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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

I've filed my last taxes with my late husband. Next year it will inly be me. I've also taken down my Christmas tree. Yesterday, I comforted my friends who had to let their dog go. That's all.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I loved my time here in Puerto Rico. I actually practiced my Spanish with my Uber driver, who was very tickled that I could have a conversation with him. However, I miss my space.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

Yes, I am that person writing in Spanish to my friends' postcards because I'm in San Juan. 🤣 Lo siento.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

Heh. I just noticed I said map. I need a map too because maps are fun but a nap is needed more.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

I want a map. No, I need a nap.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

Oh, dear god. I cannot believe I am angsting this much about who to have a proper romance with in the latest #dragonage game. I thought I knew going into the game but another player has me questioning things. Any advice, other Dragon Age players.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

That sucked but I fucking showed up. #boxing

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

This year has been shit. I'm still standing, as Steven would've wanted me 2 do. It's in part 2 you who've checked in, dragged me out, & let me sit in silence as I cried. Love you. And I'm 48?! WTF. I hope this year treats us better. Happy New Year, & I hope that 2025 is calm & uninteresting.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 24/12/2024

The universe is a funny thing. I am playing Dragon Age, as one does, and I found comfort in Emmrich's personal task. It kind of feels like Stevie was telling me that it's okay. #grief #dragonage

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

I celebrated the winter solstice last night at the place where Steve is buried.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

👋👋👋❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

I got a new tree. I don't have to string the lights. Stevie may have been Jewish, but he loved it once placed. He called it our Hanukkah Bush. Things are hard this year. I keep on & will continue to do so. If not for him but also for me. #grief #proofoflife #fuckcancer

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

Then I may finally be able to start on the other arm with the fauna. 😅

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

I'm not getting Gillian tattooed on Saturday but more flowers! I will try to grab a picture when it's finished.

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Daniel S. Goldberg @profgoldberg.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

Me, a public health person, just sitting over here reflecting on the fact that the US has experienced a 7% increase in infant mortality post-Dobbs. Like, do you realize what that says about this society from an ethical perspective? That we made policy choices that caused this? #PHEthx

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Infant Mortality Increases Across US Following Dobbs Decision

The Dobbs decision was associated with a 7% absolute increase in overall infant mortality—equivalent to 247 excess deaths—and a 10% increase among infants with congenital anomalies, corresponding to 2...

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

It started at my house when they lived with me, and it continued after they moved out.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Kidmas is with my nieces and nephew who aren't with their father on actual Christmas hence, Kidmas.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Our Kidmas tradition of watching the strangest cartoon ever begins. I mean, I had never heard of Cricket on the Hearth until the Kidmas began.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 06/12/2024

No worries! I appreciate the hugs at any time! ❤️‍🩹

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

I'm okay. I spent Thanksgiving with my cousins in California, which was the exact right call for me.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

Sometimes, at work, I have to be outside for hours at a time. I don't mind usually but today it's cold.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

I was the only one who signed for tonight's yoga class. I'm so glad I stuck it out.

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Amanda Marcotte @amandamarcotte.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Both Texas and Georgia are destroying evidence of all maternal mortality, blocking proof that women are dying from abortion bans. This story has a lot more going on than you think. Especially since Republicans are lying about the public cases. www.salon.com/2024/12/02/d...

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Republicans don't care if women die from abortion bans — but they don't want you to know about it

Women will keep dying, but the GOP is working hard to destroy the evidence

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

And I am in the airport leaving Southern CA to go home. 👋 (I have no opinion on mayo.)

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

I think being with my cousins was the best decision for this first birthday and Thanksgiving without Stevie. I miss Stevie terribly and always will, but being with family who have known and love me the longest is good for me. #grief #Thanksgiving #birthdays

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

Thank you!!! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

Thank you, TSA Pre-check. Oh, and booking a parking spot at the airport. Now, I only have to worry about connecting flights. 😅 Whose bright idea was it anyway to travel the day before one's birthday (Thanksgiving)? Oh, wait. It was me. 🤣

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

I have booked my flight, accommodations, and car for my trip to Puerto Rico next year. I am a little excited. 😅

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

He enjoyed watching me play video games and occasionally helped me with the trickier puzzles. I'm trying to channel his voice, but some days are better than others.

A picture of college age Stevie. He is sitting on the floor wearing a blue button down shirt. He has a book in his hands and his head is turned toward the camera and he is smiling. He has a full head of town curly hair. This was taken way before me.

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Paper CeeCee @paperceecee.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

There is a lot of stuff that i miss terribly not having Steve here with me. (Fuck you, cancer.) I greatly appreciate his thoughts when playing a video game. I know, that seems silly, but he always helped me in whatever way he could. This includes deciding which character to romance in Dragon Age.

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