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FINE! I love Patient Zero now. 😂 The song didn’t change; the context did. Suddenly the weaker parts matter less because the whole thing has an emotional architecture around it. 🧡❤️‍🔥

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This actually makes me unwell 😱

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Her concept of being poisoned to death by a toxic relationship is so fucking good I can’t stand it.

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I love this invisible string. Now I just wanna know whyyyyy it’s connected besides the obvious 🤣

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Messy lesbian drama is my favorite.ngl I’m still trying to grasp how this is true 😂

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So far they are 1 for 1 correct 🤣

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

She’s going to the funeral of Patient Zero. The Death of a Showgirl. That’s why his caption always threw me. I always thought it was bigger than a feature.

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Thanks everyone for the sweet birthday wishes! I love y’all 🩵✨🥹

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Don’t be afraid of aging, ladies. You only get better with time 🩵

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Ok, my meds, protein shake & coffee. This is me still trying 🩵

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I got to release a little internal pressure tonight that I desperately needed with my gorgeous wife & gorgeous Brandi Carlile

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

No one understands what it does to you when you are focused to stay in the kitchen in your “own” home. It was never my home. He made sure to remind me all the time.

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I didn’t know I was a DV marriage until yearssssss later after I was gone & then that realization crushed me for letting my children stay in that environment

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Rae.of.hope @rae1989tv.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I’m sick & have a terrible cold. I don’t feel well. I took a Covid test, it was negative. And my brain hurts. My heart hurts. My body hurts. I feel like no one can hear me or see me anymore. Everyone thinks they know what is happening, but they don’t. I don’t even know. I just know I’m sad.

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If I am going completely insane rn, it’s nice to know I’m documenting it somewhere & it looks like social media 🤪

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I’m trying so hard to find joy in every day life since that what my daughter told me to do, but nothing lands. Even the upcoming interview of TS. I just don’t care about regular life atm. Will I always feel this way? 😞

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I’m NOT FUCKING CRAZY! I’m not fucking crazy. I am not losing my mind. I’m not imagining this hell. My mind, body and heart are all screaming at me and my Generalized Anxiety Disorder is laughing at me when someone calls me crazy 😭

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Chara was asking me what I wanted for dinner last night. This is what Generalized Anxiety Disorder looks and feels like in my body. 💔

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How a man says it that “feels safe” for everyone

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Spencer Kornhaber @skornhaber.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I feel crazy. Everyone tells me I’m overreacting and being scary. I feel like someone sat me down & told me to wait for the car crash but I couldn’t react once I finally saw it. Every day I feel another crash inside my body with another shocking news story of this reality I’m watching unfold that…

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Daisy Chain Fields was patterned after Lillith Fair, but I thought a lot about Woodstock—the promise of a generational awakening, and the question of whether girlypop could ever be anything like counterculture. www.theatlantic.com/culture/2026...

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Welcome to Girly-Pop Woodstock

Cutesy aesthetics met calls for revolution at Olivia Rodrigo’s new music festival.

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I made this video after writing about her yesterday. Before my crash out this morning. My body was already flooded with emotions. There really is a TS song for everything. Look at my anger & bitterness purging itself before I had the language today to express my feelings. Language comes last 4 ME!

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Look at my amazing wife 😭😭😭

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But I felt a hole like this Never before, and ever since

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