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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 10h

Tired but struggling to doze off… blah :<

RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 09/10/2026

I get FOMO mega easily, seeing things I missed out on years ago, and legitimately start to cry that all of that has passed and doesn’t happen anymore. It’s all so selfish but it’s true.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 09/10/2026

I don’t want to join friends’ discord servers (or am even use tg) because of Im not trusted to moderate/admin/be staff and be Important and I’m stuck being at the bottom, I will get extremely insecure I just hate not getting to do the thing I’m good at, especially for my friends

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 09/10/2026

Spent the last 7 hours on the phone, and I have the worst stress headache. >~< I think things should finally be normal tomorrow though. Finally…

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Treble @ PAX AUS @treblesketch.com · 08/10/2026

She's wishing you a good #FursuitFriday today 💜 And a good weekend ahead too 💜🥰 📸: @starburstshark.bsky.social

Photo taken by Jus. Showing Treble in her partial while squatting with her paws together.

#fursuit #furry #husky #photography

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 08/10/2026

“Your pharmacy can give you a temporary supply of-“ they already did and I’ve run out because they’re so inept at their job. It’s weeks of back-and-forth because everything takes 24 hours to process each way. This shit is killing me.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 08/10/2026

Once again my psychiatrist’s office fucked up sending info to my insurance company, repeatedly, for weeks now. Now I’ve been out of medication for days, and my doctor’s office just says “can’t you just pay for them in the meantime?” One of my prescriptions is $220. Fuck off.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 08/10/2026

this conversation happened yesterday and i physically had to hold myself back

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 08/10/2026

“Do you ever feel like you aren’t a person?” me, nervously sweating, glancing at the two funny greek symbols in my bio

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 07/10/2026

I’ve tried talking to people about it, tried getting my mind off it, but unfortunately it’s not something I think I can handle. Gonna scurry off before I end up taking it out on someone or spiraling with depression.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 06/10/2026

Every single time I’ve planned on playing Baldur’s Gate 3 with anyone, they’ve always found another group and started playing without me. I swear, RPGs like that and Divinity are cursed for me.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 06/10/2026

Trying to avoid brain going deep into the negative again, blah. Just agitated at people

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 06/10/2026

I can feel things getting strained, or at least I perceive things that way, and it hurts me very much.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 06/10/2026

Awake at the wrong times Energetic at the wrong times Tired at the wrong times The fomo as a result of how I’ve been feeling is honestly killing me more than anything else.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 06/10/2026

Cole is loved Sparky is loved Piñata Fox is loved

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soren ♱ ᑕᓕᕈᖅ @taliruq.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 05/10/2026

I have plenty of icons of Alaska but nothing for a banner I have an idea in my head, but fuck it sucks to be broke

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 05/10/2026

Chat I don’t think they like me anymore 😔

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 05/10/2026

At least my new lenses for my vr headset work very well Definitely a substantial improvement, but now I wonder……. who to hang out with in vr……..

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 05/10/2026

I am so fucking bored tonight it’s unreal lmao

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 05/10/2026

boy, a few weeks out of vr and i already started losing my vr legs

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

All of this is to say, cuddle up to me on the couch and watch it with me and we can share the popcorn while experiencing a whole mix of emotions over the shenanigans

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

Yeah, you essentially just described the exact premise of GH lmfao, though it has a ton of side effects that the other characters that aren’t involved in that stuff get to suffer the consequences of

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

Don’t try to convert her to a different show though, people will defend their choice of show to death LOL

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

A lot of the criticisms I see about soap operas in general are sort of missing the point. They’re meant to be slow, they’re meant to be a bit repetitive. They’re made to air a full episode every single weekday all year round with maybe a couple days off for holidays. It’s fun background watching.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

I can’t speak for Y&R but as for GH, I appreciate how there’s multiple plot lines ranging from your typical romance drama to political intrigue to espionage to crime thriller. I know a lot of the plots are meant to be drawn out specifically so people Can miss episodes and still be on track

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

I just like that anyone can jump in at any point even though the show’s been running like 50+ years and pick up on it, or you can take a break for a few months and come back mostly fine I do wish I had more people (or anyone LOL) to talk to about GH. Such a good show.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

Evil villain crime boss with zero limits as to what he would do to anyone who gets in his way -> protective of his gay son and would do anything for him That was a particular plotline that was handled really well imho.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

I’ve never watched it, but I’ve heard good things I don’t think I can watch more than one at a time though lmao, too much

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

They get shit on pretty universally by people, so whenever I hear a friend say something negative about them, I kind of cringe inside. It’s not even a guilty pleasure, like, I’ve been pleasantly surprised by the depth and willingness to highlight LGBTQ struggles into them (General Hospital, mainly)

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

Something about me that I don’t usually ever get to talk about with anyone: I like soap operas LOL

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 03/10/2026

Critically low mood today, this whole week has been fucked up. I don’t know when I’m going to feel better, sorry.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 02/10/2026

Woke up with serious stomach cramps, the same ones that put me in the hospital months ago. No choice but to roll around in bed moaning in pain until it finally stopped. Longest 45 minutes of my life.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 02/10/2026

I think I’m going to need modpack recommendations in the future that match some very niche requirements

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 02/10/2026

I don’t get how people can have the energy to be negative and hate on things all the time It’s all fun and games until you start hating on something someone likes, and suddenly you’re not going to get the laughs you’re expecting. It’s such a tiring personality type to be around, genuinely.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 02/10/2026

God I want to play a stupidly detailed minecraft tech pack that takes hours of wiki reading to do anything beyond the vanilla stuff.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 02/10/2026

I dunno why it’s like this, on days when I’m not in a good mood it feels like everything is out to make it worse It sucks because I really have (had?) energy today once again but it got spoiled and now I want to go isolate.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 02/10/2026

Tbf I’m not really in the mood today anyway, it’s like everything is out to irk me today >_<

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 02/10/2026

Package was delayed for my prescription lenses by two days, so still no VR for me ahah ffffufnbfnffuckkkkkk

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 01/10/2026

Had a pretty negative discussion regarding fianances and stuff, which kind of ruined my entire mood. Fuuuuck.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 01/10/2026

Now, what do I spend my free time on today…

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 01/10/2026

Took meds to make me tired. Feeling kinda miserable so I figured I would force myself to sleep a bit early since I’m not missing out on anything.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 01/10/2026

Definitely going to do some stuff tomorrow that burns off some energy, like play music for awhile. I don’t know why it feels like my socialization and my energy levels are never in sync. Nothing to do when I have the energy, or getting my phone blown up when I don’t feel like it, really bothers me..

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 01/10/2026

Mreh, extremely boring day Aside from some family stuff, didn’t do very much. Kind of in a low mood tonight, might just give up, take something to make me more tired, and sleep or something.

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 30/09/2026

i NEVER want to hear another complaint that i am not around enough >:C

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 30/09/2026

Your readmes are just the output of what you asked, including where it says “Let me know if I can do anything else for you!”

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 30/09/2026

Got asked to help with someone’s mod and review it, see if there are any changes I’d recommend It’s all vibe coded All of it Entirely 100% Brother, I recommend you change the whole fucking repository 😭

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RaiRaiTheRaichu ΘΔ @rairaitheraichu.zyntaks.ca · 30/09/2026

was looking back through my media for something, saw this, needed to get this message off my chest

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