Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 05/10/2026extremely annoying to have restless energy and nowhere to canalize it in a proper focused way 010
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 05/10/2026btw do you ever go through a whole process to determine you might have adhd, then when you get it confirmed kind of casually mention it to your mother, only for her to be like "oh my therapist has been saying i might have adhd with some autism layered on top" ...mother. 130
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 04/10/2026who wants to make a movie with me. it doesn't have to be good to be better than the horrid thing i watched this afternoon. 010
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 04/10/2026God i wish I had the patience to learn a craft 020
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Listen. I do believe some people HAVE to be the universe's favourite. What do you mean your podcast wins an award and its showed on a huge billboard at the shopping center place you had your first date together 17 years ago almost on the dot. Like. COME ON. Leave some to the rest of us yknow. 010
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 01/10/2026God, i need to learn how to drive, which sucks when nobody is going to be able to drive anymore soon anyway because there's no gas anymore or whatever, but ugh. if i had a car and a licence i could drive thirty minutes to do the thing instead of taking the train for an hour and half for a 5min thing 000
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Find me weeping all evening because of a two lines email that just said what we all suspected lol 480
Reposted by Raven XavierRaven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 09/09/2026i don't think any trope beats exes-to-lovers for me. it just hits every single time. i love it i love it i love it. i want a billions more stories with it. i'm sure there are tons of series and tv shows and books that exist with it that i don't know about, please tell me if you know them. 011
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 30/09/2026where can i even post this. the thing about dan is that i need him to be wrecked by and with love. possibly also nibbled on a little bit. i hope phil's been doing the job well all those years. i mean i'm sure he has. but. 020
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Also why is it every time i finally manage to get out the weather goes "time to be an ominous and dark stormy afternoon" on me 120
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Hashtag shower thoughts. I think it would be cool if a High Priestess was sent to court to advice king and queen but she gets intense obsessive feeling for the queen and so she becomes an Evil Beautiful High Priestess advisor. Does anyone see the vision. Does this exist. Someone link me to it. 241
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 28/09/2026help i don't supposed anyone would be free and willing to betaread a 6k fucked-up fic for a fandom they're not in by any chance? 010
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 27/09/2026i miss having someone going insane with me over absolute fucked up AUs... 010
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 27/09/2026i'm going to become a youtuber that review massages. someone give me the good adresses right now i'll start my journey today 030
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 27/09/2026sometimes my head doesn't hurt and i actually get anxious/too self-aware about it. like. when is the pain coming in. should the pain come in. am i bringing the pain by thinking of the pain. but i'm sure that's normal and everybody deals with this every day obviously 020
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 27/09/2026people who manage to become travel youtubers are, to me, as lucky as people who manage to become food critics. you know? and i say that despite the fact the idea of doing any travelling right now sounds exhausting to me fskskd. but; like. id try 5 stars hotels and vacation ressorts to 'test them' 030
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 27/09/2026the thing about high school musical is that everybody remembers "we're breaking free" and that's fair, that's the Big Song, that's a fun song, etc. but i do remember being a teenager and thinking "start of something new" was just. gosh. can you imagine singing that with someone <3 130
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 26/09/2026Once again i am in need of someone giving me a head massage, 000
Reposted by Raven XavierKell Compost 😷 @compostwitch.bsky.social · 25/09/2026Happy anniversary to Jon and Martin, the homosexuals together of all time 0102
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 25/09/2026what if you had a special person in your life and you were their special person to and you decided to celebrate that bond together and there was lots of joy and emotion and laughter and at least one gorgeous gown involved in the process. what if. can you imagine. if such concept. was invented. 020
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 25/09/2026My friends are officially coming to stay over for Halloween which means i need to fix my whole house but all I secretly dream of is becoming magically good at props so i can make them all little gifts linked to their rpg character in the game we play.... 030
Reposted by Raven XavierMerlin Maglore @kalgalen.bsky.social · 25/09/2026It's my birthday 🎂 kiss your pets and order something from my shop 💖 ko-fi.com/kalgalen/shopko-fi.comVisit Merlin's Shop!I've opened a shop. Come take a look! 286
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 24/09/2026i know what i said yesterday about those guys but maybe actuallly i'm cured 110
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 23/09/2026you just can't explain to the world i'm obsessed with the way those specific real life guys are in love with each other in public (and therefore think too much of how even more in love with each other they must be in private). anyway who will ever look at me like dan looks at phil 021
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 22/09/2026sometimes i feel human emotions and i have to take a deep deep breath and i'm like oh this is why the world is shit. because so many people out there do NOT take the deep breath to stop blindly believing that they're Doing Everything Over There And Nobody Is Helping / Seeing their PainTM 030
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 22/09/2026gonna say something critical and problematic i'm sorry. but protocol would be so good if it was good. except it's kind of not. for me. 270
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 22/09/2026i honestly can't tell if it's a good thing or not that i'm getting anxiety again. like proper anxiety that gives you body symptoms and everything. like on the one hand: no god no i hate this. on the other hand? welcome back? feelings? over than? unability to care about urgent things?? 040
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 22/09/2026My friend&I are truly doing a whole fandom by ourselves with the French OCs to the point where we've reached the AUs where nobody is being french teen matt murdock, which means technically they COULD become real characters from a real story that could be read. its tragic i like teen matt best tho 150
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 21/09/2026the thing about me is that any single second i have a Bad emotion - no matter the intensity level of it, mind you, or which one it is - my immediate response is "if i lived far away from my life by the sea (somewhere in the uk probably scotland or west of france) everything would be good and fixed" 020
Reposted by Raven Xavierao3 tags 🔞 @ao3gonewrong.bsky.social · 25/04/2026sorry if they're a bit ooc i'm scared of both british and french people 02413
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 20/09/2026I just love them so much guys. like when i try to think about it rationnally i'm just they're literally just two guys in love chatting about nothing on the internet being funny, but they're just! so! MY JAW HURTS FROM SMILING. they're just so!!! god!! yknow?! i mean you don't know but aaaaah 050
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 18/09/2026i was gonna say i'm woke because i like the thought of someone saying "she's my husband / he's my wife" but problematic because it doesn't hit the same if someone says "she's my boyfriend / he's my girlfriend" but actually it kind of still hits so. anyway phil called dan his wife yesterday, 040
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 17/09/2026RIP to everyone who hates the concept of soulmates but in a soulmate AU i'd definitely be the part of the ship that's like "ive been looking at those words on my wrist with so much hope in my heart since i was like three days old" or something 030
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 16/09/2026Writing the french OCs is constantly teasing myself with femdom and its reached a critical point i think i need to invent different OCs and then write a proper story where i can go all in on the fact the guy wants to be on his knees for her soo bad and do whatever she wants or ill die. Or something 020
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 16/09/2026I'm really happy that long-term hyperfixations never fully leave me. Like YES, right now i'm obsessed with Dan and Phil, but when I see les mis or tma content i'm still getting /feelings/ out of it. I would still die for Jonathan Sims, head Archivist of the Magnus Institute, London, yknow? 071
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 15/09/2026Summoning the Devil as a last desperate tactic to do anything at all: large cup of coffee with tons shit of sugar in it plus a sugar pastry plus no reason to leave the office until i've finished what i'm supposed to do 150
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 14/09/2026my brain is trying to convince me that if i go to sleep now and wakes up at midnight i'll magically be a new person ready to Do the Task 030
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 13/09/2026something terrible happens when you do not finish things on your self-imposed deadlines and there are no immediate, horrid consequences to it 040
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 11/09/2026the more i watch theme parks content the more i'm like i literally don't care about the rollercoasters I'm just interested in whether you manage to make me believe i'm in another world not only /during/ a ride but also when you just walk into the park, yknow. Like Disney has that magic to it 141
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Actually, after hearing Jonelias flirting, Sam should have gone "So who was /he/? Jon's other 'partner'?" and watch Basira and Melanie go through seventy different types of anguished expressions. Also have Sam explain that Alice has a theory all the voices in the computer are dating, 062
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 10/09/2026jonelias though. what a ship that was. [thinking all of us screaming and holding hands last year as Protocol this week teases me with almost getting a New JE scene but instead it's just them flirting above jon's birthday cake again] 151
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 09/09/2026i don't think any trope beats exes-to-lovers for me. it just hits every single time. i love it i love it i love it. i want a billions more stories with it. i'm sure there are tons of series and tv shows and books that exist with it that i don't know about, please tell me if you know them. 011
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 09/09/2026Girl who has no money voice after getting a promotional email from eurostar: what if I went to england again 020
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 07/09/2026Ngl, i kinda want to empty my whole flat and start again i cannot handle any of the mess anymore but i also have no brain or body to do anything about it 120
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 07/09/2026reading the questions for the last part of the adhd thing and 1. there is no way we did that ten years ago with my friend so they did change the things drastically 2. i'm going INSANE with the fact so many of those are just like. yes. yes. yup. also yes. yeah. yes. yep! like fucking hell. 130
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 06/09/2026what if i tried reading books or watching tv shows/movies again . how wild would that be. 040
Raven Xavier @ravenxavier-11.bsky.social · 06/09/2026I don't suppose anyone out there would know a free website to create a fantasy map that you can then use for commercial purposes if you wanna? 001
