iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Also they didn't grab *just* true death's files 🙃 I was thinking why go through the process of doing so much extra work, yet grab just the one mod without permission But no. It's got Enhanced Face Textures *and* HemEnv Lighting mod uncredited in it too Like come on at least make *something* 🙄

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

If it's anything like so many other game modding communities ive seen, probably hidden away in some discord server somewhere 😮‍💨

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

yep executive dysfunction out the ass and inability to focus has me stumbling around and by the time i can focus enough to do anything it's already too late and the day is gone what's worse is i'm cursed with the knowledge that there's something that actually helps me but i'm struggling to get it 😭

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Up late pondering what to do for my birthday later this month Maybe I should go for a lil road trip and see friends, or maybe visit the mountains As long as I'm not home for it though, I should have a nice enough day

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

it's still such a weird feeling walking around places and getting called pretty or beautiful by complete strangers like idk how to respond to that besides thanks i guess? i'm used to compliments on my boots or my hair, but towards me as a whole just feels weird not bad, just weird

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Good luck and godspeed on the journey 🫡

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

so cool fighting my brain on trying to focus on anything today maybe i should just call it and go to bed at this point

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

everything for map modding now functioning properly so now i only have myself and my adhd to blame for not getting things done

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koebi @growlithe.online · 26/09/2026

tell your friends you love them every day if you want to love is love is love is love, saying it more often can't dilute its meaning you can't say it too much tell your friends you love them

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

stuck in that strange phase where i feel both extremely awake and tired at the same time i should lay down, but i feel too awake i would assume i'm having an anxiety attack but like idk what i would be anxious for at the moment...

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Fuckbfohc Fuckkeimwyn just sounds like someone's really pissed off at my roe but can't figure out an insult 🤭

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

happy big 40! 🥳 hope you have a grand day, and treat yourself right! 🎉

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

the funniest thing really did happen 😄

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

It's so cool never feeling safe in what's supposed to be my home

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

kinda wish I got more in to hrothgar modding beyond just the hat stuff because god damn do y'all deserve waaaay better like at least i did the bare minimum and made hroth/roe versions when i released gear, instead of all this "midlander bodies only" i keep seeing

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

it's so wild getting caught up on all this like a lot of the more "popular" modders were on my never interact shit list because blatant transphobia then it always comes out they're actually so, so much worse in every way...

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

God I sure do love having to interact with people who don't fucking listen to anything i say and constantly cross basic fucking boundaries

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I like posting things with no context :)

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

🫂 a common feeling that comes on at the worst times it sucks :( worth getting some rest just remember some times that you have been through so much, made it out for the better, and only just now hit your 20s there is a lot you can be proud for achieving, even if it doesn't feel like it at times 🫂

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Remember to not trust the shit your brain tells you past your bedtime You're loved, deserving of happiness, and all your close friends don't secretly hate you. Get some sleep. Things will be easier to handle in the morning

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Discovering old textures to early boss designs/versions almost makes me want to rebuild them... Like god it really would be perfect for the project too, but there's already so much I'm working on T^T

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Praying for some relief from the pain soon 🙏 Constantly dealing with pain sucks major ass

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

not being in pain really is the preferential state of being 😔 hope you get some relief from it soon

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

hoping job interview goes well tomorrow if not, oh well

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

It's really cool how often I'm on the brink of tears just doing basic shit Like cool thanks very fun prank brain please focus on literally anything else

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Happy Birthday! 🥳 Hope it's a pleasant one for ya

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Think i need some ears, and a tail, and a pouch With lots of fur and strong legs the whole roo package Or i *could* settle for some bigger breasts in the meantime; just sayin body if you really wanna do me a solid

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

accepting a job interview without even reading when and just feeling even worse i should probably not be making decisions in this state of mind

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

gonna be a sad fuckin week ahead, yay gf going home and i go back to barely hold myself together again hooray...

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I still genuinely think lesser of someone if they generate anything with ai, including code

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

its the funny thoughts that amuse sometimes like i know i could also be making bank with all the 3d porn i have/can made/make if my mental state ever worked out in my favour 😅

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Nothing like waking up and endlessly crying because there's too much weighing on your brain and you can't do shit about it

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Need these balls gone and brain medicated because holy shit I can't take this much longer

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