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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 13/08/2026

"what the hell do I even call you these days with the two fursonas and all this 'puppy' and 'kitty' stuff" I'm glad you asked! posting.isincredibly.gay/notice/B9Jo5...

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 01/08/2026

Mawgust, huh? Well, (🖌️: kindofabigseal, me, kindofabigseal, me.)

A bright blue maw, illuminated at the back and full of teeth, opening tall and wide. There's the upper corner of a big red catdragon's face, "normal" eyes closed, right in front of it.

A dark blue maw, full of extremely sharp teeth, on a darker than usual red catdragon. One of their eyes is black and full of stars, "crying" black goop. Their face has a bunch of warning sign patterns on it.

A bright blue maw, glowing, full of slightly greenish white teeth, framed by a red catdragon's face.

A bright blue maw, mid-belch, emitting a bright blue fog. Also on a red catdragon's face, of course. The way it's open, most of their teeth are hidden behind their teeth and lips.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 27/07/2026

Chat, I think this genderfucked puppy might be part lesbian.

A VRChat screenshot of a foxdeer whose colours have been matched with the 7 band lesbian pride flag. Above them is a meme reading "HOLY SHIT!! IS THAT A MOTHERFUCKING VANCOUVER REFERENCE???".

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 26/07/2026

🎶 Everybody runs around to please~ When she looks in the mirror, she just has to freeze~ So believe what they say, there's danger in the air~ 🎶

A foxdeer in the bright light of a window, shadows cast across their chest, looking somewhere to the side of the viewer.

The same foxdeer, striking a pose that shows off their belly (though they've also got a decently big pair of breasts!).

The same foxdeer, posing so as to show off their back and their two big, fluffy tails. They look really happy.

The same foxdeer, seen from the side, posed so as to show off the size of their belly and their rear. They're chubby!

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 25/07/2026

Lighting was too nice in this world; just had to take a ton of selfies. Don't Worry™ about how full Katja is, BTW. Totally normal Friday night stuff. 💖

A large red catdragon, wearing a visually busy bra over their large chest, giving the viewer a slightly seductive expression.

A foxdeer posing for the camera, showing off their maw, full of sharp teeth. They're wearing a black corduroy jacket with a floral pattern on the lapel.

That same catdragon, standing in the bright light coming in from a window, shadows cast all over their immense belly.

That same foxdeer, posing in the light and shadows cast from a window, showing off their two large, fluffy tails.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 25/07/2026

POV: I've invited you over for my seventh meal of the day. (It's going to be you.)

A large red catdragon with a massive, fluffy, pinkish-white belly lying on the ground, showing off their middle, belly nips, and large (though absolutely dwarfed by that gut) breasts.

The same catdragon, from the upper curve of their belly upward, lying on the floor with a seductive, satisfied expression.

The same catdragon, looming over the viewer, wearing a harness that's tightly stretched over their belly. They're beckoning the viewer over to them, mouth slightly open.

The same catdragon's big, blue maw, framed with their hard light horns and containing sharp teeth.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 17/07/2026

If you're in Edmonton for some reason and also looking for me tonight:

A badge of my fursona (big red catdragon) and a Fur-Eh con badge; badge name "Catdragon and Cariboufox".

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 27/06/2026

Making The Most Katja Drink Possible (derogatory) by throwing a blue raspberry freezie into a glass of beer themed after the Avro Arrow,

A glass of an imperial pale ale with pieces of a blue freezie in it, sitting on a shiny stone countertop.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 29/05/2026

??? I? Uh? Like, I suppose I have some elements of this in me, but: • I think I'm *way* too into guys to be *a lesbian*? • I don't think I could kill with my bare hands?? (Surprised it isn't calling me a puppy, honestly, but.) 🔗: uquiz.com/quiz/rd4pgt/...

A screenshot reading:

Your Result:
butch
you're a butch lesbian. you exist in a perpetual state of being down bad for every woman, and if someone so much as breathed on one wrong in your vicinity you would (and probably could) kill them with your bare hands. has at least one cool hobby like whittling, guitar, metalworking, etc. probably a hardcore leftist.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 26/05/2026

Oh, easy: • Over 40,000 words of the best RP I've ever had the pleasure of being involved in • Taking that emotional energy and kicking the fourth wall right down with it because "we're in an intermission" • Being extremely cute and kind • ah shit this might be more gay and less jokey than intended

A YouTube screenshot of a video titled "How to pick up a cat like a pro", uploaded by "Helpful Vancouver Vet".

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 14/05/2026

Got a lot of work I still need to do with even just this initial stage of the design (including getting a bit more, like, visible muscle going on on his arms and legs?), but: For reference, he's 2.05m/6'8".

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 09/05/2026

If you're wondering what (one small fraction of) my 1,968 word RP message was like:

An excerpt from a chat message, reading:

Given the bizarre degree of similarity between their life histories, save for a few major inflection points, there had been a mutual affinity between Eva and said dragon ever since they first "met" in a jurisprudence and legal theory lecture over videoconference — but nothing befitting of terminology like "certain higher-level connections"—

[eva. girl. like, sure, part of why we feel so safe around katja is because we're as much "the same person" as we can be without being the same person, but you know there's something fucking weird going on there. they just told you "ask me again in late may of 2033" when you floated the idea of letting them eat you antlers-on — like, bud, the fuck kind of answer is that? something is fucking weird and the fact that (Redacted.) is now bringing them up with that kind of verbiage is Look Sweaty We're Cooked Here. sorry and/or you're welcome.]

Eva pauses for a few seconds to consider whether they actually had accidentally gotten themself tripping. Thinking through their entire day, from the second they woke up to now. Most of their memories are entirely normal, but… … …anything that involves food or their weight? Something feels off.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 05/05/2026

"Oh, yeah, our so— … …daughter, I mean, turned out best-outcome." Their daughter on an average Friday night:

A much larger, fatter than usual catdragon relaxing inside a clearly incredibly large stomach while giving the viewer a slightly flirty expression.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 19/04/2026

I reiterate that the "Eva brushing up on estates law while Posting™ and texting" scene is a real scene that appeared in a real erotic roleplay.

A screenshot from a spreadsheet, showing one row. Left to right: order = "43", event = "Gotta refresh myself on the Wills, Estates and Succession Act, SBC 2009, c 13", artist = "Official Hige Dandism", album = "Editorial", song = "(all)".

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 18/04/2026

Ontologically incapable of being fucking normal about anything,

A screenshot from Excel showing a spreadsheet titled "Planning out The Playlist™", with columns for "order", "event", "artist", "album", and "song".

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 12/04/2026

And was briefly absolutely sobbing while they… …like, saw me on a level that even I had barely started coming to terms with before, drawing connections between things that I'd never drawn the relevant connections between to date. Another conversation that may change my life forever. An excerpt:

A screenshot, reading:
"I hate how I crossed the religious metaphors into here because now we have fucking "vore as an analogue to baptism" in my head and I am going to fucking explode"
"I'm going to turn into the fucking Joker"

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 02/04/2026

The Gremlin Voice In My Head is telling me to change my display name to "Evagrius [Was Defeated] Oxenstierna, a 🦊🦌" and set my profile picture to (see attached), but—

A foxdeer, sans antlers, looking amazed while entering some kind of wet environment.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 26/03/2026

On second thought: • I prefer his general pattern looking like this? A bit heavier on the osprey inspiration, though just slightly. • Green (as a contrast to Katja's blue hard light and Eva's red antlers) • Wintergreen (as a contrast to Katja's strawberry and Eva's gingersnap) #OCposting

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 25/03/2026

Working on some very tentative design stuff for Laurence. *Very* tentative. Just trying to get a sense of vaguely what his colour scheme should be, and then I'll need to do a bit more… …making all of his finer features more defined. Things like osprey talons and a wolverine tail and stuff!

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 14/03/2026

Here, check out this size comparison between Katja ca. 2010 and Katja now:

A very large mostly femme catdragon — extremely tall, quite fat — setting a paw down on the shoulder of a much smaller, much more masc, much more simply designed catdragon, who is just them from over a decade earlier, while trying to reassure them.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 04/03/2026

Here's an excerpt from that message, by the way.

$An excerpt from a text message, reading: "Click. Some typing. C:\Users\etegeirian\Documents\Legal\2026xxxx-will-draft.docx. They throw on their headphones; pick an album that they greatly enjoy, but specifically not their favourite — Editorial (Official髭男dism, 2021). More typing. A gentle buzz sounds out from their direction, and: «Yeah, today's the day.»"$

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 15/02/2026

On that subject: here, take a look at another 🐈🐉 transition timeline. 🖌️: @/cheesewitch[dot]bsky[dot]social @/redkevlar[dot]bsky[dot]social @/wolf-kin[dot]com @/kindofabigseal[dot]bsky[dot]social

A red fluffy dragon giving a *wide* smile and winking, holding a doughnut in their mouth, showing just a bit of their fangs. Their spikes and horns are crimson.

The same red dragon, but their horns and spikes are now deep navy blue and also more numerous. They're smiling pretty strongly. They also happen to have visible whiskers. They're in front of a valley between two mountains.

The same dragon giving an open-mouthed smile, but their hair is now a deep crimson, and their spikes and horns have been replaced with simple hard light polygons.

The same dragon again, but now with the hard light polygons being replaced with hard light knives and daggers (and some other shapes). They have eight eyes, laid out in colour like a "fire diamond" (as seen on hazardous materials). Their hair is now deep purple, and they look both even happier and much fatter.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 13/02/2026

So @tornatic.bsky.social just finished this *really* good badge, and: 1. Heck. 2. *Heck*. 3. Take a careful look at the decorations on either side of the name. And then consider this catdragon's surname.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 11/02/2026

I haven't seen one of these going around in a while, so: Try me! ✨

A chart asking "what colours am I?", with various sentiments people might hold about someone they follow on social media being paired with colours.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 11/02/2026

Assuming all of the currently-planned transit expansions get built, I'd put elevated rail here: • Replaces the SeaBus • takes pressure off the (to be extended) R2, R5, R4, and 49 • connects all three SkyTrain lines without needing to go into Downtown… • …while also adding capacity through Downtown

A map of Metro Vancouver showing a line drawn from the Upper Levels Highway via Lonsdale to the Quay, across to Waterfront, down Hastings to Willingdon, down Willingdon to Metrotown, across via 49th to Main, down Main to Marine, and along Marine to Marine Drive Station.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 11/02/2026

I trust that this diagram will explain adequately how I fit into ~the food chain~. uwu

A flowchart of a food… web. Please ask me if you want me to write it out in more detail for you!

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 10/02/2026

(Just posting these crops from two really good commissions I got from @/kindofabigseal[dot]bsky[dot]social for Entirely Normal Reasons.)

My fursona, a catdragon, looking *really* flustered over *something*.

That same catdragon, eating… …another one of themself.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 09/02/2026

When you make me start keysmashing or barking online, this is who you're bullying. I'm sure this won't just encourage you even more. 💖 (I drew this over a photo I took, so this is probably the thinnest Eva you'll ever see — I don't see even offline me ever getting lighter!)

A slightly chubby two-tailed fox/deer hybrid, completely naked, posing for the "camera" so as to show off their hips, belly, and breasts. They're looking at the viewer with a flustered expression, are wearing a collar and leash made for an actual dog, and have a modestly-sized erection.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 09/02/2026

Here, have a preview of something I'm going to be posting tomorrow!

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 05/02/2026

I'm probably going to do something to make the inking look a bit more interesting, but: Here's the 🦊🦌 update for the night!!

A drawing (just at the line art/inks stage right now) of a naked foxdeer wearing a leash and looking a bit flustered and horny.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 04/02/2026

I figure this is a good place to pause my work for tonight!!

A slightly chubby foxdeer; completely naked, clearly turned on, and wearing a collar and leash; standing in a hallway. They're looking at the viewer with a bit of nervous excitement.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 31/01/2026

…actually, the shift from mid-2019 to early 2023 was drastic enough in and of itself:

An earlier version of Katja, with Definitely Not A Mullet and a treasure trail starting right between their pecs.

A slightly more recent version of them — more eyes and less body hair, but still with a haircut that isn't really committed to being long at all.

Present-day Katja, with much longer hair and a chest that can't be confused for Just Pecs. Also fuller eyelashes.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 29/01/2026

Oh, hey, *this* Engagement Meme Thing looks like one I could have interesting answers for, so—

A list of 30 prompts titled "get to know me: 1 like = 1 answer". If you're wondering what a prompt on here says, please ask me!

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 29/01/2026

And if you want to see the Explicit™ version, here you go. ✨ CW for mild hyper, maybe, I guess.

A similar ref sheet to the ones in the previous post, but featuring clear depictions of the catdragon's large, bright blue genitalia.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 29/01/2026

I have: updated my ref sheet! • they now have normal claws under their hard light claws • no more differently-coloured body hair • made a few tiny improvements; tidied stuff up • reworked some outfits • also redid some of the graphic design #fursonaposting

A reference sheet of a large, fluffy, extremely red, fat catdragon. This version of of it shows what their wings look like when extended and retracted in an inset at the bottom right.

The same ref sheet, but showing an alternate taur form rather than their wing design.

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Katja [I will break the chains you fear.] Antares, a 🐈🐉. @rarf.zone · 29/01/2026

If any of you want to be unhinged at me about my characters: Here's your invitation. ✨

A large catdragon looking *incredibly* flustered. Someone who's even larger than them is bearing down upon them from the upper right corner.

A foxdeer in a rust-coloured suburban setting, looking at a camera as if they're unimpressed with a photo they just took.

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