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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 26/07/2026

now that i have tits... they're nbd wtf sexuality?

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 12/05/2026

the privilege i lost coming out is crazy i used to have competing offers for jobs. now i get awkwardness when the interviewers hear my voice in combo with my name fuck going back though. i'd rather just work for minimum wage at a grocery store than in IT for six figures how do other trans […]

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 23/06/2026

i ask all actual scientists to share this with their friends and coworkers. by simply refusing to name the thing, you're doing erasure harm.

screenshot of a tweet from (@livvyfanon). text: "oh so if being trans is natural then why are their no records of you until recently" (with "their" used in place of "there").

below that: "historians to all records of trans people in history:"

followed by a screen capture of spongebob squarepants with spongebob shoveling stacks of papers into a burning furnace.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 09/03/2026

"metacognition doesn't override neurochemistry" - the thesis of my life

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 02/06/2026

Odin's wisdom is false. Thor provides no protection. False authority... "Let Hel hold what she *will* have" ... Fenrir is coming.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 31/03/2026

sure he's a hypocrite. but the reactions to Noem's crossdressing, even from some of the left, have hurt a bit. hey all American liberals! your trans/queer phobia is showing

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 30/03/2026

shout out to the chud misogynist that did one of those polite yells at me to get out of his way. thank you: you were the only one to gender me right today.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 30/03/2026

shout out to the chud misogynist that did one of those polite yells at me to get out of his way. thank you: you were the only one to gender me right today.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 28/03/2026

i ugly cried *at* my pre-teen today, not really for any reason. i think i need my shot soon #JustTransThings #trans #hrt

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 27/03/2026

born too soon for post-scarcity born too late to afford a house born just in time to witness the fall of the imperial core nice. everybody strap in

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 24/03/2026

the only way to kill #AI coding is self-harming ourselves by deleting the entire blame and author tracking system in #git. LET'S DO THIS! #WitnessMe

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 20/03/2026

"i'll leave you with four words:, i'm glad [Chuck] dead." - Killer Mike youtu.be/6lIqNjC1RKU?t=197

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 09/03/2026

the internet has ruined me

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 03/03/2025

you think the shitposting and degeneracy is your ally? you merely adopted them. i was born in them, molded by them. i didn't know what being normal was until i was already a grown woman, and by then it was nothing but boring...

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 05/09/2025

Salem, Oregon's flag should be an alternate trans pride flag #PacNW #portland #PDX #SalemOregon #SalemOR #KeepOregonWeird

The Salem, Oregon flag consists of a blue stripe, a white field, and a pink cherry blossom with a 5-pointed star cut out of the middle.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 27/11/2025

Stabbing Westward's Wither Blister Burn & Peel (1996) was music for trans people in 2025. ... i will die on this hill and i'll call in danger close airstrikes as a last stand

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 09/03/2026

"metacognition doesn't override neurochemistry" - the thesis of my life

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 22/02/2026

i just realized what i hate about how Trump talks... he intones like he's cumming over and over

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 22/02/2026

i just realized what i hate about how Trump talks... he intones like he's cumming over and over

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

besides the semantic assault of capital "Pervert" for people who take hormones to be permanently a specific gender, i maintain Le Guin didn't rub two neurons together when she wrote "The Left Hand of Darkness" and during the conceptual world building. 1. language mismatch * a society without […]

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

[many] not even joking about the "Pervert" shit

Warning transphobia

A screenshot of the ebook for "Left Hand of Darkness" that's too long to post here

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

recently read ursula le guin's "left hand of darkness" i physically *hate* that book. holy shit.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 31/01/2026

Donald J Trump is a "calendar girl".

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

[many] not even joking about the "Pervert" shit

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

i mean... imagine if it did all the things it promised... it'd be so much better to point to for "early" gender norms shifting. i can even see people adopting the pronouns she creates. she could have formalized gender theory in a SciFi book. it'd been the Three Laws, but for gender. people who […]

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

the book wants to be a radical meditation on language and perception. but it won't walk the walk, just talk the talk and default to "he/him" and capital-P "Pervert". it's worldbuilding for people who want to pretend they're thinking hard while missing the actual hard bits. i genuinely can't […]

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

i feel like i want to start a crusade against the book that's how much i hate it. the fact La Guin confirmed using he/hiim as default was a bad move, THEN NOT PUTTING OUT A SECOND EDITION TO FIX IT IS ALL I NEED TO KNOW fuck...

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

listening to the audiobook felt like being berated by a transphobe i'm so fucking angry about it

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

here, let me try... "kemmerlost", wow not only does that not label hormone-taking people as deviants, but also does more worldbuilding.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

that word choice doesn't work even on its own terms. "pervert" etymologically and in informal terms is about sexual deviance. the Gethenians who take hormones to maintain permanent gender aren't doing anything sexual. they're just... being a consistent gender. there's no sexual dimension to […]

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

"What's a word that I can use for the people who take hormones to be a certain gender? Oh. I know... "pervert" is perfect. Oh and they can be powerful, but ostracized. Yea! It'll be a way to play with gender. I'll flip the norms and make everybody non-binary, but then make the 'perverts' the […]

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 21/01/2026

recently read ursula le guin's "left hand of darkness" i physically *hate* that book. holy shit.

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 20/01/2026

wake up samurai, the four new genders dropped

A close up photo of a sloppy joe sandwich on a decorative plate, loose ground meat in tomato sauce spilling between a soft bun. Below the image is a multiple choice trivia question reading "What is this loose meat in a tomato sauce on a bun called?" with four answer buttons labeled "Messy Mike", "Sloppy Joe", "Filthy Kevin", and "Dirty Andy".

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 18/01/2026

five bullets killed America. Lincoln, Garfield, JFK, RFK, and the one that missed Reagan

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UEBA chaoticist @pixelnull.infosec.exchange.ap.brid.gy · 18/01/2026

five bullets killed America. Lincoln, Garfield, JFK, RFK, and the one that missed Reagan

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