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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS? I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow? ❤️ and ♻️ appreciated

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

Am I shocked about the allegations and behind the scenes talked about in “Fit for TV” no. But holy hell how can anyone be so okay with exploiting people for entertainment like that?!??

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

bouncing between wanting to be alone to wanting to be with friends 🫨

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

let’s pipe down here costar 😮‍💨

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

oh blindboxes my new expensive hobby 😭✌🏽

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

umamusume coming out right when I needed a distraction was great. But also now I’m highly addicted to this game HOLYYY

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Maybe I book another massage at the end of the month 💆🏻‍♀️

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

Maybe… I need to surround myself with different people :c I just want to feel alive again

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

I just need to force myself to do things I’m uncomfortable with so I can break this cycle of bad habits :c

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

maybe I’m so hyper focus on Umamusume because nothing in life brings me joy and something about focusing on that just makes me forget about how empty I feel

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

womp womp I’m feeling numb again

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

I gamed too much because I didn’t wanna think too much and now I’m nauseous as heck :c

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

I wonder what it’s like to not have a million thoughts running in your head all day

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

*takes 5 steps forward, falls back 26473838 miles* 🤡✌🏽

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

trying to figure out why I’m having such feelings of resentment is so hard 😭

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

:c I miss watching anime and shows with him

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I. Just. Want. To. SLEEEP PLEASEEEE

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Being up past 3am is my “let’s make some spontaneous decision” hours and last time I booked my first tattoo appointment… PLEASE I NEED TO SLEEP OR I WILL YOLO SOMETHING

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I had ONE small cup of coffee at 11am. And it took my ass the whole day to drink and now I’m up at 3am 😭

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I’ve been really into falling asleep to “boring history to fall asleep to” or “fall asleep as I play xyz” type of videos lately and it’s been soooo nice

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

I miss him :c I wanna send all these seal posts but I can’t anymore

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

texting into the void the things I wanna text him because idk how to cope :c

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

All I did today was sleep all day because I had a headache and was nauseous :c

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 23/06/2025

my head hurts and my heart hurts more 💔

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 23/06/2025

sorry not sorry for the crash out on my social media. going through some thangsss and need to let out some steam

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 20/06/2025

I gotta keep reminding myself that healing isn’t linear

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 20/06/2025

she’s decorated and looking CUTEEE af

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

your fave otter baker got her first tattoo 🫣

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

My cough is so terrible sounding and frequent that I think my neighbors think I’m dying 🥴

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

ever accidentally make chicken broth instead of tea at work 🤡

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

name a better feeling than hugging a plushie after it’s been washed and dried

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 20/04/2025

I should not have drank half a liter of this milk tea because now I’m up, in my head too deep and isolating 🥲

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

Is it really a sourdough journey if the first loaf is a flop. But I did learn from this. So hopefully next time it’ll be better! #CrolBakes

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Had to move her to another jar because she kept ✨growing✨ today after her feeding. Perhaps nows a good time to start saving the discard and maybe attempt to make a loaf soon? 👀🥖

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

Day 7 of my sourdough starter journey. After a few days of panic and inactivity, she was able to rise again. Hopefully she continues to grow to be a strong one✨🍞 #CrolBakes

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

day 2 of Sourdough Starter “Tataru Taru” in the making. She’s gunna grow up and be bountiful

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

Had a consultation with a mental health psychiatric NP and walked out feeling hopeful for once 🥹

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

sad girl hours means attempting bread for the first time and eating some good warm bread with butta 🥺 #CrolBakes

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

POV: you and me on a one on one date this valentines day 🍫💘 🎨 @saechimiya.bsky.social

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

i got a weighted taco plushie and it feels so nice to cuddle with omg

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

I’m obsessed with my newest addition to my apartment 💞

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

valentines day is around the corner 💞🔥 🎨@Angstowo

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crol 🦦🥐 @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

One day I’ll sit down and finish the idea I have for the new outfit I want for my OC 🫠

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