iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i love autumn so much. i truly, truly do *huddles close to a cup of hot tea* however comma—

blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

a friend reached out about missing my bday and that he feels bad about it, and am just reminded of my general mindset that I won't get apologies or anything so better to smother it and move on— and now am here, feeling things, wholly unsure on whether I can or not and where is the line

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

made some progress on lace trims so hopefully tomorrow will bear some lovely fruit? but either way I'll need to make patterns on my own which is Basically lineart and am. ough at least it's a good warm up before painting and all < how they cope

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

me: turns 25 also me: now i can respond to rp ads that have 25+ as age requirement :) <- person who has not rped properly for months

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

won't lie am a smidge sad but tis alright

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

blears eyes open. am fourth of a century. wah

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i do love freaking out as i learn smth new cause the end result isn’t quite how its supposed to look, so i go through each and every step again— only for the restart of the program to fix it. am just ??? thanks??? dont do that again please

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

having references to stare at while one draws is so good. i am even somewhat confident in my abilities. wah

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

may have to deactivate again cause this is just. Not Helping hoping that eventually blocking fictional things you don't like and moving on will be the norm.

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

blue is pondering why and what peeks their interest because Escapism

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

pondering a bit about what exactly in the daredevil tv show appeals to me so much with the way the actor portrays matt, particularly when he's without glasses it's a clear vulnerability in terms of the story, so it's not done often, but that's easy

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

s2 of daredevil,,, daredevil and punisher,,, am ten years late but the vision, the vision is so good,,,

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

pleased with how i am a smidge more confident when painting. if smth looks off, i erase and try again, without dread or fear i'll mess up am glad to have found smth that helps me figure out the volume when i need to make sure it's reflected correctly

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

[ do not repost ] #—sketch

a rough ish sketch-painting of a man embracing another person, holding onto them tightly as they curl into his arms. the man’s face is turned slightly, to the side of another person’s head as they burrow into his shoulder. there’s text on the right, reading “i got you, i got you. you’re safe”

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

keep lingering on differences between languages and how the same sentiment translated evokes a different feeling for me like a phrase that's originally "I just miss him so much" in en, in ru is "как мне его не хватает" – and there is such a chasm between them to me

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

realized I don't need an rp partner for certain things, I just need a friend into those specific fandoms/ships to yap about with and help sustain my writing spree kinda makes sense. kinda helps. kinda Annoying

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i mean. i am picky about what and how i like, just sometimes not in the ways others expect it

screenshot of a current trend going around, where a site picks you a color based on your birthday date. color "cassis", color word "sophistication", color code #533D4A. blip of quote from what it means: "Cultured and tasteful with a discerning eye. You add grace to daily life through refined choices and charm others with wit woven subtly into your warm conversations."

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

contemplating gposing my current non-xiv fixation to try and ease it some (will be very amused if I get up and its maint day—) but also— i was yearning to feel this fixated on smth, and now am and it's like. ough, ouch, okay, *slow down*

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

fair warning. besides ramblings on general Things and not much xiv, focus may shift to mcu for a smidge or however long. tis birthday month – means im returning to comfort media

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

hoping praying crossing fingers spider man brand new day is available in good quality by my bday on 🏴‍☠️ sites so i can finally experience it seeing folks talk about how good it is Def does not Hike up my expectations to a stupid degree :>

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

having a comfort dynamic tied to fandom is both a blessing and a curse i have now to ponder whether i can stick these in vaguely medieval-fantasy setting while keeping intact important bits of what makes them *them*

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

yesterday felt a lot of this once more, along general frustration of people digging their heels in and refusing to listen just because you didn't get specific feedback during testing does not Mean that this feedback now is useless and meaningless and should not be at least heavily considered

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

— blue (bloo), they/them (?) — tired creative and escapist 'tis a place for me to indulge (myself) #—🧵 (threads) & #—h (for my oc) #—sketch & #—art & #—prose — xiv and ocs are the main theme visually. text wise, it's whatever i wish to ramble on

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

rotating chonk and cub torso's in the blender,,, pondering,,, also wishing finding refs of naked bodies of various types was. easier

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

with how i've been feeling and socmed, i just wanted to have quick links to certain things that have taken a spot in my heart

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

i realize it's likely a case of "we've had it so for years, we got used to it" but the major reason of using helio plugin for me is mod preview images i cannot comprehend trying to navigate through mods without previews and the fact that only helio offers it is Wild to me

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

blue needs to attempt making bingo thingies for their charas if only for the sake of it being a fun lil chara exercise

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

not wanting to be alone vs inability to Not get overwhelmed in vcs a pickle

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

saw a gorgeous gpose set of thancred getting pegged by y'shtola. and then a wholly separate art of it nodding sagely peg that man (am experiencing Thoughts too)

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

sometimes u make a tiniest first mashup yourself and then make your oc dance to kpop in inshgard and life is perfect

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

squenix. i got a bone to pick with u

a side by side of the same item of legs clothing. one on the left is for f model, on the right - m model
there is a very blatant fact that the f model does not have any cloth covering skin thus lending to some lovely looking stocking. m model, though, is incredibly modest and censored, having pants covering where the open skin should be

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

have to remind myself to slap my hands away from a keyboard if someone needs help w/ mods cons of working as a customer support is that having an idea of how to help makes it an instinct to do so alas, thanks are a 50/50 chance. and at least at my job I get paid

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

kinda of had it confirmed that when it comes to modding for others, I *really* prefer doing mods that are going to stick with a character and become a relatively often used piece rather than a one-off show it and forget it

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

*surfaces from gpose* so. first time gposing a kiss and smth more nsfw. good lord people how do u gpose actual sex this is so much- am however very pleased by the result. now i just need a small eternity to edit it and put together properly, along a blessing to note dislike it in the process

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

today blue is discovering joys of carbuncle and minion replacing mods i also love cats A Very Normal Amount *stares at shagcoat that replaced baby coeurl and smiles like a fool* joy good. joy lovely

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

people really really need to examine their "if I'm used to it and/or learned this, then others surely are on the same level already and if they aren't it's their problem"

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

thread of screenshots from a 1978 soviet movie "ordinary miracle" mostly indulging my love for it, but if someone sees it and wants to remake these as some form of art, or gets inspired overall, that'd be lovely as well (and i'd love to see)

a young brunette woman, with slightly curled pigtails and wearing a white dress. she stands to be fit perfectly into an intricately decorated frame, her head bowed down to the side

a young man sitting down, glancing a bit to the side. he's wearing a white blouse, a black leather jacket, and a cowboy hat. he leans back on a wall that has grass, trees and an oddly looking lion painted on it. the lion's gaze may burrow into your soul

a perhaps older man man gazing through a gap, between a brown cloth with some coins attached to it as decoration he's lifting to get a better view, and a blurred railing in the foreground

a young woman in a white dress, with wavy pigtails standing in front of a young man in a white blouse and black leather jacket. despite her standing in front, the man looks almost on guard. there's a status shrouded by a sheer cloth behind them

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

i fear i have a great liking for this sorta angle

very very very very very very very rough sketch of vague lines that are supposed to imply two guys, their faces close, maybe even near enough for a kiss

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

earlier exchange with a friend that i just need to be here cause god it is so good pure joy

a screenshot showing me and my friend's texts, where i ask "who's wangji", and they clarify "lan wangji" (character from mo dao zu shi novel) and then "lan zhan", in caps to show their surprise (put it lightly) to my question. i proceed to lose it because i really should've known

continuation, where my friend keeps saying wangji's other names, and i am losing it with "blue mo dao zu shi is my fav mxtx story" (in all caps) - "whos wangji" (in all caps). my friend responds with "imagine my shock" in all caps

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

[ do not repost ] #—art on your heart, i want to claw

a portrait painting in black and white of a fem presenting person. they have short but voluminous hair with a wide hat on top. they are gazing to the left side, chin resting in their palm – it is white and seemingly skeletal. the person is wearing a dress with a high collar, a ribbon around it, and some white shawl resting on their shoulders. there are two winged creatures up in the sky, over the person

they seem to be contemplating something, or yearning, for someone – pondering better days

there’s text on the right side, same as the post’s main caption, that reads,
“on your heart, i want to claw”

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

[ do not repost ] #—sketch

a sketch of my oc in black and white, with a focus on his face. he has a tired look to his eyes, and he looks close to dissociating or smth of the sort

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

#—prose — a sealed fate, some prophet far off the castle's walls had called it, on the day sofya was born. that of a babe to be cradled in hands that were not ready to love, nor understand, – only to fool all the world that both were accomplished. —

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

#—sketch hands and faces count for this too :)))

a rough sketch in black and white, of two men. one is holding the other's face by chin with gloved hand, grip rather firm, and gaze on the stern side. long white hair spills over his shoulders and back, and only a half of his face is seen, as he's leaning down, quite a bit taller than the other man - who in return is looking up, gaze blank, hair black and messy, simply letting the other do as he wishes

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blue @ordinarymiracle.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

some charas do the obsessive so good i am just. actually that's the rep i need for ocd, fill up my plate with that, please and thank you <- gets fixated and loses their sanity for at least a couple weeks over the same guy/potential/etc.

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