iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Over a year since my diagnosis, series of admissions and readmissions, one kidney removal and 2 rounds of cycles later... My PET-CT scans, MRI scans and biopsies all came back clear🥹 Complete Remission ✅ Rebuilding will be tough...but I'm excited! See you soon!🌌🦑 #Vtuber

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Danielle ♡ @woodspixl.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

🌿 Pokemon Team Giveaway! 🌿 ♡ the winner gets a custom pokemon trainer with six or less pokemon on thier team! How to enter: 🌱Follow me 🌱Like + Repost this post optional: (because im curious) 🌱Comment your pokemon team! 📅Ends September 7th BST 10am ♡ Good luck everyone!! 🌿

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

What if... FFXIV x Pokémon... My best boi's 💜 Can you tell I'm deep in my Pokopia brain rot 😮‍💨 An other pokemon fans play FFXIV? Drop a screenshot and your top 3 mon's and I'll do a few of you! 👀 #FFXIV #Pokemon #Vtuber

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

Your morals will be what guides you in this space. It can become very easy to sacrifice them to fit in with people and to not ruffle any feathers... But I will never want bad people to feel comfortable around me.

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

'Ello 'Ello Starry People! After 2 rounds of chemo, blood, sweat and tears... I'm home. I know "you never know what you've had, until it's gone" is a cliché but it rings so true. I missed you all! If you're free Sunday @ 7pm BST ... I'd love to see you! 🎨 - 364ing01

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Last cycle this week, and one round of acute dialysis and I'm discharged! I'm almost done... I'm almost finished Return to Stream ▶️ Sunday 05 April @ 19:00 GMT I've missed y'all so much 😭

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Quick Life Update:- I'm going back on chemo. I won't be streaming for a few weeks now, but I'm not giving up. I know I don't have any right to ask, but if you can, keep the porch light on for me. It might take me a little more time... but I'm coming home. 💜🦑🪐

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

Does anyone else have a "seasonal" game? Like a game that they tend to associate and play in a specific season? 🌼 - Sims 4 (and FFXIV) ☀️ - ARK (and FFXIV) 🍂 - Minecraft (and FFXIV) ❄️ - Dead by Daylight (and... FFXIV) Surely it's not just me... 👀 #FFXIV #Vtuber #gaming

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

Hey, so drop your Spotify / Youtube music recaps... I need new artists to discover!

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

People will be posting their Twitch Recaps and like with most things like this, while it's aimed at making people feel valued and appreciated, It may also do the inverse. Not being someone's most watched / number 1 is NOT a reflection of you. You turned up. Keep turning up 💪

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

It's December now which means my winter emotes are outttt ! I love having seasonal emotes ;_; Thank you to @triseptimo.bsky.social for always cooking with these emotes!

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Duckie 🌻🦆 @missduckie13.bsky.social · 09/11/2025

Winnie said move over I wanna watch @deenialvt.bsky.social

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 22/10/2025

My parents asked me to take a step away from the family so they could have time to process, and reconnect with relatives they "had to cut off" when I came out. They asked me to come to my sisters wedding to meet my new in-laws and just pretend like everythings okay. I’ll see you in November 🥲

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

"What's a good name that still has my original name in it? I'm tired of the "Deez Nuts" jokes from DeeNugLife...?" Well-

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 16/10/2025

This industry is tough, so we have to be tougher. The video flopped? We try again next week. No growth in months? We change something. It worked for them, why not me? Comparison is the thief of joy. Also, please be kinder to yourself. Dreams take longer than deadlines.

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 14/10/2025

You won't be liked by everyone. I lost so much of my 20's desperately trying to get the validation of people, who now, I don't even talk to. The second you place your sense of peace or happiness in someone else's hands, you'll spend your entire life chasing that high.

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

IMMERSION BREAK I streamed to ~5 people for years and would never have believed you if you told me that one day I would be celebrating 2 years of being Twitch Partner. Please don't give up. Also whoever didn't stop the snapchat filters or bear face, you're a fake friend.

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

I've enjoyed living in my drama-free bubble but in an attempt to make new friendships I've tried to engage into "VTuber content" and the ageism in this space is truly daunting. "Pushing 30 btw" God forbid you have any interests after you leave your 20's.

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS? I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow? ❤️ and ♻️ appreciated

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

Hi... I'm back 👀 I may be online in a few minutes if anyone's free for a short life update and catch up!

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 29/08/2025

Shoutout to the people who stayed friends with me and didn’t give up on me when I grew quiet and distant. You didn’t owe me anything and you had your own peace to preserve. But you never shut that door, and on my worst days it was my light at the end of the tunnel. See you soon 🥹✌️

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

It's such a weird feeling ringing the bell and going home. Chemo done. Follow-Up in 3 months. I've been away for a bitand the worlds kept spinning, so I hope to see you all soon for a good catch up! 📅02Sep2025 - 4pm GMT (Actual image of me whenever I see any of your posts)

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

Sorry didn't post here, I was diagnosed with Renal Cancer. Surgeries are finished. Chemo is kicking my ass. I've been reading everyone's messages, be it discord or X. I don't always have the energy to respond but I genuinely appreciate every message See you all soon, don't forget about me💜

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

PSA:- Please peek in to the stream before you raid👀 The amount of times a raid has happened when someone is at an emotional cutscene or just ended stream... I'm guilty of just ignoring everything when I'm in a CS but I hate that it will be someones first impression of me.😅

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

"What? Oh- I'll be out in a minute" 🎨 - xtheRoseQuartzx on X ───────♦︎♢🦑♢♦︎─────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife | #MaleVtuber

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

Hi, small victories. I'm learning to diversify my skill set and have been teaching myself using different software and I did a thing and am really proud of it. Props to people who edit for things to appear on the screen for SECONDS but it taking hours to compose! #Pokemon #PocketTCG

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ConnieCookiee @conniecookiee.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

Live now on Twitch with a new digital colouring page! www.twitch.tv/conniecookiee

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[no mic] Comfy colouring page from Sugary Carousel | !lurk !socials !merch

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

【🔴LIVE NOW - FFXIV -> BG3】 So I was mid-meltdown the last few months to realise that I got an e-mail last weekend telling me I'm going to be on the Front Page today... So come say hi please, i'm nervy ;_;

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

Life update 💼- I'm being made redundant this year 👨‍👩‍👧‍👧- After years of sacrificing for my family, I was asked to go no contact after my sisters wedding 🏠- Have to give up my apartment I've cried my tears. I'm fighting for me now. Sorry I've been absent of late. We're back😌

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 26/04/2025

Mum :- "You've had a rough day today, what's had you smiling at the screen for the last 15 minutes?" Me :-

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 26/04/2025

I mean this, in the most literal sense. I'm about to have a breakdown. I'll see you all tomorrow. 🥹✌️

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

"I was told I lurk too much" "I was banned for using my emotes" "I was blocked for not shouting out" It's sad that people know sad/rage-bait posts garners a lot of engagement on this app and terrifying how many people are becoming experts in this form of emotional manipulation.

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

Day 4 and we're 5 milestones down already! Thank you again to everyone who's supportng in whatever way you can, be it vibing, tipping, coming by to say hi! It really does mean a lot to me ♥ We're playing some Split Fiction today with @thegayhomie.bsky.social ! Watch us NOT co-operate!

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

Thank you so much to the love I got on this post🥹 I was overwhelmed but in the best way. We're going to be streaming everyday until the timer runs out but keeping the goal up all year round! I was handed my redundancy notice on Wednesday (yay NHS) so we're making this happen!

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 18/04/2025

───・⬪・🪐・⬪・─── 🗓️Friday 18th April 🕔16:00 BST | 11:00am ET ───・⬪・🪐・⬪・─── Uncapped "DREAM-ATHON" I've had no time to promote this so I hope this video is able to help explain my DREAM-ATHON event starting today! Any ❤️'s + ♻️'s appreciated! (YT Link cos Bsky limits) youtube.com/shorts/6xHcm...

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

I've technically been a content creator for 7 years now, so you'd think I'd have an equivalent amount of friendship circles and mutuals, but I don't. My circles are small but the foundations are strong. Thank you for giving me that chance ♥

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

- Get mum's hospital care organised: ✅ - Crisis manage my family: ✅ - Pay off parents house: ✅ - Catch a Breath: 🔳 - Make my dream a reality: 🔳 I've spent so long putting myself in other people's shadow, I forgot I was allowed to want more for myself. We're doing this💪...

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

The thing is that you can’t get me to heal from pain by saying ‘you live and you learn’ AND ‘forgive and forget’. I can’t do one while doing the other. I will forgive, but I won’t forget. I need to remember what got me here so I never find myself there again.

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Albie💡✨️ Elven God VTuber @albiethegod.vtubers.social · 04/04/2025

Albie 2.0 Model Reveal!! 🧝‍♂️💡 Like and RT to reveal more of the model. I am super excited to share the new 2.0 model with you all 💛✨️ Video Credit: Fallenairu #Vtuber #ModelReveal

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

Life has not been kind to my family, and we've had to make a lot of sacrifices, recently being my dream career I had been working towards for over the last 5 years. So... I'm going to go hard this year to try and reclaim what I had to give up! I'm going to try my best🥹

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lucy @lossayyy.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

#ad Thank you to The LEGO Group for sponsoring today's stream! Come hang out with me as I explore LEGO Fortnite Brick Life! Watch here: twitch.tv/lossayyy Get LEGO Fortnite Brick Life here & play FOR FREE: www.fortnite.com/@epic/lego-f... #LEGOFortnite

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

The only time you will catch me running, is for my life...

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

【🔴LIVE NOW - Genshin Impact】 INAZUMA, WHEN I CATCH YOU RAIDEN, OOH WHEN I CATCH YOU LIVE - 🟣Twitch | ⚫TikTok | 🔴Youtube!

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

As Vtubers, we are built off the backs of SO many creatives. Art, Rigging, Emotes, PNG's...the list is ENDLESS! So many talented creatives work incredibly hard, only for their work to sometimes never see the light of day. So post, repost, make videos; Give them that spotlight.

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

🌌This Weeks Schedule - 24Mar 🌌 We have a sponsored stream on Saturday, so any extra support would be appreciated ;_; 🟡Monday: #GenshinImpact 🟢Wednesday: #MonsterHunterWild 🔴Saturday: #ZenlessZoneZero ─────────♢♦︎🐙♦︎♢───────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Thank you @spookysony.bsky.social for the amazing overlay! One of the biggest struggles with Vtubing is the limited placements of our models and often having to sacrifice information on the screen or the visibility of our models. If you're a VTuber doing gameplay, I 100% reccomend!

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Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌 @deenialvt.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

【🔴LIVE NOW - Genshin Impact】 INAZUMA, WHEN I CATCH YOU RAIDEN, OOH WHEN I CATCH YOU LIVE - 🟣Twitch | ⚫TikTok | 🔴Youtube!

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