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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

As I'm breaking down yet again,, I feel worthless and alone. Last few months have geniuely broke me ... Read more: longer.blue/posts/KYhuDj9Org

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

I'm feeling so done,, so done all I do is hurt people because I'm not ok and things don't get better. The reality is I'm trapped,, and I have thought to myself if I was gone tomorrow I don't know if anyone would care I don't know if anyone would do anything but I'm miserable.. I'm at my lowest

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

I hate my life so much I hate how much pain I am in physically and mentally I hate this so much,, what did I do to deserve any of this,, I feel like there is so much unresolved stuff,, and I just can't it hurts so much .. I don't know if I can do this anymore

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

Should I just give up would that make everyone happy,, I couldn't even move for the last few mins,, I don't even know what to do anymore,, my breaking point has been reached in so many ways,, happiness genuinely feels like it left me behind and I don't think I can get it back anymore.. icantdoit,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

Everyday feels like more proof that I should just give up,, I just,, everything I cared about is slowly disappearing from my life and I'm just left barley holding it together as my life gets ever worse. I don't know what else the world can take from me at this point,, legitimately what is the point

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

To all those who may hate me ,, I'm sorry I exist,, I really don't know why I do either,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

I keep asking myself am I worth it,, I'm I worth anything to anyone and it's seeming more and more likely that the answer is no,, I need to know I matter to anyone,, because every thing hurts ,, and life keeps beating me down more and more , for God's sake my foot is broken I can't walk. Why,, what,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

I'm sorry I failed everyone,,I'm sorry I'm not good enough,, I'm sorry I'm just a mess who everyone will just forget existed in a few days,, I tried my best,, but I guess I'm not good enough to be happy or good enough for everyone,,I will be forgotten,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

Should I be gone,, would that make everyone happy,, geniuely I feel like it would ,, no one cares,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

Im not worth it,, clearly I will be thrown out by everyone in due time,, no one likes me

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

I don't know if I can do it anymore,, I really don't ,, it's clear to me I'm just a burden to everyone,, I lost everything and I should pack it up ,, the panic attacks won't stop and the depression is getting worse I feel isolated and alone and like I'm slowly getting pushed into a corner . I'm-

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Can one good thing happen in my life please,, in actually begging or is it just gonna be pain forever now,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

I hate my life so much,, geniuely I hate how much pain I m feeling

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

I,, am really struggling to find reasons to get up in the morning,, are keep going in general,, I feel like no one cares about me,, and it hurts,, it I keep thinking it eventually will stop hurting but it's not,, it's geniuely not,, I feel like I'm gonna explode if I keep going,, I hate my life,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Gonna be honest,, I am in pain mentally and physically. I haven't slept all week and my appetite is non existent. The feeling like I don't matter is strong. I haven't felt happy at all for months. Geniuely everything feels painful. Stuff keeps stacking and it makes it impossible to recover my head-

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

Iishouldbegonefeellikeeveryonehatesme but doesn't wanna say it allowed iicanticant

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

Everyday,,every single day my mental health gets worse and worse and worse.. and iddontevenknowif anyone cares about mmeor if they are just being nice,, I feel like I don't have anything anymore or the things I do have will be taken away from me in due time,, my fears of everyone leaving me seem to

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

Imgonnabealoneforever,,imutterlyunlikeable,, I try my best at life,, but got got beat up to the point where I feel defeated and like I cant get up anymore,,imssorry I failed everyone,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

Imworthless,,imapaintoeveryone,,even with depression meds,,I still feel hopeless and alone,,ihatemyself

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

Eberydayikeepthinkongishouldbegone,, imssorry forbeingabjrden

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

I'm convinced Icant be happy anymore,, too much damage from 2025,,tobehonst ,, everything something happens were ifeeel slightly better sometime else happens where I feel so so much worse,, I'm constantly strugglingif I even want to be alive,,to be here,,andtobe brutally honest,, im running out of-

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

Whycantibehappyi canttakethisanymore,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

Wwhydoikeeptryingatthispointifeelialreadyfailed

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

Ihatemyselfsomuchihatemyliferightnow,,idontknowificanbehelped

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

Therapytoday,,ireallyhopeitgoeswell

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Icantdoanythingright,,ihatebeinginconstantpanicattacksihatethissomuch,,icanttakemuchmore

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

Please,, please let the new therapist begood,,icanttakemorepain,,imnotstrongenoughtohandleitbymyselfanymore,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

Being honest ,,would anyone care if I was gone tomorrow,,itsbecomingharderandhardertoconvincemyselfthatanyonewould,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

I'm just a waste of space for everyone,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

No matter what I do ,,I still don't feel happy anymore,, felt like I lost my personality, my ability to do anything,, and all I can do is ask for help,,I truly have never felt this much sadness in my life. But sleep is impossible, I haven't really been eating and I have no real support professional-

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

The feelings of feeling unwanted and unlovable are very high now,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

Itsgettingharderandhardertokeepgoing I keep saying it will be etter at christmasorwhen I see my new therapist,,butimgonnabehonedt..idontknowifican make it,,sadnessisgetting tobetopmuchandifeellikecryingoutforhelpbutijustfeellikeaburdenehocant doanythingihatemyselfsomuch

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

This holiday season is gonna be rough for me,,shocker I know. I really wish I was ok but admittedly I keep getting overwhelmed by depression and a lot of it.. I don't feel ok and admittedly I don't know if i ever will at this point.. the feeling of utter hopelessness is growing every day,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

January please come sooner,,I need a therapist badly,, mental health is getting worse

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

Ireally hatemyself tonight,,

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

I feel like I can't calm down,,it hurts

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Lucy @rosegard.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

I genuinely hate that my new therapy appointment is so far away from now,,im struggling badly,, it legitimately feels like my depression gets worse everyday

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