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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

The Cost of Sorcery 2026 #nullingwayart

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Listening to Jesper Kyd's music rn The recent Darktide EP has me schmooving, not just the skitarius tracks but also The Sand Vortex has been having me a lot lately.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

~40% That's how many of us trans people worldwide have attempted suicide. Many successful. ~20% That's how many of us autistic people attempt suicide. It's not exactly fun having an effectively additive 60% risk of that. But then...

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I don't mean for this account to be me constantly complaining but I have things to get out.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

My khajiit in ESO #nullingwayart

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

It's rude to talk about someone who's listening. One of my favourite game quotes.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Yeah, perfect represenation. Just as hypocritical and arrogant.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I found this sculpt of middies on the you-know-where I guess I can make my lagori in FFXIV now? Maybe obellians but those are meant to be more harelike and scary, its why i used one of the older hroth sculpts for them.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Monster Viking Berry is delicious but I wish they didn't have those inaccurate helmets on the can art

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCvq... #nullingwaymusic Yes I know the audio is scuffed because it feels like I can't get a 1:1 with any of these programs.

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Spegelskogen, Nullingway

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Fucking jealous everytime someone gets invited to shit, or to collabs, or to model for mods Like I might turn it down but I'd still like to be asked for SOMETHING you know? Definetely doesen't help with the loneliness.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Manmade horrors unfortunately well within my comprehension. Will you STOP If you're going to be dystopic just pick ONE dystopia, fucking hell.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I deserve more. I really do. Why can't it be me? Never the popular one. Never the one that things revolved around. Never important. Never wanted. I appreciate those few that does care for me. But even then... most of it just feel like pity.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I can not see stars. To me, no matter where I am, when I look up at the night sky, all I see is darkness. There are no twinkling stars, no grand glowing belt that is the Milky Way. There is only the moon, and it's so, so very far away, it might just be a dust speck upon my glasses.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I'm looking through Inverted Fate because I got curious about UT AUs again and like That's so fucking based

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

So the nazis in my country's government want to reintroduce mental hospitals. Which is a problem, because just as in the past, it won't be exactly fact-based and will be used for extreme harm. Because the same nazis consider people like me, non-cis, non-het people, "mentally ill".

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

So cold.... how.... It's like my blood has turned to ice. Feels like my head is a block of ice. Feels like my bones are blocks of ice. Is this it?

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Sometimes when i blink, I'm no longer in the present. Sometimes when I blink, I am back in the hospital, all those years ago. Sometimes when i blink, I stare at the nurse's blurry face, the loss of blood having made me delirious. Sometimes when I blink, I think my reality is a lie.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I have a friend that's like a smaller more gremlinlike version of me and quite frankly it's starting to get scary how much we synchronize lmfao

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

*Been at the very edge for weeks* *No energy to ever wake up any more* *Actually wakes up and checks news: every party in my country wants me dead.* I give up.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

As with all expansions, Bastion will retroactively get weapons fitting with the last expansion. I wonder how all of them will look, especially the electrope weapons (and bygone brass, will probably use them the most if they look good.)

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

She has a sword because she wants to fucking kill you

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

got flashbanged by loporrit names on the Mourningstar

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

There's too many people on the fucking ship Gonna make me crash, geez. Also a confirmation the NPCs have experienced an entire year since last time. KEEP THAT IN MIND.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Experienced deja vu and started crying, fuck.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Sometimes when I look down at my arms and body i think I see blood, but then I think and there's nothing there.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCvq... #nullingwaymusic Yes I know the audio is scuffed because it feels like I can't get a 1:1 with any of these programs.

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Spegelskogen, Nullingway

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Should I place my music in chronological order or should I just toss them out at random, because I got QUITE the backlog from doing this in secret for YEARS

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

I'm still paranoid about being visited by the cops again after the wellness check over a month ago. I hated them already and it was pretty traumatizing to be effectively arrested to be sent to the psychward.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I can't do shit in Darktide any more Has I got worse somehow? Or is it the fact the rest of my team is off in Narnia? Is it both? I can't even fucking psyker anymore.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

"Oh yeah we definetely know who the gay one is. All of them."

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

When I was a kit and still had a family, we had one of those "haunted paintings" from some painter. You know, the crying child paintings, said to bring misfortune to a household. 'twas a copy, ofcourse. But I wonder if my unfortunate life spawned from it.

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Nullingway @nullingway.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Though I have really pulled back on my nicotine usage, I am ashamed to admit I still do smoke sometimes. I kind of find the packaging funny. I remember one where they are having a baby smoke through its pacifier and then in another there's a child's coffin. I mean.. that just seem like shit parents.

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