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Lil pudu baby

@orwellianprincess.bsky.social
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Just a princess living in a self imposed Orwellian society. On a jihad of radical self acceptance and accountability.

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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 23h
Have you ever met someone who considers themself an overthinker but they’re actually very thoughtless?
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Nobody thinks that they’re gonna get cheated on with a prostitute. And then once you do or one-sided, I learned more about prostitutes and that they take their clients during the middle of the day in the morning most frequently.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Eloquence is so hot.
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Dr. Peter Paul Rubens @peterpaulrubens.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Who me? Yes you. Calling of Saint Matthew, 1599, from the church of San Luigi dei Francesi in Rome. By the great Caravaggio, whose day is today.
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pmamtraveller.bsky.social @pmamtraveller.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Ceiling corner Stucco sculpture by Giovanni Martino Portogalli, Florence.
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Dr. Peter Paul Rubens @peterpaulrubens.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Died (alas!) on this day in 1624, in Rotterdam, painter & printmaker Willem Buytewech. Depicted lives and amusements of Bright Young Things of the early Dutch Golden Age. Here, a worldly group in 1620.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
We all have our limits. And sometimes after we get pushed past the limits of disappointment we start imagining something else for ourselves.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I’ve definitely woke up and worse, but I’m waking up not in the greatest mood just over this low level or medium level I mean disappointment. Haven’t gotten cheating on me in quite a while, but I’m still just really disappointed with how things are going I guess.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
I’ve had enough of wondering what he’s thinking. And asking. I need someone who just shares. Knows what they’re feeling. Knows what they want. Is a good person when no one’s looking.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
It makes me sick to my stomach thinking of him forgetting where he came from. Calling me embarrassing. He thinks he’s one of the 1%. He kisses like it, too. Boring ass. Polite. The way a grandfather kisses their grandchild; polite, appropriate, closed-mouth kisses.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Can you imagine eating pizza or a burger or a sandwich at a restaurant or a dive bar, I’m using a fork and knife and not feeling the slightest spit like an asshole. Or even slightly self conscious. He’s the least down to earth regular guy - who’s just a regular guy - in the world.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Even though J proposed, and some things have been getting better, like having sex between 1 to 3 times a month, I don’t trust his fidelity and I also feel like he doesn’t really tell people he has a partner. Whether he’s cheating on me or not, I’m not secure in this relationship. Tho I love him.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Sometimes I fkn hate myself.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
I hate myself.
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pmamtraveller.bsky.social @pmamtraveller.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Yuko Shimizu
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KTLyn (any) @ktlyn.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
We need more weird art. Keep writing. #5amwritersclub
A mural painted on the side of a two-story building. A blue hand and forearm with eyes on each finger and the wrist holds a bouquet of flowers.
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Brant Reeves @bireeves95.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
The percentage is probably higher…
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Basil 🌱 @basil-mage.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Puppy and flower
Drawing of a puppy and a flower with the caption; "You deserve a life you aren't constantly recovering from"
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Like the bar is on the floor, but I would love to have a post like this meet about me one day. Just going to the trouble to cook my man something and getting a little recognition. 
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
I was so close to creating a Tinder account. I had to call my boyfriend just to hear his voice. Not cheating shouldn’t be this hard. It wouldn’t be this hard if I was getting what I needed. What pretty much all adults prefer to have. A want. A like. Not a need.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
You can be try to be kind, loving, patient, seductive…. And still just be unwanted. I think after offering this and getting rejected this weekend I’m done. I want to cheat so bad. I just want to be desired. Have fun. Be enjoyed.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
I’m very, very happy. I had a great weekend.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I like it when it doesn’t take that much to turn a guy on lol I like men who are easily aroused. 
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
I’m quite quitting some female friendships.
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Dr. Peter Paul Rubens @peterpaulrubens.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
TWO crowns! And A+ reading material! Lucky Saint Elizabeth of Hungary, as painted by Jan Provoost. Today is his day.
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Brant Reeves @bireeves95.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
This is Very Exciting and Needed….
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pmamtraveller.bsky.social @pmamtraveller.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
Moby Dick by artist Gerard DuBois
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Dr. Peter Paul Rubens @peterpaulrubens.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
Gabriel has his eye on the bird. Mary is wondering whether that bright green was a good color for her bed linens. Didn't realize they were going to be painted by Jan Provoost! It's his day.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
No matter how today goes. I’ve come a long way.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
My fucking mood is swinging
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Dr. Peter Paul Rubens @peterpaulrubens.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
Archangel Michael cheerfully doing battle with fire-breathing Satan as everybody around seems to be enjoying a Last Judgment. Strangely upbeat depiction from 1610 by Hans Rottenhammer.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
At work and a lot of distracting contemplative thoughts coming to me. Very unstructured work time and lots of people stopping by my office to socialize and people can kind of tell that I’m sad and it’s making me even more sad.
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Dr. Peter Paul Rubens @peterpaulrubens.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
Close-up of baby J getting his apple, with typical delicate sweetness of Hans Memling, whose day was today.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
Um. On the other hand. No relationship is perfect? No scratch that. The thought is to sit back and observe. That’s what I’m gonna tell myself tonight.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
Another thing. To remind myself before I get weak is that I completely do not trust this man and it’s an exhausting way to live and I’m sick of him looking at other women when we’re out together. I don’t need to tell him that tonight, but it’s a factor.
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More Perfect Union @moreperfectunion.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
A new study shows that Medicare for All would save over 114,000 lives and over $1 trillion every year. The new research out of Yale shows that reductions in administrative overhead, lower pharmaceutical prices, less fraudulent billing, and fewer emergency care trips would lead to huge savings. /1
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Yale Study: Medicare for All Would Save Over 114,000 Lives and $1 Trillion a Year | Common Dreams
"Do not tell me we cannot afford Medicare for All," the senator said. "What we cannot afford is a broken healthcare system based on greed."
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
I went from consuming longform content about the Strait of Hormuz to consuming longform content about the Lindsay Clancy trial.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
Every conversation between Jacob and I feels like it could be our last. He’s coming over here to talk and we’re talking about the future things like marriage and getting a ring and I want to feel like being married to me brings him some kind of joy instead of an obligation. 
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
It’s really scary to imagine losing what J and I have because we do have quite a but, but I know I’ll be unhappy ultimately if I don’t have my own family - whatever that looks like. I can’t give up on my dream.
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victoria zeller🫛 (RISEBALL, summer ‘27) @dirtbagqueer.rocks · 11/08/2026
crying laughing bc i know there are people who will see this and get so pissed they throw up
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🇨🇦JOY 🇨🇦 @joycomes.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Silver throated bush-tit tiny 12 cm tailed included Central and E China Diet Tiny insects beautiful nests using lichens, grass, moss then spider web to glue it all together. both parents build the nest, female incubates, both feed their young joined by "helper" birds who failed to mate.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Him telling me on the trip that he’s not sure that he might not be cheating on me just because he’s too depressed to go out and do anything…. Like really I appreciate the honesty but once someone tells you that… well for me. It was a wake up call I guess. Idk
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
It’s sad for sure in ways but then also I won’t have to deal w my boyf checking out anything under 25 with a pulse. Or every curvy woman of color. That will be a freedom. If I get that vibe while I’m dating again - IM OUT.. obviously he wasn’t like this in the beginning.
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Dr. Peter Paul Rubens @peterpaulrubens.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
Fortune teller & her fascinating friend the fool in his striped hat. Like him a lot! By Lucas van Leyden, whose day is today.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Everyone’s fave weird-ass.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
But if he’s willing to lose me… if he’s not sure about spending the rest of our lives together and honoring me w that public commitment then I am ready to leave and will not have regrets.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Well. Possibly J and I spent our last Saturday night together.. he knows that if he doesn’t propose by the 15th that I’m leaving. It was hard to sleep knowing that in a week it’s very possible our relationship could be over. He doesn’t seem to have a plan. And definitely no ring. So..
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
I want dinner parties. A closeness even on busy weeks. Sharing bills and combining incomes so it’s a little easier to get ahead maybe could live a little nicer. To be the picture on someone’s desk.
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Lil pudu baby @orwellianprincess.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
I feel like people might not understand it but basically it is my dream just to have my own family. I have 40 year-old lady and I think the truth is maybe I am a little old for that but I’m still not gonna give up on me a dream and that’s my dream.
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