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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 8h

Thank you, friend. Feel free to reach out if you ever need someone to talk to. 💕

(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 8h

It’s three in the gd morning and I’m sitting here in the dark with my dog writing fan fiction. These are not the habits of a 30-something mom who has her life together, but I never claimed to be one of those.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I miss my friends. I know the people I used to be friends with are now scattered elsewhere and living their own lives, but I hope they know that I think about them all the time. If you can see this, I miss you & I love you.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I know I’ve upset people in the past. I’ve let people down. I’ve let friendships fall apart and communication lapse. I know WHY I tend to do those things, but it doesn’t make it better. I have gone from a girl with dozens of friends to a very lonely woman.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Feeling really isolated lately and dreading my foster sister moving away again. It’s made me more creative, but very few people seem to be interested in my work these days. I feel so alone and so unable to connect with people. Whatever I’ve done to warrant this, I’m so genuinely sorry. 😞

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Got called beautiful by a woman in her 90s today who I know for a fine fact was a smoke show in her say, so y’all can’t tell me NOTHIN

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

“Branches Like Lacework” [Heated Rivalry - #Hollanov - Rated M] A snapshot of two Regency Era married men, desperately longing to be married to one another, instead. archiveofourown.org/works/93103306

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

New regency Hollanov thing coming tonight; if this one gets any traction maybe I’ll do a series, because these two definitely have me by the throat rn

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Walked in to check in Munchkin who is not feeling well. Apparently Fuli already has it covered.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I hate how much AI writing style is just… my writing style. That I have used for like 15+ years. I feel like I have to actively change my style and that sucks. Like fuck off bro, I was here first.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Had an out of body depressive episode and ended up writing regency era Hollanov smut.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

All my tweets are sad lately. I’m sorry. I’m just trying to push through a tough time mentally and y’all have to hear about it.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Fighting for my life lately with discouragement when it comes to my writing. I hate feeling like I have to actively beg people to read my work. I realize I’ve had my day in the sun and that day is over, but my writing is better than it’s ever been, yet no one reads it.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I miss engaging in fandom. I’m never going to stop writing because it’s what I enjoy and how I express myself, but damn, I miss when people talked to me about my writing or even just chatted with me about the source material a little bit.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

‘Resonance’ Ch. 13 - ‘When Right Feels Like Loss’ [HR, #Hollanov - Explicit] Finally free to tell Shane the truth about his deal with the duke, Ilya rushes to keep from losing the only thing in Tudor England worth staying for. archiveofourown.org/works/810286...

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

After this chapter is posted I’m going to write a chapter so entirely self-indulgent that it’s just gonna be 10k words of historical Hollanov fucking and confessing their love in a dozen different ways. Minimal plot. Maximum medieval dick.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

OPE, well I’m gonna have to change the way I describe Wiebe in my fics lmao

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Also happy birth month to all my fellow September folks 💕

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Looking at some possible bedbound time the next week or so, and I’m hoping that means just like… A SHIT TON of writing. I get so tired of stories living only in my head.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

To the person who left several incredible comments on Resonance, I hope you know you’ve given me the motivation to finish the next chapter that I desperately needed. :’)

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Wanted to say thank you guys again; Fuli’s treatment is fully funded, so regardless of if she’s here for a few more weeks or many more years, everyone who pitched in has made a huge difference for our family. 💕

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I’ve already got a babysitting job lined up later to try to make it! Thank you guys so much for the support and shares!!

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Update! Thanks to your help, Fuli was able to see the emergency vet. Now we just have to come up with about $75 to cover a month of meds, and we will hopefully see some improvement. Best case scenario, it’s a severe infection. There are worse cases too, but we are taking it a day at a time!

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

My sweet girl Fuli is having a serious medical issue. Vet seems to think it could be anything from an inner ear infection to a blood clot affecting the brain, but either way, urgent vet care is needed. This hits us RIGHT as back to school expenses have drained us. (1/2)

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Mndrs @derxder.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

A close friend could use some help, if you can spare some cash for the cutie below and send a screenshot (or similar) for proof I'd be willing to do some art for you. 🥺

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

If you can help at ALL, it would be much appreciated, especially by Munchkin who is obsessed with this cat. PayPal: christaqblack @ Gmail. Com Venmo: @ Christaqblack Cash app: $ cqblack Thank you for sharing!

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Wanna clarify that my doctor did not say “don’t get emergency medical care”, she just strongly discouraged me having the actual procedure in the ER setting due to it being a specialized procedure with major complication risks. She’s looking out for me bc my GP is the bestie for real.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Doctor cannot see me until Tuesday and warned against going to the ER because they would likely go ahead and do the procedure on an emergency basis and potentially fuck it up…. Genuinely don’t know if I can Not K!ll Myself.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

I know I’m just talking into the void rn so apologies there, but I am i n SO much pain. Medication can only do so much, and it’s possible I’m going to need yet another surgery to fix the issue, and I’m just!! So tired of living in this body!!!

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Been writing fan fiction since 2005 and the fucking hockey show is what’s gonna finally push me over the edge to write abo

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

I have a planned rest day tomorrow so I might write some unhinged Hollanov smut just to feel something

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

We are supposed to have some pretty bad storms, but up on the mountain where I am we don’t usually get hit too hard. It’s the river folks that get it. I’m just hoping the power stays on but I’m hedging my bets either way.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

Accountability post: I’m gonna set tomorrow aside to run errands that need doing, reinforce my tomato plants because they’re getting too tall too fast, and then try to work on getting my writing-focused TikTok account’s algorithm trained.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

‘Resonance’ Ch. 12 - ‘Of Silence & Strife’ [HR, #Hollanov - Explicit] Everything Shane thought he knew falls apart, leaving him to weather the early weeks of winter alone. archiveofourown.org/works/810286...

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

UNRELATED TO RESONANCE but how do y’all feel about a/b/o in a historical setting? Theoretically.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

NEW CHAPTER FINALLY COMING THIS WEEKEND, I have fought this update tooth and nail but I AM VICTORIOUS.

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Me: shows Stray Kid my nails Them: OMG you got engaged?! Me: I have been married for nearly fifteen years…

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

If you’re in line for the Mitch McConnell announcement, STAY IN LINE

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(Q)ueen of Historical Hollanov @quartetship.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Fandom and writer folks (18+ only!) come hang out with me on my writing TikTok! www.tiktok.com/@christa.q.b...

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