Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 27/09/2026What the fuck is this??????? “I’m gay but I wanna have a normal household.” “Even if you’re called ‘gay,’ there are many types.” “At Friendship Marriage Counseling Services Colors, you’re sure to find someone who understands your sexuality.” 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 16/09/2026I don’t think I’ve longed for shovelware more in my entire life. 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 08/09/2026I noticed I couldn’t find many remixes of Yume Nikki’s music. I think it’s because Yume Nikki is a kind of media that’s impossible to recreate. Its unique feeling can’t really be re-captured by someone else. Even its fan games can’t do it perfectly. I think that’s why it’s so beloved even today. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 06/09/2026I can’t wait till the day I hold by the hands and look into the eyes of the man I’ll call “my husband.” 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 06/09/2026I love Tokyo so much. Despite all the difficulties, I’m so happy I moved here. I really hope I can stay here long-term. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 05/09/2026Once I make my neocities website, I’m moving all my depression writings onto there. I don’t want this to be my depression diary. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I am horribly depressed. I constantly feel like a complete social reject and failure, and that the circumstances of my life means that I’ll never be seriously happy. I’ve had multiple days where I’ve woken up and contemplated sliding down the sewer. But today I saw this tweet. 100
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 27/08/2026My favorite artist of all time is on bluesky but doesn’t post their amazing art here… 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 27/08/2026In communist countries, if you saw a kid eating rare fruit like oranges in class, you knew his parents were secret police. The same idea applies to Japanese people who come to live in America and say how “easy it is to live here” and how “free they feel.” 100% the rich nepo baby of some CEO. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 26/08/2026Reddit remains unironically one of the fucking worst websites imaginable. Literally impossible to post fucking anything. Apparently you can’t post anything, even genuine inquiries, if your account is too new? Fuck this site. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 25/08/2026I can’t really get into BL dramas. The knowledge that most of them are two guys pretending to be gay for a largely warped perception of gay relationships puts a bad taste to them for me. 120
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026I have a phobia I’m unhappy about: snakes, specifically poisonous striking snakes. I fucking love reptiles, but when a snake with pitch-black eyes leaps up in the blink of an eye, hisses loud as fuck, and then lunges at you, that shit is terrifying. 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026As I get older, I unironically love stable boredom. Yes please, give me a system/situation that’s so stable and works so well that I don’t have to worry constantly about mitigating disasters. In work, in living, in relationships, in everything in life. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026Anti-AI people need to realize just how strong of a grip it has on the minds of average people who don’t think too deeply about the consequences of the things they do. To most normal people, it’s just a magic make-anything tool, and they don’t see a lot of the info as to why it’s bad. 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026Man I really betrayed this didn’t I lmao. I should just change my url to Ryoindepression 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/08/2026Feeling really good today, idk why. Suddenly feeling very content and happy when earlier this morning I was miserable. Manic depression, maybe? 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026When you realize that what you seek from heterosexual relationships is social acceptance you’ll never receive and what you seek from homosexual relationships is internal tranquility you’ll never achieve, and you genuinely don’t know how to be a whole person by yourself. 100
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/08/2026The moment you’re living in has a different feeling when you stop caring about things beyond your control. There’s no future for me and it’s not my fault. Nothing I can do will fix things. I’m just gonna enjoy what I can, and do the best for myself and those who matter to me. 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 05/08/2026Tfw you’re very good at learning languages but your autistic social difficulties mean you don’t have much practical use for it. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 02/08/2026I Scramble To Dodge Homelessness In Japan 2: Sleepless In Tokyo 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/07/2026I finally did it. I beat Everlasting Duty in Nioh. You know a mission is badly designed if you have to be 40 levels higher than the stated mission level to beat it comfortably. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 22/07/2026Takayama Line, especially the limited express, is fucking terrible. Somehow manages to violently shake nonstop on a straight path. I’m so glad I’m leaving Gifu prefecture. 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 21/07/2026I follow an account of a Japanese couple taking care of a paralyzed rabbit. Last night I had a bad dream that they made a post saying they had to put it down. 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 05/07/2026A funny thing about having a biology/paleontology special interest is that you get to see others react with awe and horror upon discovering things you learned as a dry fact in a dinosaur picture book as a kid. 120
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 03/07/2026Friend: “hey what kind of music do you like?” Me: *reluctantly sends playlist of sappy J-POP, girly rhythm game songs, and late 2010s depressed teenage girl music* Friend: 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 21/06/2026As I get older, I get less tolerant of crass content in media, especially sexual humor/fan service. This results in me watching very little anime and reading little manga (though it’s slightly better). Are there any options for anime/manga that steer clear of this? Preferably for more refined taste? 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/06/2026To the artist who genuinely tries to make a work even though he knows he might not have the skills to be appreciated by the wider population, I hope you know I appreciate you and the fact that you cared about something so much to express it to others. 011
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 20/06/2026I love art. I love art in all its mediums. Seeing someone make something because they genuinely cared about it brings a wholeness to my heart. If I could escape this horrific life of putting in work to earn a paycheck to have a life filled with art production and enjoyment, I would. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 13/06/2026The siege of Fushimi castle Wikipedia article has an amazing image. 011
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 13/06/2026Finding out about Freeware and RPGMaker games was such an amazing revelation for me as a young teenager. “You mean there’s really good games out there that are totally free and aren’t Super AK-47 Biker Mario Sonic or CoolMathGames???” 1432
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 13/06/2026Japanese people have two modes with IP: 1. “No reposting no downloading don’t even look at my art unless you pay me money watermarks watermarks watermarks.” 2. “Yeah I made this game for fun cuz I wanted to. It’s totally free, so go ahead and download it and mod it if you want or whatever.” 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 13/06/2026Traveling alone is lowkey lonely as fuck. I’m hoping life settles down soon so I can start going out and meeting people. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 12/06/2026I had sakura mochi. I didn’t realize what it was until I bit into it. The sweet, fragrant taste reminded me of a gentle but sincere love, the kind that that blossoms like a fragrant flower and brings delight and warmth to your heart 🌸 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 12/06/2026Are there any games you absolutely loved for a certain period, but now can’t stomach the idea of going back to? For me it’s Lisa. I was in love with it for a good stretch, but now it just doesn’t appeal to me at all, especially with some of the flaws I see in its story execution. 220
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 07/06/2026Chicken went up by ¥200. Made me pretty upset at the economic situation here, but it’s really about the same everywhere. At least I can still afford rent unlike the US. 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 06/06/2026Leaving my ugly podunk city and going out to see the rest of Japan really makes me happy to have finally come here. It also reminds me that happiness is something you have to actively pursue and make time for. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 04/06/2026Is it weird that I like hearing people talk about their life and personal experiences? People make it sound bad when people post about what’s happening in their life, but I find it engaging. 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 19/05/2026No, service worker, my Japanese is fine. I just don’t speak mumble mumble. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 09/05/2026I was gonna write about people nowadays fearing aging, and how it’s important to take care of yourself so you go through your life gracefully (and look good at any age if that’s what matters to you) but then I realized that people now “not wanting to grow up” is a deeper issue than twink death. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 09/05/2026A big realization I had that confirmed my adulthood is the realization that I was doing things because I had to, and I was aware of the consequences of neglecting to do so. 000
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 29/04/2026“Lol ok so you’re gonna psychoanalyze me now?” - person who projects their mental state every time they speak. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 28/04/2026Sorry for bamboozling you. This account is also basically my depression diary. Sorry 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 26/04/2026I once heard autism reductively described as a “disease that makes you fuck up all the time,” and I’ve never heard a better descriptor for how neurotypical society views neurodivergence. 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 26/04/2026Had the saddest dream ever last night. Was in a wedding hall with like six couples getting married, and I was just standing alone in the entry hall, staring at the ceiling and crying while this song played: youtu.be/pb_wBvqLw-I?...youtu.be春のベランダYouTube video by osage - Topic 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 25/04/2026My imagined self-image as a gentle, sensitive soft boy was shattered when my reaction to every time the doctor stuck me with an anesthesia needle was this: 110
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 25/04/2026I learned of a new Japanese word: “渋い,” which means like “cool in a refined way,” so something that has a very refined or classic feeling but has a cool aura because of it, and it perfectly describes my taste in things. I got called it by one of my students and I feel super happy about it. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 25/04/2026The pain in my thumb is so bad I literally felt it in my dream. Going to the hospital was the right idea. 010
Ryoinjp @ryoinjp5.bsky.social · 24/04/2026Just got my first hospital experience after cutting myself in a really dumbass way. First ambulance ride as a non-infant, excruciating injections into my thumb, stitches, and now I’m walking home. At least Japanese medicine is super cheap, whole thing was only ￥10,000. 010
