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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 1h

Thank you as always and glad to hear you're doing better. Still no movement: 0/100 power bill NOW 0/100 food ASAP (at this point health means I need to stockpile maybe) 0/1700 rent deadline Nov 1 And extra (unknown) for window situation Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 08/10/2026

Thank you as always for the thread. No movement... 0/100 power ASAP, 0/60 food soon, 0/1700 rent, possible extra to deal with stuck windows (we will see...). Got Gatorade thanks to someone yesterday, still need caffeine for my B vitamins and general function... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 07/10/2026

Thank you as ever. No movement... 0/100 power NEED to get this solved, 0/60 food, 0/1800 rent deadline Nov 1, very sick lately and also very busy... I also need to get Gatorade (low sodium/potassium I'm pretty sure) and more energy drinks (my main source of B vits) Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 06/10/2026

Thank you as always. 0/100 power bill (no idea when due but we ought to handle it NOW) 0/50 food (got sick again....) 0/1800 rent (deadline Nov 1) And we may need emergency funds for the winter (our windows are just. Stuck open. Can't close them...) Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 04/10/2026

Thank you as always. Yet another thing unexpectedly on the list (power), need food money in the next two days (still sick....), need rent. 0/100 power (I don't know deadline, consider this an ASAP situation), 0/100 food, 0/1700 rent deadline Nov 1 Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 02/10/2026

Thank you as always. Constant stream of emergencies have me iffy, so I'm starting on rent early... 0/1800 deadline Nov 1 (our new lease began so price went up), extra to food as needed (OK for now on that). Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com Hoping your health improves.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 01/10/2026

Thank you again. I try not to repost on threads but uh I need 200 dollars before the 5th or I lose my phone. (The only option for the service I have is yearly.) This got dropped on me literally this morning. Also still ill and need 60 for internet before 11th Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 29/09/2026

Thank you as ever. 0/120: 60 for internet deadline Oct 11th, 60 for food containers, extra will go to rent. I had a technical issue too but uh that got solved with no money involved at all. We take those, sure. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 29/09/2026

I need to get 100-150 in addition to everything else because my external HDD did something horrifying... So uh Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 28/09/2026

Thank you as always. 0/50 food need literally now, 0/60 internet bill, I also need to get some kitchen stuff (unsure, maybe 0/60? 0/100?). Rent handled fortunately Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/09/2026

Can't stay awake for new thread.... I try very hard to avoid doing this, but 1300/1700 rent deadline Oct 1, 3 days remain, need help badly, health still poor Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/09/2026

As I was abt to pass out some came in 1300/1700 just 400 short

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/09/2026

Thank you as ever. 700/1700, 3 days for rent, deadline Oct 1, need this NOW Veey poor health... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/09/2026

Thank you as always. 720/1700 rent, four days remain, NEED to get this soon, health poor still Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 25/09/2026

Thank you as ever. 250/1700 still on rent five days remain NEED help. Still very ill, barely awake most days Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 24/09/2026

Thank you for the thread as always. 250/1700 rent, deadline Oct 1, becoming VERY urgent less than a week to go. Health slightly improving but not much, NEED to get this handled! Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 23/09/2026

Thank you as ever 250/1700 rent deadline Oct 1 Health is very failing suddenly, things are a struggle, if I am not fearing a rent miss I might be able to rest and figure out a proper food solution (current is not a solution BC of how poor health is) Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 16/09/2026

Thank you as always. ~100/1700 rent deadline Oct 1. Extra will go toward emergency backup funds temporarily (currently I don't have these at all, I am also very sick recently), and next month's rent. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Phoebe Howell @phoebeismebee.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

hi i'm a trans activist in montana, and that's cool. i'm not in that specific place but i AM about to hold this sign around semi-important people again in a few days which is always something bsky.app/profile/phoe... ty for coming to my ted talk

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 11/09/2026

Thank you as always 0/1700 rent, deadline Oct 1, been very ill the past few days so extra for other stuff (food meds hospital) appreciated Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 28/07/2026

Thank you as always for the thread 1500/1700 rent, also need vitamins and clothes and caffeine and food and etc My long covid is finally going away but a severe lack of movement this month (all of this was 4 or 5 people) means I might be doomed anyway without help Paypal: dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 25/07/2026

Thank you for the thread as ever. 1500/1700 (!) rent, deadline Aug 1, also need to get food and clothes. Very close to making it here... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 24/07/2026

Thank you as always. 500/1700 rent, running out of time... Deadline Aug 1, I really need some help here. I also need to get some groceries but uh I am not getting anything else until I pay rent Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/06/2026

Thanks to the people who just helped out I'm abruptly handled Thanks to you all so much I appreciate you a ton for real. I need to. Order food and sleep. Rent already paid I have at least one more month

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/06/2026

Thank you for the thread as always We got smacked with a definite fee in addition to the potential one so I am very off pace on rent 1000/2000, deadline before Jul 1...Will need food etc also I need to get st least 250/day to make it and I am terrified Paypal: dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 22/06/2026

Thank you as ever. 410/1700 rent, deadline Jul 1, also need 150 in case of unexpected fee, also need food, etc, all the little things. Worried. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, and yes the name you will see is my actual name, not an error message

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 16/06/2026

Thank you as ever for the thread. It's the usual: rent and food money needed. 100/1700 rent, deadline Jul 1, extra will go to food. Not desperate for food yet, need rent ASAP (been very ill lately). Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, and yes that is my actual name.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 08/06/2026

Thank you for the thread. I am zeroed out and out of food I can prepare + other stuff, so I am beginning the monthly fundraising for rent early. Minimum 50 for food needed ASAP, 20 for energy drink also ASAP (need B12 badly), 1700 rent due by Jul 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/05/2026

Thank you for the thread Completely flattened. Need caffeine and Gatorade and food fast. (Finally was able to cook last night, remembered why i dont do that after covid) Something like 150 should get me through a little while, also need air conditioner ~170 asap Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 25/05/2026

Thank you as ever. Food and clothes and AC all very necessary still. 0/??? Clothes, 0/50 food (for today, if I can get 100+ I can get a couple days of food), 0/170-ish AC. Food maybe most important. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 23/05/2026

Thank you as always for the thread. Rent is done! We did it! I still need food and laundry and AC but yeah. Food is probably like 250 to keep me going for awhile, I don't know where to begin for laundry/transit, AC is about 175. 20/??? Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 22/05/2026

Thank you as ever. 900/1700 rent, need to order food, need to get caffeine, need to get clothes so i can do laundry I need to do, need to get just a lot of things... Feeling time pressure on the rent severely PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 17/05/2026

Thank you for the thread 1100/1700 rent, due before June 1, food and etc also needed Very tired Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, yes my name really is what you will see

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 13/05/2026

Thank you for the thread. 0/1700 still, and between getting sick and being broke I am functionally out of food. I need at least 50 for today/maybe tomorrow (cannot cook in current state) and will likely need more if I don't improve soon. 0/1700 for rent before June 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 12/05/2026

Thank you as always. 0/1700 rent due before June 1st, also need food, laundry, dishes/utensils, etc. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 11/05/2026

Thank you as ever for the thread. Need 1700 on rent plus stuff for dishes etc. Also having one of my social safety nets melt down around me at present, so I may need more for emergency funds. 0/1700 for rent due on 1st. Unsure about rest. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 10/05/2026

Thank you for the thread. I have been working on a lot of stuff behind the scenes but my roommate can't cover rent this coming month, so I have to handle it... We finally have cookware but need dishes now, also. 0/1700 rent, deadline June 1st Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 24/04/2026

Thank you for the thread Have run out of food as work is picking up. People were able to help before but utilities hit. I don't know how much I need but I also really need an air conditioner soon. 200 ish it seems for air conditioner. Need food like asap, 50? today Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 21/04/2026

Thank you for the thread I ran out of food and kind of need that. Didnt get anything last time I posted and have missed some days I should have posted... Very much need help now. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, ~40 for food I need basically now and extra will go to getting more food and other things

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 18/04/2026

Thank you for the thread. It is looking like things are going to start getting easier for me financially soon, I will still need help but rent is covered for now... I need to get an air conditioner soon (yes already) and food for the month, need laundry done etc. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 31/03/2026

Thank you for the thread. 1400/1700. Need by end of day. Super exhausted, health spiralling, please help. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 29/03/2026

1400/1700... This is possible

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 29/03/2026

Thank you. 2 days to make up the rest of rent... 400/1700. I have had no movement for a while. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 28/03/2026

Thank you, as always. 450/1700 for rent. Due before (not on) the 1st of April. Time is very short now. Also need food which means that I have been eating what little I have. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, please help.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/03/2026

Thank you as always. Still 500/1700, and going to be lower, ran out of easy food. Tooth seems to be largely okay ish right now but I dont want to FAFO with it. Very worried about making rent. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/03/2026

Thank you for the thread as ever 500/1700 still and feeling very worried. OK on food for another day at least, but still need clothes etc Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Apr 1st

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 25/03/2026

Thank you for the thread. 500/1700 (got some more food...) for rent due before Apr 1. Need food need clothes. Very worried... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 24/03/2026

Thank you as ever for this. 550/1700 to meet rent by the 1st, had to order some food or it would be more. Also need clothes soon (hopefully laundry will become tractable soon, I will never need to buy clothes again....) and of course more food. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 23/03/2026

Thank you again. Still doing badly. I have to get 1700 before the 1st, i have a badly cracked tooth so food is hard, I have my sleep schedule the messiest its ever been and no idea when or how I can fix it... 100/1700 on rent. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 22/03/2026

Thank you as always for the thread Still need rent and etc. 100/1700 rent due before Apr 1 I am feeling very pressed for time here. Food and so forth also helpful but rent is non negotiable Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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