Reposted by oli @ still recoveringEL(ezen enjoyer) @ely30plus.bsky.social · 26/08/2026I love you bf killer 38320 83
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 23/07/2026okay yay email sent! i know you have a queue and all but all the more reason >:) hope to work with you again sometime! 010 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 23/07/2026I’d say it was a more innocent time but lbr voltron and homestuck were still thriving LMAO. I’ll drop you an email or something because I legit check here like once a month and usually only for a specific friend 010 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 23/07/2026AISDJFJFJ brunette girl with a constellation theme, and then afterwards I had met you irl at fanime bc we both tabled there! I always wanted another slot but I don’t really check bsky anymore so this was sheer luck to see, you’ve been one of my favs since the tumblr days 100 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 22/07/2026Omg I haven’t com’d you since like, 2017, I would love to do so again 100 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 30/04/2026Just email me and I can resend u one, just cover postage 210 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 27/04/2026like this is basically just the social media for ppl who "i'm a good person bc i say elon and ai is bad :) ignore how i treat the people in my actual day to day life bc that requires more than lip service :) elon bad btw!! i hate tesla!!!" 030 3
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 27/04/2026gonna be so fr with you i cba with bsky i'll just turn this into a personal or smth. like yea twit bad etc. etc. bsky still uses ai and claude and are still ultimately corpos trying to make money they're not some more idealistic hippie ver of social media lmao 130 3
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 11/04/2026at least it's going to a good artist, iyo's been hard carrying me at least twice a month this year 000 0
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 03/04/2026stupid ass just make an anon/side like the rest of us. y'all don't even know some of the stuff i drew to pay off my tablet back in the day. 010 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 03/04/2026that giant ass meltdown or seven to say, i don't care about freak shit in fiction existing but i do care about someone being a fucking dumbass while they go about it. is this rly what u want ur main to be known for. rly. this is the hill ur dying on. i think that's where the nuance is for me. 020 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 27/03/2026i have never seen a mangaka hate women more, actually impressive 000 0
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 24/03/2026i'm sorry what the fuck was that chainsaw man chapter 110 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 23/03/2026every time i get massively depressed i just remember that i got hit with a $2k bill for having the audacity to be kidnapped for 9 days and that makes me sober up a bit 020 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/03/2026overall, i think things have been getting better, though. not a lot to show, but what i've been doing has been really fun. it's also nice to just have some burner accounts that are totally separate from everything so i can have accounts besides content creation. 💪 060 6
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/03/2026Like, I may be unlikable but I’m never outright creepy enough that people say they want to leave chats over what I’ve had to say 😭 at some point grief just turns into secondhand embarrassment 010 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/03/2026It’s awkward because people still tell me through the grapevine that my ex friends are creeping others out in other chats, because it didn’t give any real vindication? Just sadness that they’re doing that. Therapist says it’s a good sign for me but idk. 110 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/03/2026Anniversary of g* eventually pushing me to a suicide attempt is coming up which is bringing a lot of feelings but therapy has been getting better and better and I can enjoy a lot of what I haven’t been able to for the past year. Usually. LMAOOOI 020 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/03/2026JJK is such a fun read I love Hakari 000 0
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 25/02/2026i want to draw some cute wolchans (any gender) (i'm still working on coms too) #ffxiv 020 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 23/01/2026left the house for the first time in weeks, the meds are working, please clap 3110 11
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 20/01/2026going to reply to the cardigan + plushie emails soon, sorry about that!! i've gotten good news from the psychiatrist so i'm slowly getting peeled off the floor again 040 4
Reposted by oli @ still recoveringCee 🍋 @artctrlcee.bsky.social · 18/01/2026ACC: Heavyweight Tier 111575754 1.6K
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 18/01/2026no spoilers but pathologic 3 is so good lmfao 040 4
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 14/01/2026naw he's legit a great guy it's just a fact the symptoms have been going on THIS long and in THIS certain way he's like "hold up" 100 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 14/01/2026me rn it turns out they have Figured out the Vitamin too little too late 110 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 14/01/2026not the doc hitting me with the "yeah ngl i no longer think you have [x] i VERY strongly believe you have [y]" after six months of trying to make these meds work, only to find out they commonly contribute to the type of symptoms i've been having 🧍 130 3
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 12/01/2026hcing the xtremes as shards for adelphel and janlenoux or grinnaux and paulecrain bc both have the potential to be super funny in diff ways 020 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 11/01/2026the arcadion questline is soooo cute i love the tyrant but also everyone AND one of my fav VA's voiced honey b 020 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 10/01/2026@yoni0421.bsky.social 先生、ウェブサイトにはブルースカイでDMにお問い合わせくださいと書いてありますが、DMはオフになっています。他に連絡方法はありますか？ 000 0
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 09/01/2026playing p3r with one friend group and p5r with another friend group, both for the first time, and man both are awesome, games really are better with friends 060 6
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 08/01/2026got an iud put in today to hopefully help with my mental/hormonal and oh my god i'm mentally projecting all my cramps onto adelphel 160 6
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 06/01/2026excited for the savage drop for tomorrow... i personally don't do it but i enjoy cheering on friends 🥰 010 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 02/01/2026my friend's custom standees arrived. excited to open up more slots in the future #TOWART #ほしまちぎゃらりー #かなたーと #bijouwled #illustrayBAE #inART 3162 16
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 02/01/2026like... all my crashouts on social media are self-harm, because i do still miss my friends and then i self-sabotage to make sure i push them even further. i still think they're a terrible things to do and unacceptable, same with honestly a lot of my behavior this year, trauma or not. bad impulse. 010 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 02/01/2026like... i don't threaten SI to manipulate others, it's my mind going "you've messed up so bad there's no hope for you" + a literal non-stop monologue in my head telling me to do it, sort of like when you remind yourself to brush your teeth before bed but for six hours straight 000 0
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 02/01/2026found out through Extremely casual reading that it's relatively common to have bad impulse controls with undiagnosed adhd, especially as it pertains to SI compulsion but also i've def gotten worse in gen this year, so i'm hoping the docs agree when i meet up with them 120 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/01/2026waaaa happy early new year!!!!! after some last minute developments i'm excited for the new year 150 5
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/01/2026it def hits different after this year ngl 100 1
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 01/01/2026doing my annual read of octopus pie and oof ow marigold oof ow eve oof ow hanna 120 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 31/12/2025media.tenor.coma girl with pink hair and red ears is standing in front of a river in a park .ALT: a girl with pink hair and red ears is standing in front of a river in a park . 030 3
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 31/12/2025manifest better meds for me when i have my appointment with the psychiatrist in jan bc this anxiety ruining my life, if the whole account deletion meltdown didn't make it obvious enough 340 4
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 30/12/2025anyway watching the friends playing arcadion and i love the new blowjob brothers wtf 020 2
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 29/12/2025i'm professionally diagnosed with major depressive disorder against my will and take a bunch of medications with shitty side effects because i'm faking it and willingly love being an unproductive sack of shit that hurts the people i love. ok. 000 0
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 29/12/2025and yes, i run my mouth on social media and people find that annoying but, perhaps shockingly, i've attempted beyond what i've shared to ANYONE and made sure not to let ANYONE know explicitly bc of fears of "if someone talks about attempting they don't mean to go through with it" lmfao 000 0
oli @ still recovering @olivinearc.bsky.social · 29/12/2025did i really spit out the pills and set down the knife this week only because i didn't want to trouble others, just to be told that because i didn't go through with it i'm faking it and using it as a tool to guilt trip to trouble them anyway. 000 0
