i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 4hOh I already have this one so I guess I’m getting whatever slips through 😬 000
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 5hI did not notice this detail but now I will keep a lookout loooool 010
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6hI just got another right now All magically 18! So sexy and legal! Ugh 000
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6hNot that there’s anything wrong with 18 year old sub girls if they were real but you know what kind of person THIS actually aimed at 570
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6hThe number of bot follows I get all claiming to be 18 year old sub girls is uh gross 3100
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6hSee I’m sure I’ve written that much but usually on DIFFERENT books, I don’t generally write a lot of series. By the time I’m done this it’s probably going to be nearly 500k all on its own and that’s just since LAST NOVEMBER Also probably diagnosable XD 010
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 9hWhy do they think this is going to make me like them!!! 010
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 9hI get texts addressed to other members of my family!! I get CALLS CALLS 010
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 10hYou donate to a political fundraiser once and then you get emails and texts for the rest of your life 360
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 10h130k may not seem like that much but mind you I’m actually 400k+ into the whole story! 130
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 10hWip nearing 130k the end still so far off. It just keeps going. I know the plot beats but there’s so much connective tissue between them. Which isn’t a bad thing. But. Whew boy 140
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 16hShe’s reading King of Attolia now which is my favorite of the books and I’m probably going to get sucked into reading it, too. I just love Costis so much 040
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026cosmic griffin talk to me about the power of stories and how amazing it is we tell them across ages and ages, how we have stories written thousands of years ago, how magical it is to be able to share our humanity across time and space 110
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It makes me so happy and feel so much hope and also sob in the best way Also the ost is great 010
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I love Project Hail Mary a completely normal amount 190
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Especially more recent filmmaking as so much dynamic sweeping camera movement and fast flashing cuts, it’s awful for me. Older and low budget shows with more stationary cameras and less cgi and weird editing are sometimes okay 100
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Yeppp. Plus I get motion sick so easily I can’t even watch most movies or tv. Sigh 100
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It suckssss I used to read SO MUCH. And I can still read some things but not usually completely new or unfamiliar things. Part of it is eye strain, part of it is lack of attention, but a lot of it is the sheer amount of brain work it takes to read! I get weirdly exhausted and overstimulated so fast! 100
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Additionally, and most personally, due to Circumstances I have a really hard time reading new things now. I know, I know, a writer who doesn’t read, for shame. But at least I can still write. I need stories like I need to breathe, so I make them for myself. I always have, just now more than ever. 120
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I’ve watched a lot of talented amazing writers burn themselves out imagining what other people will think, or writing to market, or upholding some external standard for their writing that they cannot meet I’ve *been* that person I broke my joy on the criticism of others. Never again 120
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I write for me. I write the books I need to read, the stories I need to tell. I am my first (and usually only) audience, so if I can’t bring myself joy first, then why bother? If someone else also finds joy or meaning in my writing, that’s wonderful, and I’m truly glad #pretendpanel 180
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I am at the stage of writing where I’m cleaning the bathroom 😂 190
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Wait what does the second emoji mean? Unfinished? 110
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Given that my last “standalone” turned into a trilogy, “it better be!!!” is also very much how I feel 😂 #FirstDraftFall 220
Reposted by i amar prestar aenEärendil @gilestelscanvas.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Maglor sings a song at the golden hour of Laurelin, while an ambitious Maedhros and unyielding Fingon duel, or rather play, with sticks - their hands never grasped a sword yet. The House of Finwë series is slowly approaching an end and here’s the newest one: “A Song to Tie Destinies” 22811
Reposted by i amar prestar aenhammancheez but spooky @hammancheez.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Yall wanna see a 2 hour old highland cow 357207635000
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I’ve been working on the same project for a year, which is a LONG TIME for me, so as much as I love it, I’m very excited to be STARTING SOMETHING NEW. I love starting new things!!! Shiny!!! New characters new worldbuilding yessssss #WeeknightWriters 240
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Always word count, for me. I’m so used to measuring length and where I am in a plot arc by word count it’s pretty instinctive at this point. However, I no longer set word count goals for myself or try to do set amounts per day. The word count measurement is a tool not a punishment #WeeknightWriters 190
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM I went through a period of being really into stories about queerness and robot personhood/rights and they were me exploring that …and then irl “ai” had to come along in the stupidest and most awful way possible… 010
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Oh whoops I already answered this in my last post lol I’ll go into more detail I usually write secondary world fantasy with more or less magic depending, but I’ve dabbled in sci-fi and would like to again (s/o to my blind robot mc back when writing about ai personhood was fun lol) #WeeknightWriters 190
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I like what I like. Or I have a brand to uphold. However you want to look at it 😂 010
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Well one thing I can say with fair certainty is that it will be a fantasy (or sci-fi? maybe?) novel. Because. Well. It’s me 😂 I am also missing romance a bit, so there might be a dash of that in there this time. Oh and the characters will be queer. And disabled. Because again, me 😂 #WeeknightWriters 1110
i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I’m always here for sprints if you have time and need a cheerleader 010