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@realitybugs.bsky.social
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adult | vent/private side acct, if you follow and i dont know you i will block you

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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 15h
Or more but like thats selfish of me. im just tired of this life
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 15h
still hoping we get 50 like seriously manifestinggggggggggggggggg
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 15h
I know it wont fix my Immediate i need money issue but im already stressed avt the 400 we owe for our car later this month and I need like 50 more for gas rn (obviously we are putting in what we got still thank u shiva) but guhhh I WANT TO BE FREE OF BEGGING!!!!!!!!!
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 15h
J hate having adhd like im so serious someone pelase het back to me
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 15h
@ all jobs Hire Me Im Cute And Employable. im sick of begging for money for every damn thing
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 15h
can a job pleaseeeeeee get back to me
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 16h
I literally hate that a gas full up is like 70 dollars like Okay
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 20h
sick of saying but I hope we can at least get some gas money today we cant really doordash due to this. money keeps having to go elsewhere. we got plates and stuff yesterday and then instantly I had a surprise bill to pay and now we need gas. So bad. Manifesting i hope. some yumy would be nice too
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Well I guess i hope by some miracle j get money today but haha lol #Manifesting
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
cang even get 30 bucks bruh please someone hire me. i need 30 bucks right now but at least a job wil fix this issue in the future
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
amd through it all we have no food and negative fucking bank balance. how am I meant to want to be alive
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I dont know what to do anymore
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I have a psych appt in 2 hours and im dreading it so severely
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
nothing good ever happens to me its alwayd just bad and im expected to be able to just handle this and be fine and be mentally sound and not want to die im expected to just handle crisis after crisis
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I really am sick of this life something has to fucking change or I reay won't be able to stand it anymore
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I am so fucking hubgry right now but I probably wont eat bc we have literally nothing and also well. but ebt fills tomorrow at least. I cant ask for dinner money bc im alrsady asking for stupjdnother mkney and car is far more important than me eating objectively. one more day till ebt🙏
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
yayyy...
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
j am so talentless amd annoying I litrrally seriously amount to nothing. my life is meaningless. it woukd make exactly zero difference if iw as gone
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I wish i coulr just kill myself It feels like the only way to be happy is to be dead atp
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I want to die so bad. im so sick of begging i am so sick of being poor. im going to apy to jobs and its goinf to utterly destroy me and im going to he in constant unending severe pain but seriously what fucking choice do I have anymore
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
bsky being a far less used website getting almost 60 reposts in a day ans tumblr I got like 40 lmfao and my dono posts just die in a few days regardless. they literally kill you for being poor
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
im done posting on tumblr after this nobody gives a shit on that website anymore
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Im gonna bash my head into a wall
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
ok looked properly and more like almost 3 days but my hashtag okay remains
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
havent gotten anyrhing in almost 4 days now #okay
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
& sm1 wil help out 2day anyways. Thats all I got rn. ill tey opening comms soon but my art is ugly so I dont think they will really bear much. I hate being myself. ok relogging out of this account goobye
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
didnt even get allwe needed but I cant justify having it up for that long so its okay. still need our meds and now also need gas again but it'll be fine. theres genuinely nothing i can do. begging barely works and im talentless and jobless and ugly. So its just how it'll be. maybe we will get lucky
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
im logging out of this account so I dont use it anymore. i dont deserve a space like this. I will bottle it up because its what's best
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I long to be normal I long to not be poor I long to not suffer but it wont ever happen. I have to make peace with it. im a bad person and I deserve it all
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
the most fun part of being thjs bad is tht bc i am generally unwell nobody even gets alarmed anymore so i can bery easily just isolate myaelf everyone is already used to me in a crisis state ans therefore just assume normal of me
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I have a headache andnim well aware the cause #dontcare
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I need to isolate myself
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
pelase go away @ my hunger i am so serious
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
well all I can do right now is hope even though I strongly dont want to
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I really am doing bad
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
cant even doordash cant do anyrhing cant eat cant drive cant smoke cant get meds Nothing! nothing!
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
well I better get used to the feeling I ran out of methods to ignore it
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I ran out of mt cough drops ughhhhhhhh whatever
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
went for a walk and ts not even improving my mood I really am doomed. luckily I seem to be able to ignore my hunger while out so thats nice I guess
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I dont evem know why i bother hoping I get money bc I dont deserve it I deserve to die
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I deserve to be hungry and I deserve pain and I deserve every single bad thing that happened anf eill happen. I deserve it all. I hope i starve to death. i hope i get hit by a car. I dont want to try anymore
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
quite literally do not know why i bother
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I should die
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I will starve im supposed to anyways
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
and i dropped the last bit if the chips I had pulled out before I dropped the full container Okay sure whatever dude
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I want to die so bad literally not one fucking thing ever ever goes right for me im done im so seriously fucking done
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
god i sound like such a fucking loser I went to eat my chips bc its like allwe fucking have and I spilled the entire fucking container on the ground so I p8cked it up and then when it thre it away it ducking fell onto the floor again an then I dropped my phone and my controller and then almost trip
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I really hope we get smth today
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
guys its okay
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🔪🔪🔪 @realitybugs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I am kind kf reaching a scary threshold for what i can handle i have a full bottle of lamictal that I need to hide from myself I think
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