iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

Nice! It seems to be working fine for me now 😁👍

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

Ok. I was enjoying egge until every single time I opened it got me stuck in an update screen.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

I am not feeling good about the stuff I have to do this week. I wish I could just forget about it until it goes away.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

After I posted this I passed out at my desk and then thought I had commented on it before I crawled in bed and took a 3 hour nap but apparently I did not

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I was so worn out earlier that I passed out while sitting in a park bench at a secluded pond. Like I just sat there and I closed my eyes for a second and opened them 30 minutes later.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

How do art people casually go to critique as if it isn't an invitation for everyone in the world to stomp you to death for creating something badly.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I feel like I'm kind of just doomed in this art class. I picked it up as an easy credit but I didnt realize how much of it relied on other people in the class being able to read your mind.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Auuughh it's pouring.... Not looking forward to walking in that.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I am curiouscat on egge. Putting it under my pinned in case that app sticks around or anyone wants to add me on there.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I'm afraid to start using it seriously bc this app definitely seems like it isn't going anywhere and I am less certain about trusting apps that spring up out of nowhere. Worried it will become like the huddle situation. It is very nice though so far.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I will say though that the egge ui really reminds me of the TL/Vent 2 UI. I don't hate it but things are in strange places, like account searching being in the messaging tab. That's ok though I can adjust to it I suppose.....

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

*emerges from a new app covered in blood* unfamiliar UI.....

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

This is probably all I will say on it since it about sums things up. Just breaks my heart and I know it breaks his.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Typing this is making me cry even though I didn't think I would last night. It's just hard to be reminded that all of those years really did add up. She was a really sweet little dog and she will be missed.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

3 spent the last few days being near her as much as possible and came home for his lunch break to play more music and hold her just a few hours before she passed, and she enjoyed listening to him play even though she was already starting to drift off.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

She loved to sit and listen to him play his guitar and the piano and any other instrument he could get his hands on. It didn't matter how restless or uncomfortable she was, as soon as she heard him play or sing she would relax and fall asleep, and she loved being near him more than anything.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

He took off work today and built an honest to god flower bed for her, with bright yellow flowers in it and a nice wooden base. She loved springtime because her eyesight wasn't very good and she could just shuffle around sniffing flowers.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

3's 15 year old chihuahua passed away last night around midnight. It was something that we all knew was probably going to happen sooner than later, since she had really started to decline in the last few weeks, but it's still hard.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Animal death tw for this post thread (not graphic)

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

I think I'm going to skip class today. Had a kind of intense night last night and I need to relax a little bit.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Ohh... I do miss friends only posting very bad. I am curiouscat on there if anyone wants to add me. Idk if I'll do anything yet but I will check it out

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

2 research papers due this week that I have not started. Awssome.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Im too nervous to join the new social media everyone is talking about. Lmk if it is actually worth it.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

It's going bad to be completely honest but I think it's just a matter of time before it gets good again. Probably.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

Idk. I am not sold on religious institutions but I hope there's some version of the afterlife that allows my uncle to know how much everyone misses him.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

doing homework and listening to tmg and thinking about how much I miss people that aren't in my life anymore. Man.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Even though I definitely missed him at the age where I needed him. I think I am in a better place now than I would have been if all my childhood wishes had come to fruition.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Conversation with 3 the other night kind of made me glad that my dad wasn't really a part of the decision making for how I grew up. Idk. It's weird hearing stories from someone that was raised primarily by him and realizing that I was probably better off with the dynamic I have now.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

If you had asked me 10 years ago which family members I would come out to, in what order, I would probably not have said that my second and third choices would be my absent father and the one brother that didn't even grow up with me. And then my weird baby brother.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Talked with 3 the other day and he urged me to actually have a conversation with my mom before I move which is probably true. It's going to have to happen.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

🐛 has started referring to me exclusively by my chosen name and using "they" pronouns with no prompting. Slowly coming out to the more observant members of my family purely through being GNC and strange.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Always getting really nervous when my mom calls me randomly at weird hours. Like. What's going on. What's happening. And then she's always just like "ohh I missed you 😋 that's all" meanwhile I am already back in mid 2020 mode thinking about what the hell I'm going to do if something happens to her

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

I forgot to exist all week again. Explodes

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

The weather has been so nasty lately that I straight up haven't left the dorm since Monday.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Yaaa he was really sweet and kept flipping over onto my shoes :)

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

Hung out with 3 all weekend and it was good. Feeling like so many things I wanted to talk about with him got discussed. Unfortunately while I was drunk so I probably put my foot in my mouth but it was a necessary conversation anyway.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Getting pelted by sleet walking to class like I'm some kind of penguin or something

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

Nothing impressive but maybe we'll get there at some point.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

"omg people are gendering me correctly" <- guy that keeps going to class with visible beard

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

i wish more professors posted recorded lectures in addition to their normal lectures so i could just go back and rewatch stuff i don't understand instead of just hoping i remembered it all from lecture

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

Another professor posted her lecture for today and she was like "it's only going to be available until 5 pm". Um. Ok. I am downloading it then?? why not jsut make it available indefinitely.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

I dont think she needed to even know about that but idk. It was a split second decision to actually be honest with her.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

Feel like I overshared but it's like. Idk. That's the truth. I've been a little preoccupied and I havent been sleeping well. and i do actually want to do well in her class since she is a really nice professor.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

My professor just emailed me asking if she could meet with me because I am doing really bad in her class. Sent an email back where i was like "this time of year is rough for me due to an anniversary of some deaths in my family but I want to get my grade up and would be happy to meet"

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

YAYYY CONGRATS!!! I hope it goes really well and you recover quickly :)

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

What if I can't handle the move really far north because I come from a place where school is shut down due to an inch or two of snow

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