now.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
After a lifetime of failing not only to conform to societal norms of relationships, but failing to fit in just about anywhere, I really feel like I’m just eternally destined to be adrift from almost everyone around me. I don’t really have a place I belong anywhere, not even my own family.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Whenever I’ve had a hetero relationship or attempted to pursue one, it really just felt like pressure to conform to someone’s expectations of what they wanted out of life. I was just a vessel for someone to feel socially satisfied, and maybe I was pursuing them for the same reason.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
But I don’t think we’re meant to be alone. I think the reason the yearning for romantic companionship is so strong is because we’re meant to live with someone in our life. I think the stigma around desiring love is pushed onto people to accept that their society pushes them into isolation.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
When you realize that what you seek from heterosexual relationships is social acceptance you’ll never receive and what you seek from homosexual relationships is internal tranquility you’ll never achieve, and you genuinely don’t know how to be a whole person by yourself.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
The moment you’re living in has a different feeling when you stop caring about things beyond your control. There’s no future for me and it’s not my fault. Nothing I can do will fix things. I’m just gonna enjoy what I can, and do the best for myself and those who matter to me.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
Tfw you’re very good at learning languages but your autistic social difficulties mean you don’t have much practical use for it.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
I Scramble To Dodge Homelessness In Japan 2: Sleepless In Tokyo
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
No I did not initiate RP with the AI. It did this unprompted to my Google search.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
… how do I turn this shit off?
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
I finally did it. I beat Everlasting Duty in Nioh. You know a mission is badly designed if you have to be 40 levels higher than the stated mission level to beat it comfortably.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Takayama Line, especially the limited express, is fucking terrible. Somehow manages to violently shake nonstop on a straight path. I’m so glad I’m leaving Gifu prefecture.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
I follow an account of a Japanese couple taking care of a paralyzed rabbit. Last night I had a bad dream that they made a post saying they had to put it down.
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Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
There’s a tumblr post about how birds having hollow bones makes them a nightmare animal, and I saw it and thought “?? no, it’s just a normal creature.” I think this perspective of animal adaptations being bizarre and horrifying comes from a detachment from the natural world.
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