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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

also i found out abt that wl app m1lkb3ri thru tt so if anyone is on there i'm @ clawing !!

⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i missed posting & all my friends here sm, but i think i've partly hesitated in posting again bc i'm put off by myself and all my posts lmfao 😅 thinking of remaking ? but i'll follow everybody on my new one if i do.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

my mewtuals..... i have been locked out all summer. i spiraled so bad. i think i'm getting better tho...? i've had binge urges under control for a few weeks & i've been more .. relaxed.. abt the weight coming off. & trying to not do such insane deficits. i'm so sorry for disappearing for so long ):

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

i binged all weekend 😷 i'm in posting jail until i get back under 140. the water weight is alr coming off at least. idk why the compulsion gets sooo bad @ my family's house but i didn't even try to fight it. loser

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

my sister ordering two different sides of rice at dinner & then complaining abt having back pain ... 😷 be sfr

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

the laxative effect (or is affect) of bęñ & jëřrŷ's must be studied...

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

that's a week worth of listening, that dsnt even feel like that much

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

i'm so bloated i should kill myself. what's the point of eating enough fiber if it only makes me constipated. worthless nutrient.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

if god was real he'd give me one of those naturally corseted-shaped waists where they already have a small ribcage & then CINCH right before the hips.. i tried to draw it in my notes app but idt i got it quite right 😭

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

good morninnnngg! i don't see the cat in the tree anymore so i assume he is home safe. hopefully they keep him in for good.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

ok good night for real, i thought i was gonna be asleep 3 hrs ago. the kitty is still crying out there, i hope he can find his way down, poor sweet baby.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

i crumple like wet paper in the face of adversity & i hate challenges i'm negl but hey it's zuko ! 🔥 (did not mean to leave this as a reply to ur post rhys, my bad 😭)

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bats👾 @draculette.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

what if i hadnt ate that

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

just so none of u feel alone or maybe to make u feel better, i'm positive there's been binge cycles i've had where i've gained 10-15lbs in 1-2 weeks.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

WAIT I THINK THEY FINALLY BROUGHT A TALL ENOUGH LADDER!!

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

my neighbor's cat is stuck in a tree outside our building ):

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

big water weight scale drop today, thank god. 2.5 lbs down. 3 more needed for under 140. again. AGAIN. FOR THE TENTH TIME

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

good morning! we have a mouse in the house. usagi, who brought it to my attention, caught it but let it go and after a short chase now i have no idea where it might be. this is gonna be a good counter if the landlord tries to raise the rent tho!

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

i hate drawing digitally tbh so i simply will not. i don't understand rendering & gave myself a headache trying to do more than just sketch

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

i'm cold... 😞 I'M COLD (from undereating) 🤑

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

i'm very scared to check my weight but i think i need the shock and panic to kick in asap. seeing how much progress i lost is gonna ruin my day but do i deserve to have a "good day" when i've been sabotaging myself for no reason.. i think not

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

i have decided to start practicing drawing again ^ ̫^ i made a pinterest board of stuff that i'd like to sketch last night. i have my ipad but i'm wondering if i shld get a sketchbook bc i'm better @ traditional.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

the good news is i don't think i'm prediabetic bc the antibiotics cleared up my symptoms (go figure) & i'd probably be dead at the rate i'm going w binging.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

i put in all my food for the rest of the week. i basically binged again yday. i probably had less cals than sat/sunday but it dsnt matter if i'm just gonna continue to gain. i wanna visit my family this weekend but i literally won't if i'm in a binge ep & higher than 140. it'll just make it worse.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

ok well despite the world being horseshit i think my rm is gonna get me a job at the place she works & her manager said she wld pay me more than what i'm making currently bc she vouched for me 😸🩵

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

i hate living. i hate how unfair the system is. why should i have to uphold my end of the social contract when rich people rarely ever have

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

why is my landlord talking abt "we'll discuss rent w/ out realtor" after asking if we wanted to commit to another year. first of all, you should've said that before we said we'd be interested, 2nd, I JUST HAD TO PUT $50 OF GROCERIES ON MY CREDIT CARD 1HR AGO, STOPPPP!!!!

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

just gonna pretend i did not reenact The Whale this weekend & be normal going forward. i'm normal now everyone, BED cured

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

ok it's literally morning for normal functioning people but since i decided to "nap" i am officially going to bed & must wish u all a good night & good day ♡ i wanted to go thr1ft tmrw but i'll prob sleep too late. i need to focus on locking back in & not binging anyway. GNNNNN

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

i love usagi so much. my sweet little demon. after pouncing on me from the floor to the bed, she snuggled up in my arms right under my chin & just purred in a tiny lil ball while i pet & scratched her. now i'm laying on my back & she's in her usual sleeping position, curled up in The Leg Triangle™️

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

the way i still wanna eat ramen too. w/ an egg. 🤤 i felt like shit all day due to binging yday & it literally was like a self fulfilling prophecy where i just said fuck it u already feel bad BUT I ONLY FEEL BAD BC OF WHAT I'M CONTINUING TO DO!!!!

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

sick of being fat but im not putting in the work to not be so i fr deserve it

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

heelllooooooo, unfortunately i binged a half dozen donuts and i'm surprised i'm not dead but i am abt to be five lbs heavier so whts the difference. i came home from work, blacked out & ordered them (broke my no delivery streak) and then napped on and off until now, 1am. 😐🔫

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

the sťǎț3 şvpř3m3 c0ũrț ignoring our vote to rẽd1str1ct is sick. our limp dick governor tells us to "vote harder" WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!! we just had a perfect demonstration as to why that shit doesn't work!!!! ohhh my god, smth needs to change rn, they can't fucking arrest all of 3mil of us

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

on my second walkie of the day 🐕‍🦺

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

i may be the most loved person on earth in this moment 😭😭😭♡

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

temporal wasting is the new buzzword of the year.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

s/o to my yogurt, dawg. but anyway, commenting this is DEMENTED. this girl has admitted she struggles w an ED and people are all over her comments telling her what to do and saying how bad/sick she looks. if you hate it so much then STOP INTERACTING. they're so awful to her it makes me so sad.

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

craving a smoothie but i have squandered so much of my getting ready time that it's not likely to come to fruition 🍓🍉🍑🍌🍍

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

139.8 !! i'm shocked it dropped that far. low impact cardio and high intake... please see me thru to 135 and then 133 (& eventually uw) i BEG!!!!

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

good morning €d§ky !! i'm still being lazy laying in bed so not much to report yet, hope u guys r having a good day

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⠀╋━⠀ 𝖎𝖑𝐲𝖆 @purrge.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

i need a new bag & these stupid ads on tt are wearing me down. should i try to thrift one (arduous) or crumple like wet paper & spend $40 for this when i get under 140 again. i do think it's cute 🐆

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