brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 01/05/2026i think my renna screaming at her ass (yawning sillystyle) banner pic is forever its so funny 000
Reposted by brendan eliasbeca @beksting.bsky.social · 14/04/2026rommath is such a bitch #rombric 46722
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/03/2026really like my priest actually. shes my first lvl 90 and i simply think shes very cute. xalabubu 4 ever 120
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/03/2026midnight is really just the greater silvermoon polycule expansion 000
Reposted by brendan elias🕯️Koeji 🐇( ˙Ⱉ˙ ) @scree.gay · 02/08/2025I do not buy into the psyop trying to bill Y’shtola as a motherly figure, that girl would leave me dead in a ditch for one cornchip and I respect that deeply 4279139
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025more plantposting. just for me. hoyas are literally so chill. i love them. i dont really vibe w crawling philodendron and it makes me feel a bit bad but im kind of just caring for my two crawling ones out of obligation and idk what to do with them. sigh 110
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025fyrakk is a sunny stick insect, besides him i have a bunch of isopods. my plants are mostly philodendrons and anthuriums, but i keep a handful of other ones too 210
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 01/07/2025i feel like im being a bit annoying with my constant tablet posting but like look at this beast. i love her. i feel so fancy using it even though my current setup makes my back hurt 110
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025ive also really started enjoying anthuriums which is a bit dangerous. my room at my apartment is going to be the designated cat free space and everything i already have in there? out. except my bed maybe. plant zone now. then maybe something cat safe for the rest of the apartment… 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025i need to do art again but meanwhile look at my red anderson vs my pink princess… i really do see why people like the ppp like pink variegation is fun but the contrast the red anderson has… 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/06/2025ill probably be starting on straterra soonish bc elvanse kinda just stopped helping, hopefully itll work :) 000
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 11/06/2025im usually pretty careful with my money despite being in a really fortunate situation because like. the constant anxiety of “what if something happens” stops me from spending excessively. maybe im just in a mindset of “everything already sucks. might as well” and that has made me less Like That. hmm 000
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 11/06/2025depression is still kicking my ass and doing my usual stuff is difficult but i think im succeeding pretty well in the plant and cat department 100
Reposted by brendan eliasWicksandWheat @wicksandwheat.bsky.social · 26/04/2025Pin-Up Commission for my dear friend @tural.bsky.social - Real "wow I can't believe I'm being paid to draw this" moment for me honestly #wickcomms #wickffxivart 442942672
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025the worst thing about it sll is that i can see why my stepdad would think im immature all the times hes brought me to a meltdown its been because he told me to clean up after myself. being asked to clean up after myself is not the problem 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 27/04/2025i feel like things are gonna get worse again and i dont know what to do about it 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 16/04/2025ive always been too much of a coward to hurt myself beyond my fucking skin picking issue but holy fucking shit 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 16/04/2025sorry im just complaining on here i dont know if he ever checks tumblr but he does have one and i. ugh. 000
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 16/04/2025going from “i dont really care that we’ve broken up because our friendship matters the most” to just being afraid that i’ll lose him and that he doesn’t know just how much he means to me and what if something happens and AGHHHHHHHH. fuck me i cant stop thinking about the worst outcomes 000
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 15/04/2025ugh i should add a page for my ocs on my strawpage 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 14/04/2025i miss my EXXXX i want to talk to him more. i need to call him or set up a movie night or wow night or SOMETHING. i dont want to be pathetic but like pleasepleasepleaseple 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 20/03/2025also uhm my plant has been growing a new leaf. im very proud of her 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 18/03/2025i’ve gone on about how i’m doing generally on tumblr but like overall: antidepressants are helping me a lot but paired with the fact that even without them i’m constantly tired and now i’m dealing with both mental and physical exhaustion basically all the time which makes doing stuff hard 200
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 18/03/2025also a doodle of my sweet guy my darling the light of my life my sunshine my favoritest 100
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 18/03/2025not dead just dealing with things. wip. trust the process trust the process trust the pr 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫 020
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 13/12/2024my cats were so fucking small like what the fuck. renna is still weird looking but is mostly recognizable as a cat these days 020
brendan elias @reaplly.bsky.social · 03/12/2024just a chibi yshtola to eventually put on my laptop 110