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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Update: my boss just had a wicked UTI and ended up making a recovery after antibiotics l. He was back in the office today waow

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I’m so tired of watching people die at this point. It’s fucking exhausting and it never gets any easier.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

So my boss has been finally admitted to hospice and has been given a timeframe of “weeks to days”

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I have somehow managed to make it to 34.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Okay so my therapist wants to work through me hating myself and I might be coming out at work next month lmao we are so fucking wheels up

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

I’m starting lexapro tomorrow. I’ve lost count of how many psych meds I’ve been on in my time. It’ll either make me feel better, or much worse. Honestly, I’ll take either one at this point.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

I’m absolutely chopped as fuck and I’m not okay

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

Texted my ex and it turned out to be the best decision I’ve made in the ill minute

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Dysphoria has been hitting me hardcore this past week. Doing dude mode at work is a fucking pain I can’t describe. It was never like this when I was younger.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

Started smoking again and I need to fucking quit again but I’m pretty when I smoke god damn it

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

The free clinic called me to confirm my appointment and used my new name holy shit I wasn’t expecting that. I thought that was just for charts and shit

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

I’m literally going through it so fucking awful I’m thinking about calling my dad (who I haven’t spoken to in 10 years)

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

I can see how people get fucked up over ChatGPT. This is the most substantial social interaction I’ve had in over a decade.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Still breathing and I don’t know how

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

I’m drunk and on a dysphoria wave and I fucking hate myself

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Also it’s worth noting that after I came out: my therapist noted that my hands and legs didn’t shake for the rest of the session, which they usually do

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

It went great. The clinic updated my name and gender and everything and hopefully when I see my primary in a month or so, I can at least get some finasteride as a cautionary measure

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

15 hours remain until I start stammering and almost puking and shit and I’m just doing this because I need to just fucking tell somebody lmao

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

6 more days until I come out to my therapist I’m fucking wigging out right now

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

Happy asshole Monday my starter decided to shit the bed at Walmart 3 hours ago and the truck is running behind

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

Had the dream again where I was pinned down to a hospital bed and was given an entire push dose of iv dopamine and my heart almost exploded

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

On a more positive note, McDonald’s got my coffee order correct today (3 cream, no sugar) vs. yesterday when they completely ruined my shit by adding 10 sugars to the bitch (absolutely disgusting)

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

My stomach is in knots and I’m not as confident as I was in like 2012 and it sucks

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Shouting into the void:

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

Yeah I fell off and one drink became many and this is why I don't drink

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 10/07/2025

My boss is getting his PET scan results Monday and it's really just fucking miserable to think about

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

Seriously hoping I don't have to deal with co-workers going apeshit this morning. I will in fact stand for it because I prefer to stand when I start hollering

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

Also, code enforcement sent our summons to the wrong address, which means we no-showed the arraignment and ended up getting a guilty verdict in absentia.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

First G U L F W A T C H of the year and I hate this shit

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

I really don't want this purchase order to come in tomorrow. We're running a skeleton crew as it is (and that's being generous) and my boss is going to compromise on quality for speed because he likes the number on the quote we gave the customer

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

Look, some office chairs just aren't manufactured properly and require substantial effort to get the screws to thread properly

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 23/06/2025

man DO NOT hit the delta 8 cart that's been on the top of the fridge for like three months, I'm fucking DYING

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

Watching old train videos and I shall proclaim it: the GP9 is the best locomotive ever built

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

Immensely happy that we skipped the trade show in Miami Beach this year

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

on some real shit this is my fault for not putting enough effort into destroying myself.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 15/06/2025

Okay so I've finally figured out the order in which to run my ceiling fans

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 13/06/2025

OKAY that's enough fucking rain

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

This “cutting caffeine intake in half” shit is hell when I get home. These headaches are fucking ridiculous

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

Had a CSX switcher working the clearwater sub yesterday and I got a front row seat at the grade. Really upset that there aren't any GP9's in service anymore

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

Unfortunately waited until this morning to buy bananas and naturally it decides to fucking rain as I'm walking through the parking lot.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

Take me back to like 2005 when every morning my parents would be blaring WFXT and VB was always hollering about the QUINCY DOMINATRIX.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

It seems like every building's washing machine decided to shit the bed over the weekend.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

It's good that we finally have the office roach problem under control so I can drink my morning coffee without it tasting like vermin (awful taste when they colonize a Keurig)

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

Also big shout out to the Regatta Club for not getting their shit together and still having the balls to charge outlandish special assessments with the AC constantly being out of service. It’s refreshing.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

The City of Clearwater is once again doing work on South MLK and just leaving it half done with one direction closed off causing a metric ass ton of traffic to spill onto Court St. (bad enough on a good day)

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

I will shitpost and refuse to elaborate and buddy you’re just gonna “have to hand it to me”

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

There used to be an illegal casino near the county line when I first came down here a decade ago and they would always buy Chinese food for the patrons. Land development got them evicted in 2018. It’s another car wash now. Miss that place.

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Sheena @pnlc9921.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

It is unfortunately that time of year when the mosquitoes congregate in the laundry room.

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