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I need to make stupid posts to live

Also i know im always bitching about this but online did spaces are so fucking annoying and self cannibalizing bc everyone is so obsessed with having their experience categorized as The Most Valid

Like there is no "real plurality" or "fake plurality" or "you need x disorder to be plural" because the label has always been explicitly inclusive and non medical. Do people know this

I rly need the losers who get pissy abt other ppls lived experiences if they dont align with a DSM diagnosis to understand that the term "plural" was not made for them

azzy 🛸 @nulctrl.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

I love this tv show but holyshit it keeps hitting such specific triggers every single week i need to start planning Coping Activities for after i watch it ajfkhskgjskvj

Egge was fun for a day and is now overrun with stan twitter weirdos SAD

i feel so weird and dead whenever i front lately . I feel like i died on that fucking road trip with that guy last summer and im only now realizing it

I dont even feel ownership over memories from others in my subsystem which is not great

i feel like im not processing and storing memories normally lately

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Its going pretty great over on the egg app

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My favorite professor is a creep apparently :(((

azzy 🛸 @nulctrl.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Blehh ill stay up to finish this assignment on time but ill need to skip class tomorrow morning so i can sleep. But thats ok bc i checked the syllabus and we get one free absence a month wheee

azzy 🛸 @nulctrl.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Omfg i feel so bad for the egge devs suddenly getting flooded with an influx of kinnies you guys we have to behave on there . Ok?

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I lied again bc i just changed it to .gir

WAIT YOU CAN SEARCH FOR PEOPLE INTHE MESSAGES TAB IM SORRY FOR STRAIGHTUP LYING LOL. well im .azzy on there for now

Im on that app everybody apparently secretly foundout about at theexact same time as me. i dont think giving my username will do anything since u cant search for ppl but if u see me on there you will know its me

Walkig to art store in a bit to get an xacto and hole punch and some other stuff i need to make chaaaarmssss

I need my mutuals to play CROSSCODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I needto play mroe CROSSCODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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They should invent good weather

Really pathetic i cnat stop crying bc i wish my dad didnt abuse me and i wish my family was safe and normal

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Jen Cross @jencross.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

50/50 chance im having a pmdd moment and my mood gets a lot better in the next week or so. if this isnt the case i have to start lighting things on fire i guess

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Reposted by azzy 🛸

This is a fancy, diurnal, clear-winged moth sipping liquid from a leaf. Moths in this family often resemble stinging insects, but this species didn't get the memo. It went for jungle air-shrimp instead. #Inverts #MothMonday (Euryphrissa sp.) Tatama National Park, Colombia

A moth with fuzzy pantaloons, clear wings, and a fuzzy shrimp-like tail. It is standing on a green leaf, sipping some liquid.

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azzy 🛸 @nulctrl.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

My nervous system is so regulated as fuck rn

azzy 🛸 @nulctrl.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

fuck ok i dont like having this specific type of fear in response to [redacted] but maybe tjis is just my default stress response.

azzy 🛸 @nulctrl.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

THE TIEDYE FROGS ARE SOOOOO CUTEEE i have to remember to see if tehy have them next time im there Wait oh my god i dont usually care about the mini ones and its not tiedye but look at this thing

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I got my homework done yay :) I only have 3 real classes aside from ensembles/lessons this semester and i think it will be so nice to not have a lot of work to do

well there is still time i guess

I wish i had played with my friends this weekend but instead i had a mental breakdown. SAD !

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Well i think some of u are already my friends even if we havent talked much or ever

I want to be friends with so many of u people btw but im shy

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Mmkay i did about 75% of my boring sequencing assignment

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Soft synth free trials will fix meeeeeeeeee :3

I wish i could have bug pets rn but it just doesnt work with me going back and forth between states every few months -_-

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This is happening on thursday allegedly . Excited to become neurotypical

Okieee lunch time and then ill get started on homework

Jen Cross @jencross.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

Reposted by azzy 🛸

Here is a wee Putnam’s Jumping Spider making herself a cozy little safe space. These cuties can be found in various habitat in the eastern US. #SpiderSunday

A small fuzzy spider with large forward facing eyes. She is perched among green leaves and there are strands of web holding the leaves together.

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I was never supposed to be alive 😁

I need help lol i dont know

AGHHHH SORRY LOL!!!!!! Im going to go try and shower and then make some papercraft animals i have this kit i got and its really cute and i think it would fix me sorry i am not doing ok right now