brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 01/05/2026i think my renna screaming at her ass (yawning sillystyle) banner pic is forever its so funny 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2026please for the love of god look at my girl my kittycat my darling. i need to draw her again. i need to draw her. 010 1
Reposted by brendan eliasbeca @beksting.bsky.social · 14/04/2026rommath is such a bitch #rombric 46721 67
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/03/2026really like my priest actually. shes my first lvl 90 and i simply think shes very cute. xalabubu 4 ever 120 2
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/03/2026midnight is really just the greater silvermoon polycule expansion 000 0
Reposted by brendan elias🕯️Koeji 🐇( ˙Ⱉ˙ ) @scree.gay · 02/08/2025I do not buy into the psyop trying to bill Y’shtola as a motherly figure, that girl would leave me dead in a ditch for one cornchip and I respect that deeply 4279139 279
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025THOUGH. she is taking a while to grab on to the moss pole. overall: yayyy yippee hooray 😇 😊 010 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025i like the look of the huge beautiful deliciosas but theyre also kind of hard to keep compact so i think ill just… hope i my thai con is willing to work with me and let my mom figure out a space situation for hers. i do have an adansonii on a moss pole im really excited about 120 2
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025THANKFULLY i only have two crawlers but one of them is pretty big already and the other is outgrowing her container. but what can you do… im not too big on monsteras but my mom has a few and i check up on them since im usually watering a bunch at once so i might as well 120 2
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025more plantposting. just for me. hoyas are literally so chill. i love them. i dont really vibe w crawling philodendron and it makes me feel a bit bad but im kind of just caring for my two crawling ones out of obligation and idk what to do with them. sigh 110 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025additional pets and Stuff I Like to Care For guide bsky.app/profile/reap... 010 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025i think hoyas are really neat and though im not getting more plants at the moment (unless i find a hoya bella) im really looking forward to growing my collection of hoyas. im really happy with my philodendrons so far, and my schedule with watering is also super chill 020 2
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025my clarinervium x pedatoradiatum is probably my favorite anthurium! mine has just consistently grown well for me so far! my current biggest wishlist plant is a hoya bella- kind of simple, but it has a special place in my heart because my grandma had one :) 020 2
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025fyrakk is a sunny stick insect, besides him i have a bunch of isopods. my plants are mostly philodendrons and anthuriums, but i keep a handful of other ones too 210 2
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 01/07/2025octavian btw :3 you may chew on him or throw him at the wall if you wish. he will either squeak, shatter like glass, or explode violently 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 01/07/2025i feel like im being a bit annoying with my constant tablet posting but like look at this beast. i love her. i feel so fancy using it even though my current setup makes my back hurt 110 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025i just have to survive snd get ny shit together a bit more and have medicine that works and the energy to get up and do stuff and. dies 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025ive also really started enjoying anthuriums which is a bit dangerous. my room at my apartment is going to be the designated cat free space and everything i already have in there? out. except my bed maybe. plant zone now. then maybe something cat safe for the rest of the apartment… 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025also kind if my dean mcdowell but thats more of a space issue. if my other crawling philodendron actually gets rid of the thrips infection im battling with i might give her away too. unless my mom gets a greenhouse and i can just give them to her.. as a gift. yes. 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025i may lack enthusiasm for my pink princess philodendron but the only plant in my collection im genuinely considering to give away is my birkin. i just dont really vibe with her. 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025i need to do art again but meanwhile look at my red anderson vs my pink princess… i really do see why people like the ppp like pink variegation is fun but the contrast the red anderson has… 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025ill probably be starting on straterra soonish bc elvanse kinda just stopped helping, hopefully itll work :) 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 11/06/2025im usually pretty careful with my money despite being in a really fortunate situation because like. the constant anxiety of “what if something happens” stops me from spending excessively. maybe im just in a mindset of “everything already sucks. might as well” and that has made me less Like That. hmm 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 11/06/2025i dont pick favorites among my children but my favorites are definitely my white princess, snowdrift, and unexpectedly my anthurium. its also not like i /dislike/ any of these. except my birkin idk why but i just dont really vibe with her like shes PERFECTLY fine but im just a bit like. :/ 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 11/06/2025here’s my upstairs setup :) my alocasia amazonica gave me a fuckton of corms recently as well, which im hoping will propagate. not that i have space for them all but maybe i can give them away… theres a few more plants i kind of regret getting and im considering to give away but idk 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 11/06/2025second pic is mostly stuff im quarantining to the best of my ability as some of them have had a variety of pests and are being Observed post treatment… the huge philo mcdowell is getting a new pot soon. also getting a ton of other new stuff soon bc i have nothing better to do 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 11/06/2025depression is still kicking my ass and doing my usual stuff is difficult but i think im succeeding pretty well in the plant and cat department 100 1
Reposted by brendan eliasWicksandWheat @wicksandwheat.bsky.social · 26/04/2025Pin-Up Commission for my dear friend @tural.bsky.social - Real "wow I can't believe I'm being paid to draw this" moment for me honestly #wickcomms #wickffxivart 442944676 2.9K
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025this has set me back so far like i still cling onto my mindset of I Want To Live and Be Happy and Do Things but like fuckkk man. jesus fucking christ 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025i told him to leave me alone. and he (50+. by the way) went on to literally go “wahh wahh wahh all about me you can ONLY talk about yourself” after i said my problems with him was how he treats the people around me 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025i called him a piece of shit. i called him an asshole. i yelled at him. i did that. but how can he say that stuff to someone who is literally in tears on the floor (my knees still hurt) and Not Having A Good Time. instead of maybe leaving me alone 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025“your mom only does stuff for you because she’s afraid you’ll get mad” “youre always rude to others, youre the most unpleasant person here. WHY are you even here” this is going to be stuck with me forever. thanks a lot 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025and specifically when it comes to cleaning up. yes i leave stuff sometimes hut its always either 1) in the sink when the dishwasher is full or clean and i have stuff to do, or 2) a pot thats too hot for me to move. so im leaving it to cool down 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025the problem is that hes talking to me LMAO. no. its how he talks its his inability to say please and show basic respect and decency. its his inability to even try to understand that other people dont think or function the same as him 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025the worst thing about it sll is that i can see why my stepdad would think im immature all the times hes brought me to a meltdown its been because he told me to clean up after myself. being asked to clean up after myself is not the problem 100 1
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025yes im better than before i started antidepressants. but right now? the past couple of days? knifes edge. about to fall into an endless abyss. about to start crying at a moments notice but completely indifferent at the same time 000 0
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025i feel like things are gonna get worse again and i dont know what to do about it 100 1