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Pablo 🎧

@pabloista.bsky.social
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Trying to make sense of a world that never made sense of me. #Autistic #ADHD #AuDHD

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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward. Martin Luther King Jr.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
The modern feedback loop in a nutshell: Very vocal minority > lots of online attention > journalists notice > politicians respond > institutions respond > ordinary people get the impression that everyone cares about the issue. The online social media illusion.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Remember the families, the young people at the Nova music festival, the children, and the elderly whose lives were shattered in a single morning. Their memories will forever remain a blessing. #October7 #NeverAgain 🇮🇱 🕊️
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
"Hear, O Israel: the Lord is our God, the Lord is One" Deuteronomy 6:4
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
"Love can change a world in a moment...but what do i know" Shalom Peace 🕊️
The word shalom in Hebrew.
Shalom and Peace in English.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
"I seek, therefore I am. I question, therefore I become" Pablo
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
I've got that feeling once again I can't explain, you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb
Walls closing in on oneself
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
The Architecture of Autistic Order youtu.be/ylU-G-N0BRI?...
youtu.be
The Architecture of Autistic Order. The Contradictions of Capitalism and the Appeal of Socialism.
YouTube video by The Socialist Party of Great Britain
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
We’re all biological organisms learning how to be human. Some of us just notice the learning process more. 3/3
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
And there’s a beautiful irony in it: perhaps one of the things autism can reveal is that “being yourself” isn’t quite as instinctive as humans like to imagine. 2/3
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Autism may not fundamentally give us a different set of human traits. It may alter how automatically those traits, behaviours, and social rules are processed leaving some autistic people more consciously aware of processes others experience largely intuitively. 1/3
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
Autism is a huge umbrella, and both end of the spectrum need proper recognition. If governments want to reduce welfare expenditure, cutting payments without fixing underlying difficulties just pushes the cost elsewhere. We need targeted support, not a culture war. 6/6
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
We need a far more rational debate. The focus ought to be simple: what are this person’s actual difficulties, what are they capable of, and what support would make the biggest real world difference? 5/6
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
There is a massive difference between saying someone does not need support, and saying the support they receive is not the most effective kind. Those two things should never be confused. 4/6
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
Financial support and practical support are not the same thing. Giving someone money doesn't make an unsuitable workplace accessible. Better environments, training, and appropriate job adjustments could. 3/6
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
...This gets lost in the debate over diagnosis rates. We argue about numbers, but what actually happens AFTER an adult receives a diagnosis? For most of us, very little. 2/6
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
I was diagnosed autistic and nothing else happened. No specialist support, no employment help, no structured advice for social integration. Just a diagnosis. And I suspect I am far from unusual...1/6
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
I live with the cards dealt me and trying to make the last chapters of life better. When you've had public meltdowns with people staring, you stop caring what others think. At the end of the day, it's a label. You can take away the label, but you can't take away the ingredients. 2/2
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
I receive no benefits, drugs, therapy, or help whatsoever. I paid for my own diagnosis. It hasn't made life better; it's just made it make sense. It helps explain my mental health and why I am the way I am, but it's not an excuse, a "superpower," or my identity. It's just who I am. 1/2
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
Living ain't easy in a world that just ain't right. Noise, confusion, distraction. Lost in a world without order. Running away to find the hit. Two faces, two minds. We feel like strangers in a strange land. #AuDHD
Order: a man looking for order.Distracted: a man looking for a dopamine fix
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
Its definitely slowed down my racing mind. A weird feeling.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
Been on sertraline and propranolol for a while now. It’s definitely slowed down the racing thoughts and I feel much calmer. A bit flat, sure. If you asked, I’d say I feel "blah!", but honestly? I’d take flat over spiky any day of the week.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
"Remember me and smile, for it's better to forget than to remember me and cry." Dr. Seuss
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
That was the most predictable match ever. Soon as England scored, it was over. Back pedalling. If they had played any deeper, they would have been hanging off the crossbar! So predictable. So England. I've been putting myself through this since 1982. Never again. Now, how many sleeps till Euro 2028
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
Hate is a dead end. It doesn't convert anyone; it just hardens the lines. When you refuse to let the algorithm strip away your empathy, and you choose to lead with solidarity and truth instead of blind fury, you actively break the cycle they want you trapped in. 2/2
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that." MLK 1/2
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
Exhausted by the hostility, moderate users are stepping back and going quiet. This leaves hardline partisans to dominate the feed creating a massive optical illusion that society is far more divided than it actually is. Online, empathy is stripped away by design. 2/2
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
The most effective way to keep you scrolling? Trigger fear or righteous indignation. Social algorithms naturally amplify extreme voices because conflict drives clicks. 1/2
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
Do you know what ruined Twitter? Anger and hate. The same anger and hate will destroy this place. Scrolling, looking for the next dopamine hit to fuel a negative mind... The last thing a neurodivergent mind needs is to be trapped in a loop of anger and hate.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
I don't hate, and I don't celebrate someone's death. Maybe I'm more "disordered" than I realised.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 World Cup 2026 team has 16 players of Black or mixed race / ethnic minority heritage. Well done to ALL the English players. Plus their German coach.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
Chilling in Menorca, Spain
Daddy and his two girls in MenorcaSunset in Menorca
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
Football Wins. 🇧🇪 4 🇺🇸 1
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
Day of recovery. All nighter watching the football. England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 battled well against Mexico 🇲🇽 Norway 🇳🇴 stood tall against Brazil 🇧🇷 Decent World Cup and more importantly enjoying all the games with my daughter Grace.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
"The problem with capitalism is that eventually, all the rich have all the money." Thats your money problem. But this not just about money it's about finding ways educating kids for today's world. Many neurodivergent kids are failed by an outdated education system.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Victorian style schooling fails all children, but it completely abandons those with ASN. One size fits all education has let down generations of kids and will ruin the next. If you want to fix ASN in schools, change how we educate. Treat kids as individuals, not meat for the grinder.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Decoding the neurotypical world. Quod re vera dicere volui
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
All are created equal but not treated equally. Happy 4th of July.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
Ponchos at the ready. Its gonna be a wet one at Bellahouston Park for the My Chemical Romance gig. #TheBlackParade
The Black Parade on Vinyl
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
Frank Turner live youtu.be/XhkK2S5QfwQ?...
youtu.be
Frank Turner & The Sleeping Souls (Live) (O2 Academy Glasgow, 29/06/2026)
YouTube video by Live Gig Videos
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
I could have been anyone I imagined I could be; I just didn't imagine being me. #Neurodivergent
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
54 years and still top of my autistic bucket list is to actually avoid dropping it. But ADHD has other plans.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
Centre for Autism and Theology at University of Aberdeen www.abdn.ac.uk/dhpa/researc...
abdn.ac.uk
Centre for Autism and Theology | The School of Divinity, History, Philosophy & Art History | The University of Aberdeen
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
and then we kick said bucket
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
I built my entire social cognition from scratch, consciously, like reverse engineering a machine nobody gave me the manual for. Neurotypicals call that exhausting. I call it the only honest description of what everyone is actually doing. I just don’t get to pretend it’s instinct. #ActuallyAutistic
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
There’s no version of me that’s “high functioning” in the morning and “low functioning” by evening. There’s just a bucket. It empties. When it’s empty, it’s empty. That's not a bad day, that’s arithmetic.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
I don’t struggle with social cognition. I run it explicitly, on purpose, with effort while you do it on autopilot and call that “natural.” That’s not a deficit. That’s a different engine doing the same job with less fuel efficiency and more honesty. #ActuallyAutistic
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
Thank you 🙏🏻 understanding yourself after years of confusion and misunderstanding is a long process. Probably a never ending one. Sometimes it’s one step forwards, two steps back but we will make it.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
I probably should but the urge to just get out overrides. Tho that could be the venue last night. Not my favourite.
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Pablo 🎧 @pabloista.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
That is the reality of most social things for me. It is a constant love hate relationship. I genuinely want to be there, but it always costs me something massive to achieve it, both things happening at the exact same time. But having the right support makes it possible. 5/5
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