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i amar prestar aen

@oakleaf.bsky.social
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call me oakleaf or sui (随). scribbler of fairy-stories, painter of imaginary lands. audhd. multi-fandom. theLoyalRoyalGuard on ao3. not chinese, it’s a fandom nickname. she/they

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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 4h
Oh I already have this one so I guess I’m getting whatever slips through 😬
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 5h
I did not notice this detail but now I will keep a lookout loooool
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6h
I just got another right now All magically 18! So sexy and legal! Ugh
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6h
Not that there’s anything wrong with 18 year old sub girls if they were real but you know what kind of person THIS actually aimed at
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6h
The number of bot follows I get all claiming to be 18 year old sub girls is uh gross
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 6h
See I’m sure I’ve written that much but usually on DIFFERENT books, I don’t generally write a lot of series. By the time I’m done this it’s probably going to be nearly 500k all on its own and that’s just since LAST NOVEMBER Also probably diagnosable XD
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 9h
Why do they think this is going to make me like them!!!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 9h
Right like stop making me regret giving you money!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 9h
I get texts addressed to other members of my family!! I get CALLS CALLS
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 10h
You donate to a political fundraiser once and then you get emails and texts for the rest of your life
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 10h
130k may not seem like that much but mind you I’m actually 400k+ into the whole story!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 10h
Wip nearing 130k the end still so far off. It just keeps going. I know the plot beats but there’s so much connective tissue between them. Which isn’t a bad thing. But. Whew boy
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 14h
🫂
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 16h
She’s reading King of Attolia now which is my favorite of the books and I’m probably going to get sucked into reading it, too. I just love Costis so much
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
cosmic griffin talk to me about the power of stories and how amazing it is we tell them across ages and ages, how we have stories written thousands of years ago, how magical it is to be able to share our humanity across time and space
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
👀
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
🫂🫂🫂
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It makes me so happy and feel so much hope and also sob in the best way Also the ost is great
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I love Project Hail Mary a completely normal amount
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
If only
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Especially more recent filmmaking as so much dynamic sweeping camera movement and fast flashing cuts, it’s awful for me. Older and low budget shows with more stationary cameras and less cgi and weird editing are sometimes okay
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Yeppp. Plus I get motion sick so easily I can’t even watch most movies or tv. Sigh
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It suckssss I used to read SO MUCH. And I can still read some things but not usually completely new or unfamiliar things. Part of it is eye strain, part of it is lack of attention, but a lot of it is the sheer amount of brain work it takes to read! I get weirdly exhausted and overstimulated so fast!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Additionally, and most personally, due to Circumstances I have a really hard time reading new things now. I know, I know, a writer who doesn’t read, for shame. But at least I can still write. I need stories like I need to breathe, so I make them for myself. I always have, just now more than ever.
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I’ve watched a lot of talented amazing writers burn themselves out imagining what other people will think, or writing to market, or upholding some external standard for their writing that they cannot meet I’ve *been* that person I broke my joy on the criticism of others. Never again
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I write for me. I write the books I need to read, the stories I need to tell. I am my first (and usually only) audience, so if I can’t bring myself joy first, then why bother? If someone else also finds joy or meaning in my writing, that’s wonderful, and I’m truly glad #pretendpanel
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Ohhhhhmg I love this
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
🤝
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I am at the stage of writing where I’m cleaning the bathroom 😂
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Wait what does the second emoji mean? Unfinished?
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Hell yeah Gondor!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
It’s so hot I need it to stop
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Oh this is very nice
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Don’t listen to their whispers Bree!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Bree no!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Given that my last “standalone” turned into a trilogy, “it better be!!!” is also very much how I feel 😂 #FirstDraftFall
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Eärendil @gilestelscanvas.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Maglor sings a song at the golden hour of Laurelin, while an ambitious Maedhros and unyielding Fingon duel, or rather play, with sticks - their hands never grasped a sword yet. The House of Finwë series is slowly approaching an end and here’s the newest one: “A Song to Tie Destinies”
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Dangit Radagast, focus up!
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hammancheez but spooky @hammancheez.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Yall wanna see a 2 hour old highland cow
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Woahhh
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I’ve been working on the same project for a year, which is a LONG TIME for me, so as much as I love it, I’m very excited to be STARTING SOMETHING NEW. I love starting new things!!! Shiny!!! New characters new worldbuilding yessssss #WeeknightWriters
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Always word count, for me. I’m so used to measuring length and where I am in a plot arc by word count it’s pretty instinctive at this point. However, I no longer set word count goals for myself or try to do set amounts per day. The word count measurement is a tool not a punishment #WeeknightWriters
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM I went through a period of being really into stories about queerness and robot personhood/rights and they were me exploring that …and then irl “ai” had to come along in the stupidest and most awful way possible…
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
It’s instinct!
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I did the same thing 😂
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
grabby hands
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Oh whoops I already answered this in my last post lol I’ll go into more detail I usually write secondary world fantasy with more or less magic depending, but I’ve dabbled in sci-fi and would like to again (s/o to my blind robot mc back when writing about ai personhood was fun lol) #WeeknightWriters
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I like what I like. Or I have a brand to uphold. However you want to look at it 😂
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Well one thing I can say with fair certainty is that it will be a fantasy (or sci-fi? maybe?) novel. Because. Well. It’s me 😂 I am also missing romance a bit, so there might be a dash of that in there this time. Oh and the characters will be queer. And disabled. Because again, me 😂 #WeeknightWriters
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i amar prestar aen @oakleaf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I’m always here for sprints if you have time and need a cheerleader
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