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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 4h

I need to get back on my weird ass insane ppl movie kick but I'm out of practice on finding stuff blehhhh

Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 4h

This post made me watch this tonight and I am just in awe and feeling insane over it. That 1999 NYE section at the end will never ever leave my brain. Need to watch more from him.....

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 8h

Idk even talking about this is making my brain fuzzy like "oh nono, don't think about this girl" I hate the brain vault I hate it

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 8h

We're like always fucking fighting at each other and can't control swaps and can't communicate with each other and forgetting shit and feeling incomplete and fucked and blehhh

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 8h

Not aimed at anyone or anything just sorta venting but I kind of wish there was more talk about how fucked up plurality can be. My relationship to it has always been pretty negative and I see all these posts about systems coexisting and being peaceful and stuff but I don't know what that's like

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 8h

I kind of don't feel like I have any redeeming qualities rn like not trying to fish for compliments but my personality just sucks rn

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 8h

A caniac would fix me I think

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Listening to Diamond Eyes and having a religious experience

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Deftones rules, why did I dismiss them????

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Bobby Schroeder @ponett.dog · 10/10/2026

it's so funny to be surrounded by queer kinksters going "yeah puppygirl petplay and cannibalism as a metaphor for love are SO played out and normie" and then see someone outside that sphere be like "omg, be careful online, there are people attracted to SONIC THE HEDGEHOG characters! can't unsee!! 😱"

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Anyone wanna send money to my go out fund *smiles*

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I wanna go out but it costs money to grrrr

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I hate how relatable Hameko Chainsmoker Cat is to us a lil bit. We see ourselves too much in her!!

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

What happened to giving folks the side eye and moving on from that? We as trans people shouldn't have to constantly be advocates for ourselves, sometimes we gotta just exist

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Saying this because otherwise it gets fucking exhausting and demoralizing to constantly sit with the fact that most ppl don't give a shit so I try not to put too much energy into it

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

My hot take is that it's not necessary to put too much energy on lecturing folks about Harry Potter shit cause I think dropping the "Oh isn't JK Rowling kinda shitty? Like she said stuff about trans ppl?" and letting folks sit with that works better and doesn't exhaust you. You gotta pick ur battles

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Boofs Mobile 🔞 @n9x.tel · 09/10/2026

comm for @baregazelle.bsky.social whos bday was the other day ironically enough happy birthdayyy smiles terribly im gonna do a big crazy bg for this later but heres a simple one for now 🏋️‍♂️

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ernie 🪽 @floratonic.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

#umitober day 7: weapon

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Does void stranger have like meta windows necessary stuff? Like can I play it on gamenative and not miss anything?

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

So glad that dual screens handhelds are having the "undercut competition and make things more affordable" phase rn but it might not be that great cause of ram shortages 🥀

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Drooling and glad I held off on getting a thor cause broke (depending on how expensive it is....)

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Legit the only plausible thing I'm seeing is that it's more for the Chinese market for translation purposes which yeah I guess??? But at least it's gonna be remappable (hopefully)

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Idk I'm vent rambling here but my point is being broke fucking sucks in a capitalist hellscape

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Also lemme just say that being involved in furry spaces these days is fucking isolating because most events are markets or some other form of spending money and I understand why but it feels so fucking frustrating sometimes to see others that can spend hundreds on trinkets while I'm just sad

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Not to mention having hobbies in general because even less consumption focused ones require an investment

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Anytime I get a crumb of cash, I agonize over every purchase because idk when I'll have enough to get things again. Everything has to be an efficient use of my resources otherwise I fucked up

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Plus I've been unemployed for so long that I'm in spot with a 2 year employment gap which is unacceptable for even fast food so I'm kinda left behind by society I guess? Idk maybe I'm not trying hard enough but I exhausted

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I don't reach out to hang out with friends because the implication of asking a friend to hang out and also to cover you cause you can't afford much sucks so I sorta just rot and keep trying to dig myself out of it. Not to mention even affording things for self care, hygiene, etc. Like it all sucks

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I think something that really sucks when you've been unemployed and broke for as long as I have is how it feels like the world is just shut off to you. Like going out with friends? Costs money. Loitering in public spaces? Costs money. Thankfully living with parents rn but like it fucking sucks

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Honestly being into niche stuff and mostly niche stuff is isolating cause no one wants to read fucked up or really long VNs or talk about the weirdo stuff I'm interested. Hard to vent about this without sounding pretentious

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

GAGE JUST FUCKING TOLD ME I'M ROUXLS KAARD CODED

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Beyzul @beyzul.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

happy #internationaldayoflatex, have a latex puppy in these trying times :3

Me in my custom patterned latex catsuit, laying on top of my bed. I'm wearing a set of leather cuffs and collar + leash to match the colours of the suit

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

This is just how it was growing up. Nothing was ever where it should be and anytime we'd ask about it, it was always like "you live here, you should know"

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

This is why I never leave my room or cook or anything. Everytime I try to cook, the layout of the kitchen is different or some random thing is missing that ruins it completely. We got a rice cooker earlier this year and I told everyone not to lose the cup and guess what?

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Naia but hehe @pretentiousowls.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Really love how everytime I want to grab something outside my room, there's a 50/50 chance it's missing. Whenever I ask about it, I always get the "it's your fault" lecture when my mom is notorious for just throwing shit away without asking or thinking about it

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