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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 16h
Sometimes I wish I could just ask for happiness... But then I remember that I'm not allowed to be selfish and want things...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 07/10/2026
I'm not happy and no one seems to care
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 06/10/2026
It's really hard to do much when I don't really have much to care about
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 06/10/2026
Mask on and everyone just assume I'm okay
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 05/10/2026
Nothing really matters
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 04/10/2026
I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 03/10/2026
Pounded and abused, eh?
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 02/10/2026
What am I supposed to do with my life?
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 02/10/2026
My head just hurts
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 01/10/2026
Heh... Just smile... I'm okay... Ignore me... I'm fine... Just why would I need proper love and support? Just ignore my miserable life and assume I'm okay because it's too difficult to do anything else....
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 01/10/2026
Dooo do do doo dooo, doooo do dooo doo do 🎶 fuck...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 29/09/2026
🎭
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🩵🦈Stray🦌❤️ @pathofthestray.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
𝘛𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥, Ch.1, p13 || meet Hell's oldest(?) counselor(??) with absolutely zero ulterior motives! #hazbinhotel #hhcomictethered #radiostatic #vees #pyre hi-res page on Patreon if you become a member or purchase the collection💚 www.patreon.com/cw/pathofthe...
Tethered, chapter 1, page 13. The Vees are fully and properly welcomed into Pyre's office.

Panel 1: The Vees walk through the parted curtains of vines into a cenote that is lightly decorated with rustic, wooden furniture. At the opposite end of the room stands a tall figure in a green pinstriped suit. They're backlit by a glow emitting from a wide pool of water. The figure, clearly a sinner, smiles with a greeting. "Merry meet, dear Vees, and welcome to my grotto. I am Pyre P. Glabra."

Panel 2: The glow of the pool lightly coats their charcoal-like skin and long leafy hair. A pleasant scent of lavender wafts through the air from the tips of their twisted roots for horns. "How can I help you this eve?" they ask. Their eyes glow bright orange like a furnace.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 27/09/2026
Just another shitty day trying to deal with the bullshit alone.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 26/09/2026
My life just feels like a big joke
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 25/09/2026
The mask is on. The facade of happiness. No need to worry about me, totally fine. Yep. Not completely miserable, nope.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 23/09/2026
I know it's selfish to want things in life but I'm miserable and just want some proper happiness. I don't know what that is but it's something I really want... I just hope it shows up one day...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 23/09/2026
I wonder when someone will come spend time with me again... Maybe even spend meaningful time without a reason to just leave... Maybe even stay over once in a while... Make this not feel like prison
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 23/09/2026
I have no dreams or aspirations anymore. What am I supposed to even do? I've got nothing... I don't belong anywhere... I feel isolated... Unwanted... I wonder if anyone will actually ask what's wrong and actually listen cause it doesn't seem like anyone does...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
I should just shut up, put on my mask, and pretend everything is okay... That's what I'm expected to do.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
Yep... Same old, same old...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
I don't know why I thought people would come to me.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
Lost.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
Unimportant.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
Alone.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
I just need to be wanted, supported, held.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
I'll just put my mask back on and pretend everything is okay because that's what everyone just wants me to do. Fuck actually supporting me. 🎭
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
My stomach has been upset. My entire body is upset. I haven't felt at ease for days... It's not like that's going to change either...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
I don't know how to communicate anymore... I've tried... Been left alone, never figured it out... I've never been allowed to speak the hurt in my heart... Never been able to develop those bonds that tie us... Never been able to connect and love... Just teased and told to deal with it alone
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
I really don't know why I say anything... I really don't expect anyone to read... It's unlikely because no one ever has... I'm not allowed to talk about things with anyone anyways... I don't expect them to care about how I actually feel anyways...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
I just wish someone would help me feel happy... That's all I want
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 22/09/2026
No one understands. No one wants to understand. I don't know how to explain. But I'm not really able to try... I just wish everyone would understand how much I need something more. Why am I the only one who just has to accept things? I wish someone would do more for me, but they won't, they never do
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 21/09/2026
I feel like I'm clinging to hope that's not actually there
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 21/09/2026
Alone, disconnected, without purpose or place, lacking, unsure, miserable, without community, without family, a piece that never fits in, never truly belonging, seeking love and affection, confused and frustrated, bottled up, just want to be held, trusted, needed, wanted, loved.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
I just don't belong anywhere
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
fml
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
Okay cool... I'm completely fine all by myself all the time. I don't need people to come spend time with me. Why must the effort always be on me? I shouldn't expect people to come visit me... Apparently that's just a lot of ask...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
I guess I'm just expected to put on my happy face and pretend everything is fine.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
It's so fucking hard to care anymore.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
Am I just supposed to put on a mask and pretend I'm not miserable just to make things seem fine? Cause that's how it feels I always have to do things... Just bottle it up and keep it hidden away
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
At this point I'm honestly afraid to be physically and emotionally intimate. I'm so broken I didn't think I would be able to. I lack those skills. I missed out on being able to acquire them.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 20/09/2026
It would just be nice to be able to do simple things with people sometimes... You know... Just generally being around someone regularly, maybe dinner here and there and just supportive socializing. Something to make life feel worth it... A reason to care about being in this dwelling.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 19/09/2026
Just fucking miserable.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 19/09/2026
I wish I could just not care... I wish I could most turn off this need for things and just accept my shitty life... I wish I could actually be happy... I really don't know what would help at this point... I'm too broken... It's too late for me to be fixed... Too broken for others...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 19/09/2026
I guess I'll just dull the pain away like I always do...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 18/09/2026
There is a divide, a casm, a barrier that keeps me firmly alone. Just bottled up and trapped with myself. Unable to express proper feelings, unable to get the proper love and support I actually need... unable to feel happiness... It's just a universal thing and I am not allowed beyond
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 18/09/2026
Yeah sure... Whatever...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 18/09/2026
Why am I so pathetic...
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 18/09/2026
Broken and useless.
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phoxmeh @phoxmeh.britzu.com · 17/09/2026
I just hate my life so much... And no one cares
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