iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

Ok. I was enjoying egge until every single time I opened it got me stuck in an update screen.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

I am not feeling good about the stuff I have to do this week. I wish I could just forget about it until it goes away.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I was so worn out earlier that I passed out while sitting in a park bench at a secluded pond. Like I just sat there and I closed my eyes for a second and opened them 30 minutes later.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I feel like I'm kind of just doomed in this art class. I picked it up as an easy credit but I didnt realize how much of it relied on other people in the class being able to read your mind.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Auuughh it's pouring.... Not looking forward to walking in that.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

*emerges from a new app covered in blood* unfamiliar UI.....

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Animal death tw for this post thread (not graphic)

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

I think I'm going to skip class today. Had a kind of intense night last night and I need to relax a little bit.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

2 research papers due this week that I have not started. Awssome.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Im too nervous to join the new social media everyone is talking about. Lmk if it is actually worth it.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

It's going bad to be completely honest but I think it's just a matter of time before it gets good again. Probably.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

doing homework and listening to tmg and thinking about how much I miss people that aren't in my life anymore. Man.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Conversation with 3 the other night kind of made me glad that my dad wasn't really a part of the decision making for how I grew up. Idk. It's weird hearing stories from someone that was raised primarily by him and realizing that I was probably better off with the dynamic I have now.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

🐛 has started referring to me exclusively by my chosen name and using "they" pronouns with no prompting. Slowly coming out to the more observant members of my family purely through being GNC and strange.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Always getting really nervous when my mom calls me randomly at weird hours. Like. What's going on. What's happening. And then she's always just like "ohh I missed you 😋 that's all" meanwhile I am already back in mid 2020 mode thinking about what the hell I'm going to do if something happens to her

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

I forgot to exist all week again. Explodes

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

The weather has been so nasty lately that I straight up haven't left the dorm since Monday.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

Hung out with 3 all weekend and it was good. Feeling like so many things I wanted to talk about with him got discussed. Unfortunately while I was drunk so I probably put my foot in my mouth but it was a necessary conversation anyway.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Getting pelted by sleet walking to class like I'm some kind of penguin or something

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

"omg people are gendering me correctly" <- guy that keeps going to class with visible beard

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

Another professor posted her lecture for today and she was like "it's only going to be available until 5 pm". Um. Ok. I am downloading it then?? why not jsut make it available indefinitely.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

My professor just emailed me asking if she could meet with me because I am doing really bad in her class. Sent an email back where i was like "this time of year is rough for me due to an anniversary of some deaths in my family but I want to get my grade up and would be happy to meet"

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

What if I can't handle the move really far north because I come from a place where school is shut down due to an inch or two of snow

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Man 🙁 my triops crashed.... I saw signs of it yesterday but I thought I could correct for it before it happened.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Cold todayyy but I have a Valentine party later.... Maybe I can take a cozy nap for a few hours until then

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

Just had a very exhausting and very fun birthday. Lots of walking and socializing yayy

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

guy that has done nothing but complain for the last 4 years of college: idk if I'm ready to graduate...... this is all happening so fast......

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

Went to go get breakfast when I saw no one in my next class, thinking that I might have remembered the professor say something about there not being class today, but i cant find any announcements or emails about it. Errm. I might have just skipped class by accident.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 06/02/2025

I kept falling asleep through both my classes today (trying to cut back on coffee) and BOTH TIMES people I mentioned it to said they noticed me falling asleep. About to go bury myself alive.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

I keep oversleeping and not having time for breakfast 😔 fml

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

> I apply for a job > application asks if I have any preferred names > application and subsequent emails ignore my preferred name and only refer to me by my legal first name

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

I need to get more T before I move so I dont have to deal with navigating that in a new city..... also need to revise my CV and submit more apps. I got a tip about a few job websites that might help so I am going to see if any of them pan out. Blehhhhh. Change.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

I feel like i have not been very present online lately. All I do these days is work on schoolwork and play games. Feel like my life is completely frozen right now.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Got home in time to play my videogame yayyy

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Feeling blehhh today. Bombed an exam in that class I'm retaking. None of my other classes are super intense so I am going to try to recover from that so I can graduate.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

Speaking of scary things. Exam today in the class I have to retake this semester for my degree. Explodes into one thousand pieces.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

My irl friends freak me out a little bit sometimes

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

I am so ready to go home and take a nap or something. Did not sleep well last night.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

My shoes have holes in them 😔 I was hoping to last the rest of the semester on these ones but I guess I'll need to replace them.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

Really tense QSA meeting. It began with just like. An hour of the (cis) president poorly explaining the political situation, which ended with the faculty supervisor stepping in to say "we already talked to the school and this shouldn't be something that effects you as a student". Felt sick anyway

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

Got a videoon IG that was like "does anyone else dread their birthdays" and I was thinking yeah. They always just remind me of all of the family members who have their deaths tied to that date. And it turns out everyone else in the comments was just like. Having disappointing birthday parties.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

3 pressured me into playing RDR2 and I spent like 11 hours playing it today without moving. My eyes are so dry. Muscles sore. Covered in gamer sweat. I feel like I just came out of a cowboy themed coma.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

First day over freezing in weeks 😁 time to break out the shorts.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

Scared about the move. It will be nice to meet new people in a new city though. I will admit that. I feel so stuck and frustrated with everyone I know lately.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

I feel like crap 🙁 need to take care of my homework so I can relax

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

my self esteem is so fucked up today wauuughh.... idk why but I just feel really bad about myself today.

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Seal | Curiouscat 🐈 @rumtumtugger.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

I think i'm just tense from over-socializing. maybe this weekend i should stay away from people

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