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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 10h

Can't do anything right why am I even still around

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 11h

Why can't I just die? Pkease. It hurts. It hurts so bad. Just kill me. Make it stop. Its torture every single day.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 11h

Living hurts me. Every second I'm alive hurts me. It hurts. I don't know why it hurts so much but it hurts so bad. It hurts. It hurts. It's hurting me.

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Demi🫀 @johannofart.bsky.social · 20h

MACHINETOBER day 4: ritual/summon

A naked blond person is rolled into foetal position with bleeding scars all over their back. Above them are three running hares and below a bloody flogger.

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hellotomyfriends3.bsky.social @hellotomyfriends3.bsky.social · 17h

bad thoughts with pokemon girl

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Myno @mynotar.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Hungry

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winona @winguro.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

knife magnet

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I will see a friend today. Haven't slept, but with my mask maybe I can actually talk to them.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Horrible. Don't put that in my existence.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I would really love a bullet through my brain so it stops working. Fucking miserable existence.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Talking to people you can see is terrifying how does anyone do this?

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I hate that being sane allows me time to think. I hate thinking I don't want to think abymore the voices are loud my own thoughts are loud it hurts. Everything hurts me. Living hurts me.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I hate that I feel sane I want to be unwell. At least when you're unwell you could go to the hospital. And maybe then someone would care enough. When you're unwell you could actually muster up the strength to do something, ANYTHING, but I just can't. I can't even hit myerlf anymore.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

My sudden onset shoulder pain has lessened but I'm still feeling like a bug being cruahed by a rock. Why do these things always happen to ne when I try to change, even a little? I must've pissed off a higher entity somehow.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Please let my mask get here soon. Don't wanna be perceived anymore

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I got too old and now everyone hates me and everything hurts and Nobody is going to help me. I always knew it'd turn out like rhis just let me die please

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

What was even the point in trying to change. Its never going to happen.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

It's every time it's EVERY TIME FUCKK I HATE THIS I HATE LIVING I HATE IT HERE I HATE THAT I KNOW NOBODY ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT ME NOBODY WANTS ME EVERYTHING HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS FUUUUCK WHY DID I EVER THINK I COULD STOP HURTING FOR A SECOND???? WHATS WRONG WITH ME AM I FUCKING CRAZY?????

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I just shouldn't bother. I shouldn't have let myself be fooled into trying again I should've fucking known better by now than to trust the voices by now. IM THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IM THE ONLY ONE WHOS BEING FUCKUNG HONEST!!!!! LIFE IS PAIN AND SUFFERING AND MISERABLE KILL ME!!!

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I'm being punished again like usual. For darijg not to feel bad for a sedond. When am I going to learn my fucking lesson? When am I going to just die??? Its the only way to make it stop. There's no fixing this. There's no fixing anything I want to die. Please let me die please

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Nobody wull be there to comfort me. As usual. Why did I even bother thinking I could feel better? What the fuck is my fucking problem huh? I should know my fucking place rifht now.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Hahaha yeah. Yeah yeah of course. Of course the moment I start trying to feel okay is the moment something starts hurting again. Why fucking wouldntb it?? Why wouldn't I be subjected to pain for darkmg to rhink things moght be alright for a sexond??? Yeah. I was born to be miserable and nothing else

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

People perceiving you is horrifying. How does anyone do it at all?

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

It really is so much nicer without a face.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Maybe I should ask the voices what happened to us. I can't remember at all. There's... so much I don't remember, that I can't remember. It's just blank. Maybe it's better I don't know. It already hurts enough.

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Algernon @entropy-art.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

Somewhere beyond the moon..🌕 Somewhere beyond the moon...🌑

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Inky~ @stinkyinky.silly.gay · 04/10/2026

goretober day 4: vomit you dropped somethings

goretober day 4

an angel fallen not just from heaven but from grace. it does not need those organs. not anymore. purge them. purge them. purge them.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I don't like that I'm sane enough to realize what's going on again. It hurts. I don't like that I'm sane enough to feel scared again. I want my episode back. Please. Fuck.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I know I can't. I'm not allowed to die. My body isn't even mine. It just hurts. This hurts me. All of this hurts me so badly.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I laugh when things are the most miserable theyve ever been, because there's nothing else I can do. And it's nice to laugh. Pepple laugh when you're fun to be around. People like you when you laugh. They go quiet when you start crying again. They go quiet when you start hurting again. I hate kyself.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I dtill laughthe same way as I did during my episode. Sometimes I laigh so much the voices in my head get worried again. I didn't do anything. I haven't even done anything. I'm not a bad person. I really miss being happy. I miss laughing all the time, endlessly while nothing happens. More bearable.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

🔪 I miss my manic episode.

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marcie the runt @marciemusing.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

[girl who wants all sentient thought taken away from her]: yes I’m doing great!! don’t worry about me.

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Mocha @spacemocha.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

its a *little* more complicated for me but its definitely part of it (the other aspect is finality - if i am good in death, then i can never be bad again. if i die in a state of being good then I have eternally locked myself in as good.)

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Mocha @spacemocha.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Cackling yeah kinda

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Oracle @pawsnuff.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

At least there'll always be one teacher that lets her be herself, somewhat

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

It's too loud. It's too bdight. It hurts. This hurts me. Living hurts me.

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I don't want to know what's happening to me. I don't want to have an I. Please just let me hide in the darkness again so I can pretend I never existed at all.

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🌱🦥 moor | Comms Open @moorsloth.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

comm for aki !! thank uu

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🔪 Other. @obverse404.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

The face underneath the mask is the real mask. The mask would be my true face, with nothing on it.

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