iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

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The Cutest Bang in the Whole World @thecutestbang.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Painting a picture with their words, @psychichurt.bsky.social captures how a desire that runs deep will always seek an outlet. #thecutestbang #togachaco #ochahimi #tgck #togachako

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I’m really trying so hard to be happy for all these people and projects, and I am. I buy whatever I can fit in my budget. but a part of me mourns the fact that I was rejected from them. It really hits my confidence.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

Yk it’s really funny how things go yk?

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

guys, I don't even go on bluesky. Why am I being blocked 😭

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MHA Mental Health Zine @mhamhzine.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

Inspired by their own struggle with mental illness, we have our head mod, @psychichurt.bsky.social . They are here to guide and organize the zine while reminding us to drink water. All members of the zine will be sharing their coping methods with you all. #bnha #mha

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

Obsessively checking my emails for jobs to get back to me Jesus it’s been weeks.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I graduate in a month and summer is coming up. I have so much more time on my hands. Exciting.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

So I apparently am getting ocular migraines which still leaves me with many questions unanswered. Why the hell am I just collapsing daily?

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

I think I might do a little com/mission spree for my 30th I’m not sure.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

I’ve been in a server almost 3 years now and I mod it and honestly I don’t think a single person there likes me. I get ignored all the time. I can’t even say positive stuff about my zines because I’m overshadowed by pickles or some bullshit.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

It’s just an off night.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

I feel like I need to put a sign on my profile: Sorry, has bpd, doesn’t take rejection well. Nice otherwise :)

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

I said this and now I’m considering applying to other projects. Jesus someone remind me of this moment when I’m rejected again 😭

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

Too good a writer to risk my sanity applying for 3-12 bkdkbk zine writer positions. I think I’m done for a while with zines. At least applying/ my hero academia ones. I’ll just stick with collecting. Not like I’ll ever be worth a damn anyways.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

I applied for a non mha zine probably two months ago and they never sent results and didn’t answer my dm. I think it’s safe to assume I’m rejected 😭

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

Anyone know how to make money so I can pay off the county because my job apparently fucked up only my w2 and no one else’s :) Life is pain.

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Forever and For Always: A DkBk Valentines Zine @dkbkvalzine.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

✨️CONTRIBUTOR SPOTLIGHT: Psychichurt✨️ DKBK Headcanon: Izuku is sunshine incarnate and Katsuki is hell-spawn and together they are the perfect pair.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

No more Bluesky crash outs I’m turning over a new leaf.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

Okay that’s it I’m officially introducing myself. I’m Bee or PsychicHurt and I have been writing fan fic since I was 10. I am a multishipper in the My Hero Universe but mainly go BKDKBK. I’m currently expanding my horizons and challenging my writing. More here: psychichurt.carrd.co

psychichurt.carrd.co

Bee's Webpage

A center of Bee's writing escapades

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

Bro I don’t think this is a flare up. I think this is just the way I am now. I need to process this. That’s a scary thought.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

I let my wife read one of my fics for a zine and she ended up crying... I think that means it's good. Or she's too drunk. My number one fan til the end.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

Dipping into insecure, “not enough” territory tonight. It’s getting more and more disheartening being a writer and sometimes I think I never should have posted any of it online. Sometimes I wonder if I should stop. 4 years in a fandom and I feel like I’ve made little progress.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Thought I was finally going to get answers last night. Instead, the only answer I got was low blood sugar (that fruit punch gel is atrocious). I've been searching for answers since October as to why I have these attacks where I suddenly start falling. I'm gonna be 30, I shouldn't be falling.

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Hot Potato @hotpotatopotat.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Bakugou and Deku go to Cat Island and get attached to every single cat they see. 🐈🛻 (Thanks to all my friends who offered their cat pictures! All these cats are based on real kitties!) #bkdk #mha #bnha #mhafanart

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

If anyone says your paragraphs are too long, just remind them about Faulkner and his 1200 word sentence.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

I saw something I shouldn't have a while back and it's made me realize that if people read my shit it's out of pity. It came across my discord vents today. I'm not a strong or good writer and I'm inching closer and closer to just leaving the fandom once and for all.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

I fell really badly today in the kitchen when I was home alone. I didn’t hurt myself but I would really appreciate if something could go right or my health could cooperate.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

I want my dad. I wish he could be here right now. I really could use him.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

I need to control my emotions better. I didn’t do all that dbt therapy for nothing. I’m fine now but I’m really sorry I freaked out earlier. Being AuDHD comes with some serious RSD and sometimes I can’t keep it in.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

I’m never gonna be good enough.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

Massive flare up. Worst one in a while. Will be using voice to text for a while

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

One of my pieces for @bnhacrimebang.bsky.social that I worked with @avrochan.bsky.social on! Can't wait to share the rest with you!

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

I need one thing for me. A win. That’s all that matters.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

Sorry I deactivated. Bee be a bit mentally ill but it’s cool bc I’m hot. (Idk if that’s how it works but I’m running with it.)

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

How hard is it to fucking communicate?

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

I mod a server and it’s been a week since I interacted in the server and for a place that assured me that I’m not excluded, they’re really making me feel excluded.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

how do fan fic writers even cope with feeling discouraged from writing? mostly because of lack of reach and yeah I could promote better, but idk. I just feel like it was useless to share my exchange piece because no one was gonna read it anyways.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

When you were looking forward to something all day and it finally happens and it ends up just ruining your day instead :)

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

My depression has been so bad lately. It’s like I met my new therapist and suddenly, it all bubbled over. Trying to convince myself to not revert to my high school angst phase.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 24/08/2025

This has been the worst weekend in a while.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

I haven’t felt like writing these past few days and suddenly my pain from before my surgery came back two weeks before school. Bro I might actually need a cane if there’s nothing they can do for me.

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senseiizuku.bsky.social @senseiizuku.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

Everyone, take your seats please! Midoriya-sensei has an important announcement: The interest check along with mod applications for School's In Session: A Digitial Zine focusing on Izuku Midoriya's life as a teacher and pro-hero is open! We're ready to hear your thoughts! #bnha #izuku #deku

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

Don’t know when it happened, but I slipped into depression so now I’m over analyzing everything. My writing. My kudos. My projects. No matter what I do it all comes back to this feeling. Of insignificance.

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Nopheus | Hawks' Flat Ass @hawksflatass.bsky.social · 16/07/2025

A dear friend, known in the community as Avro ( @avrochan.bsky.social here) has faced a devastating fire. While she is processing and recovering from shock, a GoFundMe has been set up to help with expenditures related to this incident. All funds are going directly to her. gofund.me/3e6be362

gofund.me

Donate to Avro recover from a fire, organized by Prof Brown

Hi, we are members of a MHA fan community and are fundraising for friend and community member Avro… Prof Brown needs your support for Avro recover from a fire

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Celestibex (comms open!) @celestibex.bsky.social · 16/07/2025

It is so so important to come together in times like this! For donations of $50 or more I am offering sfw commissions with a simple background. For $75 or more, I am offering NSFW commissions with a simple background! Simply dm me with proof of donation!! About a 4-5 week turnaround!

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

Got a little sense of vindication today.

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 22/06/2025

archiveofourown.org/chapters/170... I've been working on a #dkbk mafia/organized crime piece. Also it's omegaverse. This is one of my favorite things I've written. Organized crime has got me in a CHOKEHOLD!!!

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Bee @psychichurt.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

What does it even take to “make it” in this fandom? How do I get people to even take me seriously? I know I need to post more but idk maybe my long ass break was a bad idea, who would have thought? Idk it just feels like I’m a joke.

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