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Jen Bendery @jbendery.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

also by popular request, a tutorial on how i do gem hair!! (1/3)

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

last night my SIL called me a psychopath because i eat pickled ginger and she's probably right, and the fact that i eat raw cranberries isn't helping my case

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

me eating horseradish infused cheddar on crackers and pickled ginger: i think i might be evil

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

right now i feel like it would actually be easier for me to apply for citizenship in another country than it is to change my residency from california to new york so i can get health insurance here and not die from stopping my meds when i run out in a month

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

i love US healthcare, i love that i'm at risk of a kidney infection when i already have damaged kidneys and can't get either treated because i don't have state specific insurance yet and won't until february!

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

pretty sure i have a UTI again but i can't go get it tested and treated because I'm out of state and i can't afford whatever the costs are gonna be to have that done

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 28/12/2024

I've just gotten my third kidney stone in one week

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

i know she can't help it but I'm so tired and overwhelmed. there's only so much time i can handle being around dogs before it starts stressing me out and I'm well beyond that point

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

i try to take her out every few hours but it still happens and nobody else bothers to do it when they're home. her breath is so bad that i can smell it from several feet away and she rubs her butt on the floors bc of an anal gland issue. i hate being licked by dogs too

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

living with someone who owns a dog when you don't like dogs and then being forced to dogsit bc you're the only one home is the worst. i'm tired of her following me everywhere and barking at me because she can't jump up to get in my bed and pissing on the carpets bc she isn't potty pad trained

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

"things will get better" buddy at this rate I'm gonna be on dialysis in 5 years I'm ready to die

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

oh, so apparently while i have stage 1 kidney disease, i also have severe kidney stone disease bc i'm passing ones monthly and normally people only pass another within 5-10 years of the first. that's cool

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

if you're wondering why she has them, we're traveling cross country & headed up north and had to keep all the tarantulas in a car that we're towing behind the truck, so we needed something to help keep them warm during the drive

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

have you ever seen a tarantula use hand warmers? well now you have :)

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 06/12/2024

i think I'm passing another kidney stone. the pain hasn't been as bad as the last 3 but between the general nausea it causes and the side effect of a medication i take to help them pass sooner, i threw up a half hour ago

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

being held isn't enough, i need to be in someone's ribcage

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

lowkey reminds me of being in a psych ward, so empty but not even with the stimulation of mandatory activities and constant in-person interactions

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

i'm also really struggling with anxiety bc we should've been out of here several days ago and being stuck in an empty house for so long with almost nothing to do bc all my stuff is packed and my phone having problems making it frequently unusable is really hard mentally

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maia arson crimew 🏴 @crimew.gay · 23/11/2024

free palestine.

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

I'm not in between genders and neither is my transition, and i wish allies would take the identities of non-binary people just as seriously as they do the identities of trans men & trans women

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

i've tried to explore the idea of being a man but every time i do i circle right back to feeling out of place and uncomfortable just like when i try to explore the idea of being a woman. I've tried exploring being a GNC man or a GNC woman too and i just end up in the same spot again

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

i have always been uncomfortable with being called a man by other people and being forced to choose between man or woman when there's no non-binary or gender neutral option for something

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

like she's been the most actively affirming person around me so it was completely unexpected to be told that she essentially thinks this is just a phase for me. it's frustrating that people still see non-binary as this transitional phase to man/woman

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

i just started thinking back to when someone very near and dear to me said she thought i wouldn't identify as non-binary forever and eventually come out as a trans man and it really hurt to hear her tell me that

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 20/11/2024

rey and grey give me so much cuteness aggression, i want to squeeze them like a stressball #stardewfarmer #gay #reyphorianart

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 11/11/2024

I'm also in a lot of pain again tonight and I'm so exhausted. i just wanna sleep

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 11/11/2024

I'm only at stage 1 right now but it's still lovely to find that out while in the ER for a third kidney stone in 4 months

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 11/11/2024

i found out i have kidney disease, so that's cool

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 07/11/2024

I'm manifesting all of my period cramps into every member of the current and future administration, everyone who voted for trump, everyone who voted against min wage raise & banning prison slavery, and everyone who voted for making theft into a felony offense

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

I'm close to a breakdown over the idea of having to drive through so many red states next week. I'm scared of being harassed or assaulted even if i have a family member always with me

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

i fought so hard to overcome severe agoraphobia, and tonight i'm feeling all of that coming undone. i'm scared of being alone in public again. i don't feel safe. it doesn't matter if the results are fraudulent or not, there IS going to be more violence towards trans people now

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S @churrch.bsky.social · 22/10/2024

On my bed. Straight up "drawing it" and by "it" haha well. Let's just say. Absolutely nothing

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Skai is a Wahderg @ ASC? @apfelskai.art · 04/11/2024

This is your reminder Tag everything. Suggestive is not SFW. Bsky is not Twitter. Hashtags work (and are great for getting things on different feeds). Content warnings keep things safe for browsing "in public". Blocks and mutes work. You only benefit your audience.

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 05/11/2024

another update, you can tell she got her ass chewed out

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 05/11/2024

update: apparently i'm being a huge unreasonable asshole to the point that I'll be excluded from the family photos completely if i don't comply

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 04/11/2024

i also said i genuinely don't understand how my hair color would make their wedding photos not "look nice" and my brother got mad at me and said "it's always about you"

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 04/11/2024

i tried explaining that the reason I'm not comfortable with it is bc my hair is a v big deal when it comes to how i express my gender so it feels really hurtful to be told that my gender expression has to change bc it doesn't fit their "aesthetic"

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aurey ☽☾ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🇵🇸 @reyphorian.bsky.social · 04/11/2024

is it unreasonable to say that I'm not comfortable with dyeing my hair just for someone's wedding? it's not like my hair even stands out that much, it's a very faded pink and with my roots being dark blonde & v grown out it actually mutes the color quite a bit

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