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whimsy and happiness journal ... JAPAN!!!!!🌻 art credits @hoiyuur & @kuroiwagf on twitter

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LEVI @levi-enstar.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
레이카오 뉴 사복 진짜 커플룩 같아
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松瀨 @matsusehikaru.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Day 3. Past/Future 三角関係 #ReikaoWeek2026
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겜이지옥 @morgeta.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
#乙狩アドニス誕生祭2026 #乙狩アドニス誕生祭 🎉 ~아도니스의 생일을 찾아서~
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beefdip @picture-d.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
happy birthday!✨
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💿 @rkignition.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
rei my little fluffy son never change....always stay fluffy. my little fluff.
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
been horrible since i came back so i relapsed into esrptwt BUT this is a point of light for i looked back at my favorite memories and i miss crossroad so bad. pours glass of water who up missing crossroad like a mfer... this was my favorite event ever ever i had so much fun pretending to be rei then
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
I am hkme. Say hello to beeble
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Smushed into my seat. All will be well. Goodbye everynyan😋😋 see you on the other side!!
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
I squeaked tf by by taking up ten minutes at the register to reorganize my luggage. Everything is 23kg. I win 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 had to put a few things in my carryon...
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Packed up my life... heading to the airport in about an hour. 😭😭😭😭 I need to pray everything is under 69kg ($300)... under 72kg is passable ($400)... I should definitely be under 76kg but if not I guess I die ($500 charge at the airport.)😭😭😭😭
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
I don't know if I can sleep there is so much weighing on my heart but it's time to go. I have to be someone real again I have to live out reality instead of dreams I have to become someone accountable responsible and strive for the future it's all culminating to... I know I know. Time passes always
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
My very last day in Japan 🥹 I had a beautiful day in Yokohama with my circle friend. We went to Yokohama's Chinatown and had some yummy dim sum (so much better than Nagasaki Chinatown I'm never going there again. LOL) and then got our oshi's names written in hanamoji 🥹 (flower style characters)
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
Rei posting blurry ass pictures with kaoru after the performance eokay
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
It really was fun. Everything was fun. I'm going to be emotional for the next few days apologies in advance The crowd was huge but I guess that's to be expected for Tokyo. But the city was less themed after enstars unlike kitakyushu which had billboards and adverts everywhere for it haha
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
I feel really emotional in this sukiyaki restaurant I don't want to go home 😭 I'm so sad I don't want to eat anything either so it's really awkward because I'm with an oomf and their family 😭
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
So sleepy I dozed off on the train and started daydreaming about rei sitting next to me in my half awake state because i kept brushing my elbow by accident with the random salaryman next to me. I guess love is in everything with those with enough sleepiness to dream it
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
I made it to superbloom cafe with my friend... stupid expensive but surprisingly actually really really tasty. The pasta salad was so tasty I debated getting a second one but the price deterred me 😭
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
They took my doujin wow... it's seriously a humiliation ritual though. They were flipping through what I bought. I'm sorry 😅😅😅😅
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
the bkub plushes cannot possibly be this cute. i have to refrain and just get rei and ritsu. i have to.. .i know this but when i look at them allmy heart yearns .. but i dont need anymore plushes. i have too many plushes. and yet....
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
Bye bye..... thank you for being home for four and a half months... 🥹 The day I moved in and now the day I'm moving out....
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
Who up at 12am crunching on raw celery staring at the mess of things jumbled all around you that must be shoved into suitcases. Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am not sleeping tonight... I'm going to miss you so bad lovely dorm room with everything I've accumulated of happiness
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It took 4 hours of wandering around the city aimlessly but I DID IT finally. 30k steps in a day.... I would like to thank my anxiety for making this possible (cannot be bored on walk when you are busy THINKING!!😋😋😋)
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
the moment i stepped out of ikebukuro station into the night i got so emotional. familiar scenery, lights and buildings i know and love... even though it was as if i was running for my life with my skidding luggage every which way lol. i also forgot it could go below 85 degrees. the south is so hot
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
Rei freaking sakuma looked at me and nodded at me.
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
10:30pm now... it was really good. I had a lot of fun 🥹🥹 my first ever real live... wow. It was the first time I heard the ryst x undead song and the ex valk song since they're stage exclusives 🥹 I'm soooo excited for the blackout ballroom performance in Tokyo but for now this one was sososo good 🥹
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
JUN AND EICHI AND TORI ENSEMBLE STARS WINKED AT ME(wataru had his back turned and also mama BUT THRY WERE ALL DIRECTLY IN FTONF OF ME aisle seat and they walked through the aisles. Shu and Mika also came by and shu regarded everyone haughtily with chin upturned mika smiling and waving I LOVE YOU
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
20000 steps everyday... my legs hurt all the time now but I will mourn this too soon. Anyway tomorrow is enstage I'm scared but excited I was revived again with joy for ensemble stars. And playing with a rotary phone and sending Morse code for an hour. And kaochan at the sea
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
The name reminds me of oomf....
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
I'm going to miss my circle oomfs when I leave... 🥹 I'm going to miss walking down the streets at night and seeing live indie performances😭 I'm going to miss being able to walk anywhere at all because Ohio has nothing😭 I'm going to miss the cute cafes and beautiful sceneries and my dorm room
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
If I could cook for all my oomfs I would. It wouldn't taste very good but it'd be made with care and also a lot of vegetables because I love you. Everyone get your fiber now 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Only in Japan do I think "oh thank goodness it's only 90 degrees (32c)"
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Being a solo traveler is interesting... I have lots of fun sure but I also can't shake the Emptiness. But also ,I have been haunted by that for a very long time, so it may also not be an inherent feature of solo traveling
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
Nagasaki is fun I wish I could be here longer... but I'll try my best to fit in all the spots I'd like to visit. Didn't get to the atomic bonb museum today but I did see the 26 martyrs and the Japanese war crimes museum 🫡 (& history and culture museum) and some beautiful views across the city
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
Maybe it's just small local business stuff but I just got a free donut?!!?? Thank you... so many people here so nice 🥹 I got free tea last night too from the konbini? I feel bad because I can't even be a regular at these businesses when I'm a tourist.. 🥹
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
I made it safely to Nagasaki.... !!!!
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
Today I experienced guerilla rainstorms on the way to ueno to see the summer matsuri and it reminded me so much of rainy seasons blossoms... 🥹 the lotus fields were really pretty and the tinkling of the wind chimes were so clear and lowkey deafening with how wildly the wind was blowing haha
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
Finally getting around to looking more closely at the doujin I've amassed in my time here and I am swayed by pretty art far too often some of these stories are definitely not up my alley 😭
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
why would you put destruction road on there😭 beautiful undead lineup until they put that song in there (unfortunately its my least favorite but ive met people here that surprisingly have it as their favorite undead song)
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
I pass by this little cafe every time I go to ikebukuro (so probably 50 times) but today I finally went in and got a melon oolong tea with a canele!! But then the girl who runs the cafe (who I also pass every time) asked me if I liked pudding and all of a sudden I have a pudding. Does she want me?!
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
I got this one for predictable reasons and I can make the password 112. Heh. Now I'm on the train home and the guy next to me keeps coughing though. I know I'm on one hour of sleep today but I need my immune system to be kind to my fate okay
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
im about to go to the city to get another suitcase to start packing up my stuff but its hot as balls (35c) so i just opened up the rei tea time perfume and my god its ridiculously floral sweet. i likely just have a weak nose or im bad at doing perfume but is one spritz supposed to be this strong!!
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
I had a fire parfait today at 3pm but it had a little bit of coffee in it and unfortunately that means it's now 3am and I cannot sleep at all for my 8am class. You reap what you sow...........
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🍑 @17momo.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
にまかんのデコ出しオフショットが見たい
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
time is passing tooooo quickly... 3 weeks left... not enough time for everything i want to do and everything i want to fit into this world before the dreaming ends😭😭😭😭😭😭 real life has been knocking on my door lately like crazy because for some reason i want to take 20 credits next semester. why joy!
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
Happy birthday koga!!!! Undead party 😋🎈
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
just laughed out loud at the superbloom menu. youre going to charge me 1400yen for... three pieces of cake about the circumference of my thumb....?okay.. (and rei isnt even available as a coaster so Whats the Point)
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Just went through a blood sacrifice (getting bitten six times by a mosquito) to visit a home bakery hidden behind a cute garden for homemade caneles
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
reikao oomf crossover❤️🎈 may it be further proof I am a normal and well adjusted human person 😊
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
nevermind we are meeting in 4 hours. hell yes more oomfs
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𐂂 @still-flame.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
would *** even want to meet up with me...... i dont know... i sent a message but i dont know if they saw it and dont want to meet up with me or if they just didnt see it because twitter is evil about dm notifications these days 😭
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