peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 01/09/2026i just didn't think my life could get worse but it did. get me out of here 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 01/09/2026my main notes: - draw ideas for merch over time and not 3 weeks before the event - always test assemble table setup right before the event. doing it day-of causes so many issues - produce enough for 2 events if you have the money - make your merch visible!! hook setups for charms!!! 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 01/09/2026On another note I think my con prep is going significantly more smooth since the last times 😭 i got a good grip on planning now. i just need to draw faster <- my main issue 110
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 13/08/2026get me out of here this sucks. parents would rather have a dead child than a mentally ill one 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 13/08/2026country so fucked in terms of mentally ill awareness that people are rejoicing that a kid died instead of him potentially becoming a school shooter 101
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 10/08/2026My parents included. they had to learn how to be woke and then unlearned it after the pandemicGENUINELY HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN 020
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 10/08/2026philippine facebook singlehandedly made some of my relatives un-woke and they're homophobic now How does this even happen dawg 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 10/08/2026there's just some fucking bullshit i heard about very recently because i've been off the internet that PISSED ME OFF and i'm just like. we are losing the plot guys i thought it was a good thing vocaloid isn't the weird niche it was anymore...? 020
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 10/08/2026The opposite is true where "normies"(idk what else word to use sorry) see creations and the culture around vocaloid and think it's disgusting and/or weird simply because it's Foreign and Dissonant or Creepy or whatever. come on man 120
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 10/08/2026continued here because i don't want to sound like a prude but people treating vocaloid like it's a sacred culture and cannot be tainted with Western Influence because it's Japanese Internet is a weirdly common phenomenon i've seen as of recent (whether intentional or not) 140
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 22/07/2026truly i am lucky to be surrounded by other queer people and have accepting family members (on that aspect at least) but the amount of times i get looks for just having Short Hair as a 'Woman' is crazy 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 22/07/2026everytime i accidentally open my facebook feed i remember most people in the country is massively homophobic 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 20/07/2026i absolutely love spicy jollibee chicken but it puts a fucking hole in my 500 weekly food budget 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 20/07/2026Bro what do you mean a full mcdonalds meal is the same price as getting siomai rice meal from the karinderya. This shit is so ass. I've been boycotting this place for fucking years but ang hirap ipagkasya yung baon ko 💀 110
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 20/07/2026you know the economy is fucked when it's cheaper to get mcdonalds than it is to get jollibee. 110
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 17/07/2026unfortunately running away needs more resources and time than i thought 010
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 17/07/2026i genuinely don't know what else to do with my life i think it's extremely cooked 110
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 13/07/2026i would post about my life a bit more on here (as this account is mean to do) but it's either me being a homosexual or whining about random bullshit)(#*#(*# I HAVEN'T RLLY BEEN WATCHING/READING ANYTHING LATELY!!! 010
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 13/07/2026i have so many thoughts about media but i get embarrassed. i am, admittedly, a little stupid 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 07/07/2026i rarely get hit with dysphoria blues but i turn into sludge everytime i do. I am literally just a little guyyy i'm just a little fucking guyyyy 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 07/07/2026I'M ALREADY KIND OF WIDE (putting on a lot of weight recently :'D) 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 07/07/2026as much as i'd want to go on T i think i'd just look kinda funny being like a hairy ass short dude. i guess i'm fine with being a twink /hj 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 28/06/2026i want to make things but i genuinely feel like a lion at a circus being whipped to do tricks 020
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 28/06/2026learning anything new nowadays isn't even an issue of being bad at the thing you're learning. it's getting over yourself and prevent it from feeling like a humiliation ritual 130
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 28/06/2026on another note: does anyone know how to get rid of ants. waking up with a billion bites everyday is really annoying 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 28/06/2026i want to love more earnestly. i want to enjoy things like it's my first time to see the most beautiful thing in the world. i want to eat food and realize how good it really tastes. but right now i think just acknowledging there's difficulty in doing so is enough... 010
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 28/06/2026my life is genuinely a trainwreck after trainwreck but at least i'm really good at parkour 110
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 09/06/2026how do i get over the dissonance between " i want my works to impact people" and "I'm so fucking scared if more than 2 people look at me" 020
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 08/06/2026somehow you're telling me this work schedule is still unfeasible 010
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 29/05/2026like 80% of people i've met in uni have moms like this and it's baffling how common this is 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 29/05/2026that can be more attributed to being a product of. the economy. even 2+ breadwinners in the family barely make enough to make ends meet etc. but idk (spitballing) (idk 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 29/05/2026filipino mothers and having trophy children can be completely removed in this pseudowhitemom thing i'm talking about though. a lot of filipino parents treat their children more like achievements or money-makers rather than. human beings 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 29/05/2026I. seriously have no idea how else to explain this but i have 93840938453 other friends who have moms like this. and it's not even those in middle class. i've met people who are on the poverty line who have moms who act like this while drowning in debt 010
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 29/05/2026i mean filipino moms who are obsessed with showing off in a very capitalistic manner (through purchase of luxury brands/constant vacation trips/for some reason being into pyramid schemes is common) and having trophy children and the anxiety that they have in their children expressing individuality 210
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 29/05/2026pseudo-white mom filipinos is a phenomenon that has to be studied. has someone studied this. because i'm actually going to explode 110
Reposted by peppyChew ☁️噛む @chewchewer.com · 27/05/2026I have been impersonated for 2 years and the person impersonating me did bad things using my name, please be careful/wary of these people online as they can pretend to be other creators too! 130979
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026we live in the same house so she's definitely going to force me to go whether i want to or not. my plan is just to ask about terms of confidentiality -> if there's anything going to be brought up to my parents then i'll be a big fat liar and say everything is normal 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026and honestly: am i crazy for being automatically distrusting of this? i've been put up for psych treatment from my parents before and it didn't end well (ended up using my concerns against me and tried to control me further) i don't need support. i need independence 🥲 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026further complaints: she's been the one actively against anything about mental health until some recent developments like, yes, sure, i'm happy she's more open to it now, but you can tell she has some ulterior motives that i don't trust at all. is. there a way to cancel this arrangement somehow??? 200
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026oh hey also: my mom signed me up for a psych eval without telling me. and she doesn't seem to understand why i'm so upset about it i am 21 years old??? i can do that by myself???? 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026i haven't been able to sleep with my legs straightened out because i've had to put some of my friends' birthday gifts to me on the edge of my bed. i felt bad for kicking them off when i wake up sometimes but i really have no other choice. 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026we also have a pest infestation (roaches/ants/dust mites) and the hoarder doesn't want to admit there's a pest problem because that has to be addressing the 3948032942 things in the living room where the pests live 100
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026i have no interest selling my official prsk merch because those have true sentimental value to me (most of them i asked for as rewards for doing good at school) so it's like... if i get to a point where i have to sell those too, i know it's cooked 000
peppy @roachudon.bsky.social · 26/05/2026two family members don't even live here anymore and somehow the stuff has Quadrupled since then. i don't know. i don't think i'll ever get out of here because of financial troubles as well. i think it's cooked 100
