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💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 18h

three prints cost me 100 bomboclat euro i'm flummoxed

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 23h

i know it's uni praxis to thank your supv & committee but they aren't seeing a word from me lol actually i'll give them a copy without the acknowledgements section

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 23h

i thought i wouldnt have felt a thing while writing the acknowledgements but im here writing them with a knot in my throat and my eyes teary. there is no way i'm reading them aloud in front of everyone

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

also an insanely big rei song that i've been listening to nonstop for nearly a year now and only found thanks to tt....though in this case Moore is a more popular artist i had already heard of but just never gave a chance to. i love how he makes the guitar weep open.spotify.com/track/0DnGfA...

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Still Got The Blues

Gary Moore · Still Got The Blues · Song · 1990

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

songs especially....so many beautiful songs i've never heard on the radio or online or anywhere else because, fairly, every radio is tied to the local scene and doesn't stream intl tracks unless they acquired worldwide fame. how else would i have discovered some pieces without tt? i'm distressed

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

tiktok is so frustrating because it's bad for my cortisol But it's how i find most art "organically". it can be an overwhelming nightmare but it can also be a continuous stream of inspiration and poetry and stunning visuals. most of the songs i associate with rk were found only thanks to tt

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gie @shigiek.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

(encore!) reikao week 2026 day 4: photoshoot

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💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

brown is such a sensual and arousing color i want all of my wardrobe to be brown

because we love you?! L word from kaoru towards a masculine being ? ? ! ! life isbeautiful...

monsters should be made human, and humans should be made monstrous! ♥️

e.g. there are AUs where rei is "evil" in the sense that he's a non-human (demon/vampire/etc) who knows about human morality but still acts with no regard for it with a smile on his face... booooring. it's more interesting when he's either clueless about human ethics or is at war with himself

i love situations where everyone suffers and nobody is happy and both are victims and the characters are morally grey and human and bad rather than "evil"

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perhaps my only AU where rei doesn't top since he's traumatized the other enough. i don't think anything could go down between them after that...maybe only non-penetrative but everything depends on kao. i need to read about a victim's response in such cases. rei is banned from topping i fear

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i need problematic rk media more than i need air. but whenever i sit down to write them, they end up kissing and holding hands and telling each other i love you light of my life. target audience is only me and myself anyway. i love toxicity but i love happiness so much more

i'll forever believe that rei's kfc card is unironically one of the best 3* he's ever had. look at the proportions. look how SNATCHED and sleek and tall he seems in the kfc one compared to the standard bulkiness of the average 3*. form is absolutely nasty. genuinely one of his best looks

fanarts of all kinds where kaoru kisses rei on the cheek and rei looks so shy are my favorite thing ever oh lord so dear. oh so little. oh how lovely

imma present only the good parts and hope the committee doesnt skim through the pages and ask me questions #copium

that's what i thought too because how are you letting me write all sorts of bs when You are the one who is gonna lose face before the other professors since you were supposed to see me through😭 whatvwer makes them happy........

nothing went right today dear god

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just contacted them to ask who the co-supv. is because after 5 months i still don't know and i need their name on the frontispiece and my supv. said that they don't know either. okay then who is supposed to know. MAN

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'tis one of those things you can't run away from even if you wanted to so there's genuinely no reason to stress any further. it's done. i can't do anything more. the date of my beheading has been decided, and now i'm only meant to take pleasure in my final meals

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my supv. was supposed to check my work for plagiarism but it only took them 2 hours to approve it on the site so it's fair to assume they didn't even read it...i fear that i've disappointed them so much they gave up on me after chapter 1. but what can you do about it, it's not like i'm happy either

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i feel so embarrassed at the thought of having to defend it before the committee alongside my peers who've researched more serious and smaller topics that allowed them to go in-detail. my topic is too broad but i received no correction nor guidance from my supervisor so there's nothing i can do

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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i keep rereading my thesis which i have to print in two days and i sincerely believe it to be so amateurish & incoherent i can only laugh. i know that out of those 85 pages only 25 stay on topic, while the rest are just there to fill empty space. i try to reassure myself by saying it's only a BA

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I am sure the poipiku reikaos miss you... for now i hope this offers even a modicum of consolation

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this shall suffice...this shall make me forget about my pains, even if only for a moment. thank you my kind wholesome companion....💜💛

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

heart wrenching downside of deactivating twt accounts: i cannot access the poipiku profiles tied to those accounts

LEVI @levi-enstar.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

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레이카오 뉴 사복 진짜 커플룩 같아

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pppha2.bsky.social @pppha2.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

オレンジチークもピンクチークもどっちもすきだけど、彩度高いともっとすき。

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💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

you should invest in earplugs, i used them all the time when my parents' snoring got serious. i hope you'll sleep more tonight 😚

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

as all things :) [sorry i went to sleep]

💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

its cute that we're earthlings

by the way i just realized that youre replying to me from your whimsymaxxing happiness joyful account? im having you reply to nonsense with your untarnished side

this "you've got only one shot at consciousness" is pretty despairing though hmhm there's no good enough words to comfort me!. i wish i were conscious all the time! i like being self-aware! it's great to know that you exist, and feel, taste, breathe and touch...i love caressing reinui's soft mane

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every person needs a handful of spirituality to stay sane. its beautiful that we've always existed. your energy is always there, sparse, as you said, propagating throughout cosmic matter :) we're already dead also, the future is a present. "we're the universe experiencing itself" comforting in a way

idk what to make of death at all (i cant make anything of it) the only thing that i suppose comes closest to it is pre-birth. your coming into existence. i wasnt conscious before stepping into life and that didnt/couldnt change anything to me. that is how we'll go too. nothing more and nothing less

youre talking to someone who used to take 3 out of 10 at physics in hs pleasw dont think i know what im talking abour

i ponder ponders (the usual life & death bs and the significance of both when there's no meaning to either and the conservation of energy and quantum immortality, the fourth dimension, our being severely limited by the natural senses, everything in general frightens me. that friend who's too scared)

exactly thats exactly how you speak......just like the person sitting next to you

maybe you slipped into professional mode....sensei joy

exactly sis im gonna look One more time and if i dont find anything youre getting the newsprint sickly white envelope of sorrow and depression