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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 24/09/2026

This could either be the dumbest purchase of my life or my finest one. Either way, the Judith Slaying Holofernes booty shorts will be coming VERY soon to a video near you. -Allēna #customclothes #cursed #artemisiagentileschi #bootyshorts #alloverprint #arthistorynerd #femalegaze #artsky

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 23/09/2026

I'm back to making traditional art after MANY YEARS of my hands not cooperating with me. Seems that if I take it in stages over several days, it'll work, lol. Have this strange matched set of mixed media pieces based off of my poem "rage at the space between". #artsky #ekphrasticart #poetry

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 23/09/2026

"rage at the space between" // full text this originally appeared in our third poetry collection, singing molten gold to the morning! if you like what you see and want to read more, grab it here in our BRAND NEW SHOP: opensorceryy.co/shop/singing... #breakuppoetry #queerpoet #darkacademia

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 16/06/2026

the chord is probably F # m dim°6/7/A or something like that. -Ashley

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 13/06/2026

The haters, probably: ugh, when are they gonna quit posting visually confusing "apocalypse you" videos? Me: whenever I F*CKING feel like it! -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 11/06/2026

Some thoughts about Western society's collective suppression of... raunchy things and how it relates to people's reaction to me as an openly gender non-conforming individual -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 11/06/2026

if you're from ohio and that worked, let me know in the comments, I guess? idk SHIT about video games, y'all... -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 11/06/2026

simply put, this is a poem about generational trauma 🔥 -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 10/06/2026

I'm basically a gremlin (ie myself) for fun and profit lol -Allēna #greenscreen

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 10/06/2026

a short, maudlin meditation on the passage of time and escapism that I debuted at the joint reading between mk and I on 5/29/2026. can you believe that we're going to be 29 soon? I can't, and I'm kinda having a hard time with it, to be honest. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 09/06/2026

This is a new poem about grappling with misinformation and modern life. I premiered it at my virtual reading with mk zariel on 5/29/2026. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 09/06/2026

SURPRISE B*TCHES, THE APOCALYPSE YOU VIDEOS ARE BACK, JUST IN TIME FOR PRIDE 🌈⚡ -Allēna #pride #originalsong #gay #queer #singersongwriter #weirdqueer #fem #bear

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 08/06/2026

A brief compilation of clips from my virtual performance with mk zariel on 05/29/2026 in our Discord server, the opensorceryy club! -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 08/06/2026

also fuckloads of charisma, which is traumatic in its own right sometimes (and I wrote a song about it) -Allēna #greenscreen

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 07/06/2026

my headmate Ashley delivered a FIERYY performance of my poetic address to my other headmate Eight at Honeybee Sage on May 28. Holyyyyy SHITTTT -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 06/06/2026

send this to someone who you'd never give up. ever. 🤣 -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 04/06/2026

Dissociation is SOOO last year. Inter dimensional astral travel is in. 🔥👌👌👌🔥 (Our cat has decided it's time to sleep, say hi to Moonie!) -Renn

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 04/06/2026

In addition to what I said here, I want to make it clear that I am unabashedly against the harm of children and innocent people WHEREVER it occurs. Innocent people should be protected, and anyone who believes otherwise instantly loses respect and credibility in my eyes. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 03/06/2026

props to those of y'all who make our brain stfu in sheer awe 💛 -Renn

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 03/06/2026

apply within, ehehe. (I might be overtired) -Renn

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 03/06/2026

I only bite the souls of those who ask me very, very nicely 😈 -Renn

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 02/06/2026

yes, it would seem that we can have caffeine now without it killing us. but SHOULD we, especially after midnight? TBD.... -Renn

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 02/06/2026

This is a complicated subject for me because I have very little memory of my child. However, I would be open to contact if he reaches out later. But that's entirely on his terms - not mine. He's been through enough. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 02/06/2026

is smelling old dollar bills weird? because I really like the way they smell... -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 01/06/2026

DISCLAIMER: 0/10 doctors recommend chugging 1500mg of caffeine. I do not recommend it, either, regardless of the time of day. Do not try it at home or ever. Do not make it a trend. This video is a joke. I don't know shit about videogames. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 01/06/2026

idfk what this is, but happy (early) birthday to me lol -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 31/05/2026

I WISH I KNEW MORE ABOUT HIS WORK AND I'M SO SORRY I DON'T 😭 Suite: Judy Blue Eyes goes hard as helll though, and maybe I would've stayed with my ex husband if he wrote me something like that 🤣 -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 31/05/2026

I am demiaroace and quite traumatized, and deep trust for me is fortunately or unfortunately necessary for me to sleep with someone. So unless I know and trust a person, hookups are off the table. Would I sleep with a trusted friend? Yeah, if they compelled me in that way... -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 30/05/2026

YES. I will be performing publicly soon, and I do so decently often, generally once a week at least 💛 I'm so honored to be a part of the Milwaukee poetry scene. These poets saved my life in more ways than I have words to express. Come to a show and see for yourself? -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 29/05/2026

Actually knowing when I am in pain has been useful in terms of pacing myself. It's funny how that works 🤣 Thank you to the person who left that response - that was really sweet of you 💛 -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 29/05/2026

I can't actually say "br3asts" on a video or anything might get flagged, so that's why I said it like that. These are actually some pretty frequently asked questions I get, lol! They're completely natural, grew 'em myself. Hope that helps! -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 28/05/2026

Five years later and we still love this batshit mashup 🤣 you can listen to the full creation on our Patreon, hehehe. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 28/05/2026

MAKE A TWITTER, PLEASE??? Uhhh, we did, forever ago, and we categorically refuse to use it because a certain rich asshole is driving it into the ground. So you CAN follow us, but it won't really get you anywhere. A better option is Bluesky, which I joined on accident (long story). -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 28/05/2026

At least it's not the good kush this time.. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 28/05/2026

I wish I had more information for you, but in the meantime, I'll put the invitation for the event below so you can investigate it! discord.gg/nXYXqQEpK?ev... -Renn

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 27/05/2026

If anyone needs that card, it's her 🤣 -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 27/05/2026

Véra is an evil genius who'd ABSOLUTELY smack this button if we programmed this to say "bitch" when she's hungry 🤣 -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 27/05/2026

Anthony and I went to the Dollar Tree the other day and I saw an energy drink and just about started salivating. We're a system of recovering alcoholics and our caffeine cravings are worse than our alcohol cravings have ever been, probably.. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 26/05/2026

THE SERVER EVENT FOR MY JOINT READING WITH @mkzariel.bsky.social IS FINALLY LIVE! Apologies for the delay on that, y'all. See you sooooon! discord.gg/nXYXqQEpK?event=15088774… @whittlemicropress.bsky.social -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 26/05/2026

As plumbers, I sure hope that all of Mario and Luigi's work saving the Mushroom Kingdom, etc. is billable... -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 26/05/2026

If my husband and I aren't gently roasting each other, it's not a good day 💛 the polo shirt video was 100% a joke and he actually plans most of my best outfits. He dresses very, very well and I love his fashion sense. -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 26/05/2026

I have no idea what he's doing. Compels me, though 🤣💛

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 25/05/2026

I promised myself that if I ever got famous, I'd learn how to DJ. This isn't.... quite the same, but DJ software was HEAVILY involved in the making of this atrocity 🤣 (please don't sue me, Fleetwood Mac and/or Pitbull) -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 25/05/2026

"Poo and p3n!s poo" became a running joke in my family for the next 5 years or so 🤣🤣🤣 -Allēna

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The Gay Horse Cooperative (chaos blogger arc) @opensorceryy.co · 25/05/2026

This has been Masterpiece Theater with Lazarus. -Allēna

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