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I took a three hour nap and woke up feeling like I've been hit by a truck.. every part of me hurts..

Forced to stay at work until 9:30 as per usual, another "awake for well over 24 hours" day, no signs they even did anything to my apartment and I have no bedding again... sleepy nyan is sleepy......

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Okay on one hand I haven't been able to sleep and have to stay up now because of bed bug exterminators and work On the other hand, Kuja...... I got all his outfits but the ability gacha barely gave me anything. He's very glass cannon.. weakest character with lowest HP but can become strongest..

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Being wagie is suffering and so is now being forced to work two stores in our chain because of dumb nepotism things (the boss' sister is a manager too now so they're sharing me and a coworker between two stores instead of hiring what we need), also long bed bug evacuation day again on Tuesday..

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Managed to draw lots of Reiss tonight, though still undecided on a casual outfit for them... They're so fun to draw though... Monday's my only day off this week, so I want to draw a lot, but I should also do a little cleaning too..

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Apparently vtubers are posting bellybuttons for some reason so don't mind me, just posting tummy on main

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Despera continues to be real* thank you ABe and Konaka for your continued efforts against all odds... (they just announced at a panel that they're doing a prologue manga to try to build up support for the anime production... it's still hopium but still, we get an ABe manga out of this so I'm happy)

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jams 🛸🍈 @jamsvirtual.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

It's my birthday soon, so tonight I'm having a special sleepover stream to celebrate! We're gonna stay up late, play games, eat food, and watch videos together in my tiny apartment ☺️ 🎂 starts at 7pm pacific

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ユエ @yyyyyuuuuueeeee.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

うさぎの日

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Not enough time to draw... Today (yesterday?) was a rough day at work, had poor sleep, an 8 hour shift, and extremely busy working register by myself while trying to juggle a huge truck shipment.. took a three hour nap afterwards but still feel dead Did finish all the Lilla art at leastt

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I'm so EoSD brained again.. been listening to the music on random the past few nights while drawing, and this song isn't one I got to be very familiar with (I never unlocked the Extra Stage) but it's so good.. the ~1:37 mark onwards when you fight Patchy... peam.... www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaEw...

youtube.com

魔法少女達の百年祭

YouTube video by Team Shanghai Alice - Topic

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Managed to draw more tonighttt, though I ended up just drawing Lilla in different outfits instead of the other three whoops... won't let myself share it until all four are done...... I want to stay up and keep working on it but I have to work early tomorrow...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Awake while my apartment is fixing my shower, think of all the cool people I follow and how they draw cool things and chase their dreams and other neat things... Shout outs to cool people....

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Took a post-work nap, did some Lilla design doodling again (will try to draw the other three too before I post it this time), and spent the rest of the night figuring out how to restore my dead HDD with all my photos and Twitch VODs on it before October (the answer was order a drive from Backblaze)

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Mahiro confirmed to be a bedwetter, thank you Onimai for appealing to my tastes... (also the afterword mentioning not knowing how to end it reminds me, I still think the perfect ending is for him to grow back up but then be cloned so there's two of him, little girl him and regular him..)

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

So sleepy.. got my October work schedule and after these next two weeks it should be fairly consistent again I hope... Might try streaming Sundays in October maybe... My birthday's on the 11th, so maybe birthday stream, but no idea what to do for it so I'll probably just wing it~

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I'm slowly slipping into that menhera mindset again but at least I can try to vent it into those angel OCs.. somehow.. if my brain ever lets me focus better again..

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I forced myself to scribble something tonighttt

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Monetizing myself feels so hard.. if a friend or someone I follow closely asks for like a Live2D or emotes or a low poly model for a video game model swap or something I'd be like sure I'll do that for free. But then if a stranger asks for anything it's scary even with money...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

My brain is starting to play with the idea of accepting commissions again... but commissions are so difficult for me..... I really really want to quit my job and not suffer for it though, commissions may have to be the way...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

So sleepy.. called into work tomorrow for a total of seven days of back to back work, and it's not even the holidays yet..

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I doubt this will amount to anything as a heads up, but maybe I'll try taking suggestions for a custom October art challenge prompt list.. If you have any suggestions feel free to suggest as many as you want (and if you want to be anonymous you can use alterspring~) alterspring.org/@Nyrator

alterspring.org

Nyra

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 27/10/2025

I too wish to jump on bandwagons... ten games to get to know the nyan~

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I also did one of these anime aura things and I don't understand how I lost aura for Onegai My Melody, that should be worth the most aura

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Top 9 "formative" anime...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Trapped in the comforts of bed, idling thinking of how I want to stream and draw more and what kind of October art challenges I could do, but I still just feel so burnt out that I don't think I can commit to doing anything...

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電解質 @denkai-461.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

気まぐれと夕まぐれ #ゆめにっき

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I think I'm finally back to "tired and want to do nothing but sleep" after a week of "I am death and sleep deprived and every day is one long continuous day" Now I just gotta fix that first part.. psychiatrist appointment in a couple weeks at least, maybe Pristiq is the reason...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Also wow the Patchy drawing be popping off, I'm glad people enjoy it (warning new followers, I should draw more but for some reason I don't but I want to....)

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I feel so Touhou pilled again lately but I'm just so bad at them... I think I beat Rumia once as a kid and I wanted to get good enough to unlock the extra stage before I played another.. but then I never did so I remain an EoSD-only still.... I wanna change that..

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

That feeling immediately passed and I decided to scribble a Patchouli instead (and then pass out.. and then wake at 7am unsure of what to do with myself.. then took a shower and drew a little more and now I should nap before an 8 hour work day in three hours) Just gotta color it in...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Idly thinking of maybe drawing freak nyan art tonight... who knows...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Lying in bed feeling very menhera... Long work day today and tomorrow, thinking of all the things I don't want to deal with at another job that I'm lucky for at my current job.. just so burnt out on everything and not sure what to do

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I wrote up a resume and I've had a job application ready to submit all day but too scared to press the button... Leaving current job sounds hard, new job scary, don't want to work at all anymore...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I know I'm someone who complains about being tired a lot But boy have I reached a new level of tired that no amount of sleep has been able to fix...

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Oh right I can post my nytism to this site too Disney's Twisted Wonderland you still have me in your grips... thinking of SSRs and future events and what the heck is going to happen after 2027... Game feels like it's in its finale but it's also still popular so what will they do.. #twst

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Staying up for 31 hours may have been a mistake

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I came home and there's no sign they did anything... I've been awake for 28 hours and everything is still in bags and needs to be washed at a laundromat before I can open them.....

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

This is heck.... (bedroom is finally finished as well as everywhere except the living room... having only four days to do this, working three of the four, one of them being a call-in today, and having the fourth taken from me by a coworker roadtrip yesterday... it is heck....)

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Got called into work today and was completely unneeded and they wouldn't let me leave early either... despite them knowing today was the only day I had to finish cleaning my apartment.. I have to finish bagging up my entire apartment tonight and then figure out what to do for eight hours tomorrow..

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lily hopkins @lilyhops.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

do what you can. just start, even one step is ok

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Nyrator @nyrator.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

What does one even do between the hours of 8am and 4pm on a Tuesday.... I can't be home, I have little spending money, and I go to work at 4, but what the heck do I do for 8 hours when I'm normally asleep....

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