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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

*Pretends to be shocked* It’s not worth appealing—I’ve never had an appeal work and I’ve reported shit like this before. Atp reporting is just for funsies

Email from Facebook support telling me the guy who called me a faggot was not violating their TOS

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

After the Queen’s husband-cousin died, I posted an admittedly tasteless meme abt single GILFs in your area tryna smash. I don’t regret it. I still think it was very funny fuck them people. But I can’t help but think I got added to some kinda list behind it

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Following me around public posts to call me a nigger was gonna break me or smth I know their shit is half run by AI but I seen people get successful appeals or have the block/report work the way it’s posed to. Tr am EYE doing wrong? I feel like my acct got special flagged for the AI TOS police bc

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I once got shadowbanned for a month bc I posted a picture of Torgal from FFXVI for World Dog Day. They said it was against the TOS on nudity (he’s a fkn normal ass wolf?!) I got locked out of my activity for a week complaining abt some crybaby cracker who wouldn’t leave me alone and thought

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I keep reporting this shit bc why not but I have NEVER once had my shit “reviewed” and said it wasn’t against TOS but EYE frequently get dinged for posting the screenshot. An appeal has always been against me saying I need to delete or get shadowbanned 🤔

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I stay getting called fr slurs on FB from mfrs who get froggy like it’s still in middle school in the 90s. Nothing ever happens to these people (mainly dudes surprise surprise) and guess who consistently gets in TOS trouble for this shit?

A screenshot of a FB conversation. This is in response to a gorgeous fanart someone did of Wyll from Baldur’s Gate 3 with top surgery scars and holding the trans flag behind him. I said:

“Wtf is up with some these comments. Y'all are so mfn fragile just keep scrolling if the cartoon fanart that in no way denigrates you or hurts you scares you so bad. Why even play the game at all considering Larian is so pro LGBTQ+?
Mods admin asleep or mods admin have an "ignore it" policy? (Fr question)”

In responses some fragile man whose name I’ve redacted says: “fuck you faggot”

The screenshot shows I’ve laugh reacted and my response to him is: “you feel better now, babygirl?” After which he blocked me

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Gabrielle A. Perry, MPH @geauxgabrielle.blacksky.app · 15/06/2026

There’s 10 Black people in Maine but if they don’t vote for Platner, it will be Black people’s fault he lost.

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

They stay putting every mfn thing on our backs and act like it’s meeting us halfway. 400yrs later and they STILL want us to do their work for them and blame us for their lack of material and meaningful involvement 🙃 But they don’t hate us or exploit us the same way as the right so it never counts

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Being a billionaire in this environment already makes you at LEAST somewhat of an exploitative shameless ghoul with the moral praxis of an 80s cartoon villain Being a trillionaire is not a flex. It’s not a great accomplishment. It’s achieving absolutely nothing but flaunting a sickness of the soul

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

“Prithee good brother, look! I have spied thy very likeness upon yon parchment, perhaps we should send it to thy maiden fair as a keepsake!” *yea, tis an announcement for a gathering of mummers anon, featuring most especially one depicted as a man excepting for the head & tail of a grey ass*

Screenshot of a Tumblr post. Original post is from knightowlet and reads:

“Do y'all think siblings in medieval times would look at the little beasts in illuminated manuscripts and point at each other like 'ha! 'Tis thou!'”

A responding comment to the post from theuwuanimeblog reads:

“*Points to the Devil in the church's glass to my sister* I think he shall make a fine groom for thee”

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Erin Fogg says Free Link @criminalerin.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

I don't like the technofascist stage of capitalism where technofash jack up our utilities bills then offer to pay our power bills in exchange for letting them put technofascistic computers to power homicidal chatbots in your house that will burn down your neighborhood if u try to use your microwave

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Night of the Abigail @popeguilty.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

When a trans person so much as jaywalks there's a month of calls for all of us to die screaming and I need people to bring that energy to holding every transphobic monster that helped make this murder happen accountable for it. Juniper's death is the intended outcome of transphobic propaganda.

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

*We’re ALL allies (or should be) in some respect. There’s almost no one who has to participate in broader society who has NO privileges. Even inside marginalized communities there are different kinds of lateral issues. This shit is important bc allyship is only effective if it’s a verb vs a noun

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Buhlike also protect your peace you know? This would be exhausting to do 365. Do what you can when you can. That’s why it’s important for allies* to do the work so they can do this shit when the targets of the -ism/-phobia are gonna have a way lower fatigue threshold in general

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

They’re gonna do it regardless so remember that engagement isn’t FOR the shit. It’s fine to go in with cautious expectation, but particularly if you’re the target of the -ism/-phobia you can spot pretty quickly from very little interaction/posting how things are gonna go

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Up to push again to reactionary or they’re backed into a corner and unwilling to concede anything so they can move. Like that one post said, don’t play chess with pigeons. You could be a Grandmaster and they’ll still just knock over all the pieces, shit on the board, and strut around like they won

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Should, to be totally clear) but focusing on that one person to be that becomes a moot point when you see how the heel digging and the micro/macroaggressions get wielded but we should keep going when we can, not for the shit. Never for the shit. Dip when it gets circular bc they’ll just keep that

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Nobody plants seeds in shit to improve the shit, you feel me? Engagement is rarely for the person being engaged with in these cases. For sure there are some people you can actually reach who actually is willing to reflect and embrace the uncomfortableness of being wrong and self-awareness (we ALL

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

It IS worth doing it anyway. Both of them. Who gives a shit about those -ists and -phobics saying whatever it is, that’s emphatically not about them. We KNOW they just wanna piss us off to make an example for the ambient audience. And that’s WHY engaging is still important when you can do it

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Actually, to that thing that racists and bigots do from this thread:

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Admin acted super fast so maaaaaybe. I mean I can always leave but I’m extra

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

You’re not like me and you can get your point across succinctly. Dismissive tactics meant to bring you back around to being reactionary or disengaging It’s exhausting how many « allies » don’t make a point of learning this shit but to that point the comments on that post passed the vibe check and

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

So you must not have resources or know what you’re talking about or look it up and read it and understand it for them But you can’t do the latter either bc when you DO do those things you’re taking it too seriously (they’re not taking it seriously enough), or « I didn’t ask for an essay » even when

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Then suddenly you can’t be understood bc you didn’t hold their hand. You didn’t talk to them w honey in your mouth. You didn’t walk them into the classroom and be their teacher and their parent and their absolving priest. You’re frustrated so you must be wrong. You’re tired of forced professorship

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Or a performance of innocence bc the goal isn’t to spread misinformation although it does do that, or even to piss off the targets of their racism although it does do that too Racists and bigots do that shit explicitly to get reactionary responses AND thought out response. If you do the former,

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

The admin said that they don’t usually make a post about removing someone from the group; but the lady had a bunch of pending posts too that were all very sly racist bullshit. Stuff where it’s obviously racist but when you call it out the person being racist sidesteps through plausible deniability

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Was a little surprising to me since Chaos groups tend to have an incredible amount of edgelords of varying degree and very little policing about it It’s like like that irl imo although it’s absolutely there and I admittedly don’t know how bad it is these days bc I don’t go anywhere anymore. Anyway

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Showed up on my feed and with my own two eyeballs I had to read some white woman redefining hotep as any snake oil salesman who uses culture to do it so it includes white people. That definition is almost verbatim the post is gone now thank fuck One of the admins posted abt it actually which

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

I got invited to a group on FB featuring Chaos Magic(k) and I don’t typically join any Pagan groups bc I do heavy vetting and easily dip (fkn necessary). But I like this feature where you can see posts for a month so I don’t have to join to dig around Anyway, the other day the group had a post that

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Dipped for two months and saw my last post and ain’t shit changed lmfao 😭 🫠 Anyway. FB prolly needs a break from my constant commentary on shit but y’all ain’t seen my inability to shut up in two months, vacation’s over lol

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

I just don’t wanna be so spiritually, emotionally, and physically tired anymore. Atp I don’t even know if I care if I burnout

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

You feel abt me saying it, there’s nothing to engage w bc you’re not gonna hear what I’m saying ANYway. Bc you want me to bc soft. And the cycle repeats again & again and again a-fuckin-gain Damned if you do damned if you don’t bc comin at her sideways out the gate woulda got me this or worse 8/8

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

We can ALL do well to remember that the goal is not to never fuck up but to listen and learn better so we can do and be better but this ain’t about everybody or even a broad application of this kind of behaviour in racially based allyship. If you can’t engage with what I’m saying over how 7/8

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Don't comment to get in ya feelings abt me targeting white folks specifically bc yes ANYONE can be a shitty ally but THIS post here is abt shitty white allies & the prevalence of this particular type of habit amongst white folks Get mad at those people for doing it, not me for pointing it out 6/8

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

“Knows what it means and said what she said” so I have to take her at her word that she’s being a bigot on purpose regardless of what she says abt her absent “meanness” (which don’t mean shit here anyway) but this is SUCH a fkn common thing to see w white allies being addressed abt smth 5/8

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

We are ALL gonna fuck up! That is the nature of being alive! A goal to never fuck up isn’t attainable and is gonna make you fuck up more bc it makes being wrong abt smthn and admitting it immediately moralizing! Like at the end of the day she really said w her whole chest that she 4/8

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Some of y’all this shit & it's fkn EXHAUSTING to deal with as the target of the micro/macroaggression even when we have the time, energy, and inclination Stop being allergic to admitting being wrong! Nobody is reasonably expecting you to never fuck up! Not ever fkn up never been the goal! 3/8

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Comparing innocent victims of racial violence to P3DOS bc you like the phrasing is trash! You’re trash for digging in your heels! I'm not engaging w her any more than this but PLEASE if YOU are white, it’s your duty to use your ability to call your fellow whites out exactly BECAUSE 2/8

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

THIS WAS ON A POST ABT A GUY WHO GOT CAUGHT W CP White folks being mfn EXHAUSTING ex: ♾️ Shitty allies yap they'll listen if you talk sweet but then you talk to em nice & they still basically go "there's no problem bc I don't see one even though it’s being pointed out." Like, eat shit, Karen. 1/8

A comment thread on Facebook. Names are blocked out. A woman well call Karen (not her name) says quote:

“He should perhaps consider turning himself into strange fruit”. End quote. There are four likes, all from other white people.

I respond quote: “PLEASE don't use that terminology like that. "Strange fruit" specifically refers to lynching violence against Black folks, it's not acceptable shorthand for suggesting these kinds of people take themselves off the census. Which to be very clear, I agree with, they should. But conflating that with the actual usage is hella problematic. I don't think you meant anything bad by it or anything but please rethink using that phrase this way.” End quote.

Her response is partially cut off and continues in the next picture

Karen says quote: “ummm no .. I meant EXACTLY what I said with absolutely no mean-ness toward black folks .. my shade is toward pedophiles and how THEY should be strange fruit.. I know what it means and I said what I said.” End quote.

My response can be partially seen but is cut off and in the next picture

I respond quote: “I mean, I recognized
that and clearly stated I didn't think you meant anything bad by it. But intent doesn't negate impact.

I came into the comment with good faith and an assumption you'd care about not making those kinds of comparisons when it explicitly co-opts racial violence experienced by Black folks, and there are a million other ways you can tell these kinds of scum to end themselves or express that, but if you don't care you don't care.

At least you know how it'll come off and can't claim you didn't know if someone else points it out in the future.” End quote.

There is a typeset shrug emoticon at the end

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Trying to take myself off the census every other month but for what?! I’m grateful I got to experience healthy love, I’m grateful for learning to put blame where it goes over my abuse. I’m grateful that I got to be IN the silver-lining even if it wasn’t perfect and even though it’s temporary. That

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

…concerning what’ll happen to me going back into the workforce rn but until bills can be paid in “I’m trying”, I don’t think I have much of a choice. I hate that I fucking got my hopes up abt the kind of life I could have “after” recovery bc wtf is after? I’ve made a lot of progress and yeah I’m not

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Disassociated. That way I can stay in it longer. Atp I think just being able to have a job for as long as possible before I hit whatever my limit is now is the most reasonable expectation. My therapist had a really interesting analogy last time we talked abt it and she made it pretty clear that it’s

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

That big of a deal in the long term. Anyway. Everyone cross your fingers I get through the meeting w/o fkn crying or needing meds and that they can actually place me somewhere with an opportunity to work a lot. I think I could accomplish a lot if I can have a job where I can do it while

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

How my disability works. At this point things are so dire that even an extra $500/mo would be a big ass help which I should maybe be able to do on disability but I could make more off it and if I’m gonna burn out anyway, losing access to therapy and meds and insurance and whatever else isn’t really

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Happens so at least I’ll be able to do something helpful for a little while. If I’m gonna fkn burn all the way out anyway, I may as well make it useful. Maybe if it’s not as bad as I think I can get way more hours since I’m restricted based off not being allowed to have more than $2K at once bc of

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Friends I have. And I don’t know how to mourn that healthily. I don’t know how to talk to any of them about it. I’m GONNA burn out, I can’t even think about just going to the job meetings without spiralling really bad so I know I’m gonna burn out. I just need to make as much as possible before that

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Pay bills. It’s probably really fucked up that I’m even complaining and worried about any of this when ppl have real fucking problems in the world. It’s not like I could just wait around forever for me not to have CPTSD anymore. I’m pre-devastated that I’m going to lose my gfs, the few meatspace

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Prevalent feeling bc of everything fucking going on in the world. I think I probably could just force myself but I don’t know how to do that without hurting my relationships. I’m scared this is the beginning of the end for a lot of things but I also don’t really have a choice if I want to be able to

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Unfriendly Black²feet Óṫ’’k̇oaṗi•siak̇īī @pandabbadon.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

So shitty over the years that I’m essentially going to have to reinforce the shit I’ve been trying to unlearn bc we have bills that need to be paid. I hate feeling like I’ve been doing something wrong and irresponsible for going into trauma recovery in the first place when that’s already such a

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