iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

so cool fighting my brain on trying to focus on anything today maybe i should just call it and go to bed at this point

Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

everything for map modding now functioning properly so now i only have myself and my adhd to blame for not getting things done

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koebi @growlithe.online · 26/09/2026

tell your friends you love them every day if you want to love is love is love is love, saying it more often can't dilute its meaning you can't say it too much tell your friends you love them

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

stuck in that strange phase where i feel both extremely awake and tired at the same time i should lay down, but i feel too awake i would assume i'm having an anxiety attack but like idk what i would be anxious for at the moment...

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

It's so cool never feeling safe in what's supposed to be my home

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

God I sure do love having to interact with people who don't fucking listen to anything i say and constantly cross basic fucking boundaries

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I like posting things with no context :)

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Remember to not trust the shit your brain tells you past your bedtime You're loved, deserving of happiness, and all your close friends don't secretly hate you. Get some sleep. Things will be easier to handle in the morning

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Discovering old textures to early boss designs/versions almost makes me want to rebuild them... Like god it really would be perfect for the project too, but there's already so much I'm working on T^T

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

hoping job interview goes well tomorrow if not, oh well

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

It's really cool how often I'm on the brink of tears just doing basic shit Like cool thanks very fun prank brain please focus on literally anything else

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Think i need some ears, and a tail, and a pouch With lots of fur and strong legs the whole roo package Or i *could* settle for some bigger breasts in the meantime; just sayin body if you really wanna do me a solid

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

accepting a job interview without even reading when and just feeling even worse i should probably not be making decisions in this state of mind

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

gonna be a sad fuckin week ahead, yay gf going home and i go back to barely hold myself together again hooray...

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Nothing like waking up and endlessly crying because there's too much weighing on your brain and you can't do shit about it

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Need these balls gone and brain medicated because holy shit I can't take this much longer

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

So sleepy, yet the world is too bright today for a nap :(

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

friend who got me in to des modding: making really cool stuff me up late listening to yet another edm mix: what if collar...

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

Love waking up in pain It's so cool having a part of my body that can send crippling pain up through my guts just because it feels like it

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

It's so cool getting my scan results back and it basically being "inconclusive, do more tests" Though it is funny seeing neither grew size at all in my life post descending surgery as a child, besides the chronic inflammation and a big ol cyst At this rate, maybe free orchi 🤞

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Getting a government letter to remind me to get checked for cervical cancer 2 days after getting my testes scanned is hands down the funniest shit I've had happen all week

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I love getting a message from my scan appointment saying "heeyyyyy the results are in and you can view them now from the email we sent you" Only to log in and be told actually *you* aren't allowed to view them for another 5 days

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

really need to tell my friends how much i love them more been so stuck in my head about things and i just need to loosen up once my head is in gear, maybe it'll be easier anyway, hoping tomorrow either confirms a theory or presents a solution to a lot of pain Goodnight all 💖

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

reminded once again how much i really want to pay someone to make my roo real and once again reminded i still have no money for it god damn it

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

probably the last sets i'll show off for now (gotta keep some surprises ;) ), but my god it has been fun converting stuff *and* making it all work together like i can even fully do long sleeves and bare-er chests good shit

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Staring at my evergrowing project debating if I should finish my impulse to add yet another ~14 sets of gear...

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

never finishing projects to guarantee that i come back as a ghost to haunt my stuff

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

Funny how opening a single window just like plummeted my rooms temperature like crazy Almost put me in to hibernation falling asleep 😄

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Contemplating how much extra work I should give myself for this already silly oversized project Can't even complete it at this stage even if I wanted to, but damn The temptation 😅

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

Referrals got and appointments booked. Yippee Won't solve everything, but it'll be a start Also can't wait to see what kind of whacky fits y'all make when this shit is done

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Need to not be so hard on myself for not going out as much as I'd like to Can barely think most days as it is, even on top of all the other crap Like girl you *are* disabled but you have appointments for assistance now Things'll get better just be kinder to yourself Get some hugs

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

saint urpain the lesser known, much cooler saint 😄 almost completely finished with male gear after a few project restarts was never quite happy with how every set fit together, but since figuring out how things work, i'm far happier with the output and i can add dumb stuff easily now :>

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

it's cool having a rather productive day documenting, modelling, texturing, and unifying a bunch of stuff in a 17 year old game yet also feeling like none of it was at all productive and i should have been doing literally anything else... cool... cool... anyway, g'night all

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Brings me untold levels of joy figuring this kind of shit out without guidance 😁

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Need to sleep because I have an appointment tomorrow VS Random hyperfixation is back with a vengeance and I must capitalise on it

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

i question my sanity sometimes finding out just how much some demon's souls armour clip really badly within it's own set

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Finally having an attainable pathway for me to get adhd meds has me staying up past 4am fixated on a project while fantasising how much easier it'll be to function 😅 Anyway, need sleep before my brain breaks down again Goodnight! 💕

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Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘 @roxl.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I think the greatest curse of knowing my adhd can be medicated is when it wears off and I can feel the clarity of thought fading away again

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