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ᡣ𐭩. mello/emily ᡣ𐭩. improvised concept of personhood ᡣ𐭩. twenty plus ᡣ𐭩. i might (re)post nsfw so no minors, please ᡣ𐭩. sometimes i try to draw ᡣ𐭩. run_mello on ao3

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nekovale @nekovale.bsky.social · 15/08/2025
better late than never!! #Bottomdazaiweek2025 Day 6: Sex pollen + Fuck or Die (due to the nature of these prompts, cw for dubcon!) #kunizai @bottomdazaiwk.bsky.social
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daily bunnies 🐇✨ @dailybunnies.bsky.social · 28/06/2025
A white bunny's head pokes through a cardboard cutout, humorously aligned with a drawn dinosaur body.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 16/06/2025
all i've learned from this round of discourse is that the straights are not okay. already knew that.
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Cats of Yore @catsofyore.bsky.social · 31/05/2025
On this day I offer you a cute boy covered in kittens. Photo from my collection, no documented date/info.
Black and white photo of a young white man sitting on a lawn in bright sunlight, smiling broadly at the camera. He has a tortie kitten in his left hand white a tabby climbs up his shirt next to his neck, and two more kittens are wobbling around on his outstretched legs.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 01/06/2025
In certain niche corners of the psychiatry department (i like these corners by the way) Marx is to Freud what gravity is to quantum mechanics in the physics department.
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Yuri • 百合 @yuri.4k.pics · 28/05/2025
ㅇ ㅡ KorshoKor ㅈ ㅡ yuri.4k.pics/X3r4p ✱ #yuri ー #百合 ✱ #kiss #art #hsr #stelle #firefly
Fanart of two characters from Honkai: Star Rail, Firefly and Stelle, sharing a passionate kiss. The scene is tender and close-up, with Firefly (right) gripping Stelle's outfit, and both visibly blushing and sweating. The art is soft-toned with muted colors and minimal background, creating an intimate atmosphere. The artist’s signature "korshokart" is visible near the middle.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 29/05/2025
low-fat yogurt is such a sad invention.
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Hexnovo @hexnovo.bsky.social · 25/05/2025
Found myself thinking about this piece again. Inspired by Cattle Decapitation' Just another body
Digital painting in the tones of beige and black. 
The charred figure portrayed is petrified in a crucified pose, but nothing is holding them down but their own body. imaginary arms detach from their pose to cover their face in quiet despair.
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SimzArt @simzart.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
Pond 🐸
Two characters relaxing at the pond surrounded by a ghost cat and a ghost frog.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 27/05/2025
i think a lot about julian saying "at least say you love me" /at least/ like this is a small thing to ask.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
I keep rediscovering all the ways that taking my medication actually makes me feel better but I never seem to learn.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 02/03/2025
Doll thoughts tell me if this makes sense: The seduction of the doll is also the fear of the doll. It entices because it bends to your will. It moves, speaks, even breaks, on your command. You are its god. +
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Cats of Yore @catsofyore.bsky.social · 23/05/2025
Little boys. 💕 Postcard from my collection, unsent, 1902.
Black-and-white photo of two long-haired kittens. One is white and ginger tabby, the other is a brown tuxedo tabby. They are sitting up on a brocade tablecloth looking adorably toward the camera. Text at the bottom reads “We is brothers”.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 23/05/2025
i would recommend these violent delights but you already know that one <3
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
i wonder if the disillusionment with ai generated art and the disinterest in intentionality that it represents will lead to a revival of the author.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 18/05/2025
why do i feel so fried all the time and how to stop feeling like that. has chronic mental illness permanently damaged me, do i have some sort of vitamin deficiency, is this just what being alive feels like. ughhh.
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Quel @quelmdn.bsky.social · 09/10/2024
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Marzi✨ @marzipants30.bsky.social · 16/09/2024
Shojo style of Sarcean and Anharion ✨✨✨💫💫💕 #darkrise #darkheir
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 16/05/2025
🥰
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 16/05/2025
peak! which one is Grace? (also side note I think you're going to like the dark rise series when you read it :3 James and Will fit into these, won't say which ones)
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 16/05/2025
ALL OF THE ABOVE!
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 16/05/2025
1. doll (doll as enemy, doll as ally, doll as the other, doll as self) 2. guy who is afraid of his desires and he wants to crush the universe in his fist about it. he also wants to be seen as a good person 3. guy who doesn't know what's real and what isn't 4. guy who wears a mask (metaphorically)
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 16/05/2025
it's friday and i feel demoralised for no particular reason.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 15/05/2025
I like the first one :3
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 14/05/2025
writing something and realising that one ones is going to want to read, this but we power on lads. the demons must be expelled, the weird unlovable fic must be written.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 13/05/2025
the plushies are so cute !
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=^..^= @feralrookie.bsky.social · 11/05/2025
𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱⁣ “𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵,” 𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘴. 𝘋𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “𝘏𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦.” ❧ #𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘬𝘰𝘬𝘶 #𝘴𝘬𝘬 ❧ 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘴 ❧ 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵/𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 ❧ archiveofourown.org/works/65473831
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 11/05/2025
🥺 thank you so much!!
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Sayama * 佐山 @sayamabsd.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
#文スト #BSD #dazai Sleeping Beauty
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iuse @iuse0.bsky.social · 09/05/2025
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maru @koyamori.bsky.social · 10/05/2025
flower hug #art
To be hugged by a flower, or to hug a flower. 
The small one asks big questions.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 11/05/2025
wip :3 [there's a hole inside laurent]
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 10/05/2025
they should invent meds without side effects!
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 10/05/2025
I feel like it helps when I'm on it, but it's one of those things. it makes me better at focusing on one thought at a time which is good and makes me less anxious, but sometimes, it makes me feel a little wired. also I'm very migraine prone and I have more of those when I take it :(
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 09/05/2025
it hasn't given me acne but big yes to the redness! i very easily get very flushed and even when it's not a heat intolerance thing my skin has this unflattering reddish undertone. I'm going to take a break as well.
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はね @hane008.bsky.social · 08/05/2025
間に合う気がしない!!!!!☠️
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
why is it so hard to find work that doesn't constantly have you do things that you kind of disagree with ideologically. is there no way to live in peace and harmony in this wretched world?
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maru @koyamori.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
BAMBOU #art
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 06/05/2025
I wrote Henry and Julian thoughts down today. Not good writing but at least I wrote something.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 06/05/2025
I'm so incredibly unambitious, it's actually a little impressive.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 04/05/2025
tvd re-read treating me so well. i love this book.
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lulla @nogoodwithcat.bsky.social · 03/05/2025
termination
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 03/05/2025
I have Julian fic thoughts (Julian and Henry. Want to write about their childhood, Julian mutilating the hand-me-down toys. Especially the dolls. Julian's mother sending him to a psychoanalyst who says this is related to homosexual urges)
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𝘔𝘢𝘹𝘹 𝘚𝘵𝘳ö𝘮 🔞🔪 | inactive @maxxstrom.bsky.social · 30/04/2025
BSD fandom come get your food: archiveofourown.org/works/65145733
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🩷💜 LEX ♡ 🥂❤️‍🩹 • 🔞 @lexdark.bsky.social · 01/05/2025
Here too! Nsfw cms for @thisnonsns.bsky.social in collab with @maxxstrom.bsky.social ! Fic by Maxx: archiveofourown.org/works/65145733 🔞 Art: poipiku.com/1323320/11679657.html
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 29/04/2025
acting weird (shy, secretive, or maybe even embarrassed of his friendship with Julian, not wanting to let Julian into his private life). I'd love to read tvd from julian's pov.
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 29/04/2025
rereading this and wondering what this was like from julian's perspective. feels like paul is just trying to balance the scales a little bc his perception is that julian is more important/worthy/great than him. but this is all paul's perception. to julian this could just be his friend/crush -
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 29/04/2025
paul is such a nietzschean omg
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mello @run-mello.bsky.social · 29/04/2025
"he looks apprehensive, but doesn't appear to know it." the way this contrasts with paul's way of describing julian!
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