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Leon @leon-cheetah.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

random patreon painting for gold members

Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I'm growing less scared of the surgery and more of the what the fuck am I going to do after. Gonna carry that weight, eventually.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

TMI ranting probably, sorry. But damn this road has been bumpy and expensive. Braces for two and a half years, doctors appts, this bullshit with my pelvic nerves, coordinating with oral surgeon and now today where it's a little over 3 weeks away. Finally.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I make 2.3k a month *sometimes*... yeah I'm finding something better when this is all over. I've felt chained to my current job the last 3 years while working on getting this bullshit over with. Hopefully I can be my own person with more confidence and stride to do something better with my life.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Worst case even, since it was a HELOC, when they sell the house whatever wasn't paid just comes out of the value of the sale IIRC.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I'd hate to be an ass and, since the loan for the surgery isn't in my name, fucking flee like my life depended on it (kinda feels like it sometimes)

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

My parents low-key banking hard that I'll be so financially fucked after this surgery that I'll have no choice but to move with them to Springfield, MO in a year or two. Racc does not really want to do that

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

The compression really fried these screenshots 🙃

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Honestly some lazy snugs would fix me.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

flight sim shitposting: The Rafale makes me feel things. Feat. AzurPoly Dassault Rafale C in MSFS 2024; REALLY fuckin nice especially after the last update.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

The fucking Central Coast either has the most competent, professional docs or the bottom of the barrel clinic lizards. It's a coin toss.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Finding a new doctor this mf really suggested looking for MS. MOTHER FUCKER ITS PUDENDAL NERVE. PELVIC FLOOR. ORDER A PELVIC MRI. A FUCKING NEUROLOGIST. Hopefully the neurologist he refers me to will fucking see what's really going on fucking christ I'm over this shit. Going fucking feral.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

4-6 weeks, yah. Huel and broth and who knows what else. I've already pretty much trained myself to a liquid diet with gainer and other shakes; the only solid meal I have in a day at this point is dinner and maybe a couple snacks here and there.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

5 weeks to go. I'm equally fascinated but kind of shook up by what's going to happen to my jaws for this surgery. Weird feeling. For those wondering: I'll be having a 'two piece LeFort I' to raise and expand upper pallet. My lower jaw is to be brought forward with a 'BSSO'. It's fucking gnarly.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Random friendly black and white cat graced my back yard tonight. Let me pet and was just rolling around unbothered and lovin up on me. Hung out with it for almost an hour. Couldn't help but cry at one point I hadn't pet a cat since my last passed in December 2024. That's the therapy I needed. 🥲

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

So glad the 'RA' combo is apart of the set I kind of just guessed that 😅 Good find!

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Font used in Deftones' Diamond Eyes era couldn't find it but only needed a few characters so just a little work in illustrator. Love a good clean but aggressive looking font.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

37 days to go til surgery still at fucking 12 zyns a day help

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

All my homies love serratus anterior definition

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

All my homies love serratus anterior definition

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I haven't had one of those fucking passionate, deep, kinda messy, tongue-wrestling make out seshes in too long. The yearning

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Part of solving my pudendal nerve issue involves 'internally massaging the muscle of the affected side(s)' to help release and lengthen it, removing the pressure. Part of this therapy is strategically fingering my ass. Usually done by a therapist but I don't mind trying this myself 😂.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

racc expansion pack (idk what to caption anymore)

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Only discovered Title Fight like a week ago where the fuck was this hiding? Good shit.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I always tell myself it's mid so thank you.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

liquid diet; mostly Huel, protien shakes, ensure, fuggin uhh broth, etc. I got a plan for that at least. Last resort is blended foods which makes me ill just thinking about it like I will not be having a liquefied steak from a blender lmao

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Doc said my examination was unremarkable 😔

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

idk but calling these lines 'cum gutters' is hilarious vernacular I only just found out about.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Alternatively some kind of taper schedule. I have 6 weeks to my surgery. Either I cut it now or be real fucking uncomfortable after 'cause the only thing going in my mouth for weeks is going to be liquids.

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

idk if I'm even doing this 😂

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Racc Attack @raccattack996.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Can't wait to give up on these in 6 hours. (Ween - Transdermal Celebration)

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